Chapter 62 Confession
These days.
Lan Mengxin has been living a life of no longer in her state.
Code words do not have the passion of the past.
I often stare at the windowsill.
The crystal box placed on the bookshelf above the computer desk often sucks away her attention, and even for some reason, a burst of sadness arises in her heart.
"What's wrong with me?"
She often asked herself this way, and many times she couldn't help but pick up her phone, open the WeChat chat, and send a message to the person, but after thinking about it, she still gave up.
Flashes of depression came.
"Do you still have to continue looking for him? He is still young and can wait for three or five years, but can I wait for three or five years?"
"Besides, he has rejected me, and there is no possibility between us."
"But why... why, I've always felt so uncomfortable lately."
Lan Mengxin didn't know the reason, or was avoiding that reason, and what surprised her the most was that the boy five years younger than her was obviously not very good, had a high education, was alone, had a miserable family background, and had an average job. She was a poor young man with no money. In addition to her good external conditions, her overall score was not very high.
But why was it him who left a deep impression on him?
Could it be his clear, quiet and deep eyes?
Or it is a bit clumsy and simple, without many routines and skills, but it can be heard that it is the truth.
Or is it that even though he is poor, he is not afraid of embarrassment, and even in a high-end consumption place, he does not have the indifferent demeanor of being in a worldly manner?
What is even more valuable is his persistence in character. He invited him to an F-style meal by himself, and he immediately used crystal figures, which took a lot of effort... He had sensitive persistence in some aspects.
In fact, Lan Mengxin doesn't like those who are too sensitive. Such men value self-esteem very much. Once they fly up the branch and become a phoenix, they often become even worse, without any revenge, or even vent their revenge... The so-called "phoenix man" is not a compliment for her.
But that man's persistence not only made her not disgusted, but she appreciated her very much, because in this society, there are too many people who give up on their dreams and persistence. How many people are living with a clear conscience?
Before, she wanted to recruit a partner, but she proposed various conditions and even continued to increase the requirements. It was not because she had a weird idea, but because she felt that since she could give up one principle, two, three, n items... No matter how many conditions she proposed, someone would come, so she would not worry about not finding a suitable partner.
But is that really what she wants?
Maybe it was before.
But when she met that man, perhaps the first time she saw him, she felt that true happiness should be the resonance of the soul and the equality of personality. Finding an obedient slave to come over is not necessarily what she wants.
At noon, at the dinner table.
Seeing the slow meal, Lan Mengxin has been listless recently.
He Cairong couldn't help asking, "Daughter, what's wrong with you these days? Why are you listless? Did you have any conflicts with Xiao Xu? He hasn't come to our house for dinner these days, and it seems that he hasn't asked you to go out for fun. What's wrong with you?"
"mom!"
Lan Mengxin suddenly looked at her and said seriously: "I want to have a relationship, a real relationship."
He Cairong was stunned and turned to smile and said, "Then you go and talk, mom supports you."
"Mom, I want to say sorry to you. I lied to you before. Xu Ming and I were just ordinary friends. He never thought about coming to the house to marry in. I wanted you to rest assured, so I didn't tell you the truth. Last time Xu Ming came to my house as a guest, you were too enthusiastic about him. He was a little scared, so he didn't dare to come to our house again. I haven't contacted me recently..."
Lan Mengxin confessed that she didn't want to deceive and hide it anymore. Not only would her mother get angry, but she wouldn't be able to bear it herself.
An older single woman in her thirty is indeed sad, but trying to pretend to have a partner is not only sad, but also a kind of torment.
“Ah~”
He Cairong was indeed surprised, but immediately returned to normal. She smiled and said kindly: "Mother and son are in love. Actually, I guessed it, but it doesn't matter. Don't be too stressed. Look for it slowly, and I believe you will definitely find the right one."
"Mom, thank you for your understanding."
Lan Mengxin's tears suddenly fell: "Mom, I shouldn't have hidden it from you. I found that I was wrong before. According to my previous thoughts, it was impossible to find what I loved and really like me. In that way, I found a tool person. I cannot have real happiness. The real happiness is that I like him, and he also happens to like me. Only when two hearts come together can we have the happiest home."
"Mom did something wrong, too!"
He Cairong got up and walked over, hugged her daughter in her arms, and said in tears: "It's all my fault. I shouldn't keep your father's words in my heart. I have to recruit a son-in-law for you. Your father has been dead for so many years. Your happiness is important there. Mom shouldn't put so much pressure on you. Now, no matter who you like, no matter whether you marry or the man joins a marriage, Mom will fully support you!"
He Cairong also figured it out. One thing is that one cannot force it, and the other is that one cannot set too many conditions and obstacles. If you like it, you should be together. Most of them are alone. Even if you get married, there are many conflicts and the divorce rate is very high.
Moreover, as a mother, compared to her husband's last wish, she hopes that her daughter will live a happy life in the second half of her life... This is the pursuit of a mother.
"Mom, thank you, wuwu~ It's my daughter who disappointed you."
"Silly kid, mom won't force you anymore in the future. Don't be too stressed. It's not too late for you now, mom will always be on your side."
"Woooooooooooooo~"
The mother and daughter hugged each other and cried for a while.
Untie each other's knots and sit on the sofa in the living room.
He peeled an orange and handed it to his daughter. He Cairong suddenly asked, "Daughter, you just said that you want to fall in love. You have met someone you like? Tell mom, who is the person you like, and mom will help you refer to it."
"Mom~ I didn't say I had someone I like."
Lan Mengxin's face turned red and she became squeamish.
"What's so shy about this? Mom is a veteran. I know how to chase boys. As long as you tell me the person you like, Mom will teach you a few tricks right away... Mom will tell you that women chase men and women, as long as you are a little more proactive, boys will be particularly easy to chase!"
"Okay~"
Lan Mengxin felt aroused, and she blushed and said, "I don't know if I really like him, but I just think he is more special..."
...
The world of your own.
Xu Ming was so depressed that he dripped in blood for several days in a row.
"Mihaha Company, I'll wipe your uncle!"
"It is clearly stated that the probability of accurate recharge is twice, and it will be released 25 times. Why is it guaranteed for each round? It is not as good as the wheels guaranteed for the wheels."
"The exclusive holy mark is even more pitiful! Either you only come to the upper holy mark, or you only come to the middle or lower level, and there is no addition of the exclusion of repetition algorithm, resulting in a lot of repetition."
"It cost 60,000 in five days, redefining the accuracy, Mihaha company, liar, garbage!"
In addition to the costs of buying materials, gift bags, and clothing, Xu Ming, who has been shopping these days, spent a total of 100,000 soft girl coins.
When he saw the bank deposits fall below 250,000 and realized that he had spent a lot of money, Xu Ming, who was tricked, wanted to blow up Mihaha and spread the ashes planned by the group of dogs.
But he was just talking harsh words.
And seeing more and more Valkyrie girls, better equipment, and higher online mode scores, Xu Ming was shocked to find that he began to be less sensitive to recharge money.
Even the words "I have to have fun during the Chinese New Year" and "There are still six buckets of sand gold there, and I will make money if I don't have enough money." 648 even recharged them without blinking... Xu Ming was surprised by his numbness.
Even though he knew clearly that krypton gold was a way out, he still walked on it because... it felt very good to be a big boss!
"Ah, I'm out of help. Many stores have closed at the end of the year. Shajin is not easy to take action. The remaining 200,000 is more than 200,000. Just be careful not to spend it all."
Dingdong ~
At this time, the phone received a message.
Chapter completed!