I can be sure that I have true feelings for Zhao Menglei, and Zhuang Qing. For the fastest update, please go to Chen Yuan. Maybe I am more fond of and guilty of Lin Yu? I should be more grateful and grateful to her.

Dependent, right? Hong Ya, it seems that I have a nostalgia for her, maybe this nostalgia is also a kind of emotion. Shangguan Qin... don't think about her, she is also a kind of pain in my heart. Also

, and...forget it, don't think about these things, Feng Xiao, what kind of person are you?

At this time, because I didn’t dare and didn’t want to think about such things anymore, my thinking suddenly started to jump. My thinking suddenly jumped to a problem that I rarely think about.

——What kind of person am I? Who am I?

Some people say that this is a philosophical proposition, but I don’t think so. Maybe it’s because my realm has not reached that level yet?

For me, this is not the first time I have thought about this problem. However, in the past, every time such a question rushed through my mind, I would immediately laugh: I am who I am, and my name is Feng.

laugh.[

But tonight I suddenly thought more deeply. I don’t know why, but I suddenly thought about this question again: Who am I?

But what followed was fear.

I was really scared because I thought of a question, and this question was "me"

I didn't think about where "I" came from, but I was thinking: Where will I go after I die one day in the future?

From this, I thought of Zhao Menglei, Chen Yuan, Su Hua, Liu Meng and Shangguan Qin. Where are they now? Did they also think about this problem when they were alive?

I don’t know, because I’m not them. And they are: Duan Muxiong, Song Mei.

What about myself? Thinking of this, an unspeakable fear began to strike me, and I seemed to be sucked into a black hole full of whirlpools. It seemed that a huge force was pulling me towards

I was pulled into that terrible black hole. I was so scared that I hurriedly tried to struggle out of it. At this moment, I truly felt my fear of death.

I broke free because I heard the ringtone of my cell phone... It turned out that I fell asleep without knowing it.

I don't want to answer the phone because I'm still immersed in the fear just now. Who am I?

The phone was still calling, and after a while I woke up completely. I couldn’t help but smile bitterly: I am who I am. One day when I die, it will be like falling asleep and never waking up again, and the me at that time will no longer exist.

. It can also be understood this way: I have never come to this world at all, because "I" only exists in the perception of "I" when I am alive.

The phone was still ringing non-stop, so I had no choice but to pick it up and start answering. I didn’t look at the caller ID, because I suddenly entered the cycle of that question again: Since I am who I am, how come I haven’t been here before?

What about this world? Since death is like sleep, there should always be a day when I wake up? So, where will I be when I wake up after death?

Consciously he put the phone to his ear, consciously pressed the answer button, and consciously said to the phone: "Hey, who's there?"

"It's me. I'm outside your villa." The voice that came from the phone was Dai Qian's. Her voice seemed a little unclear, and I could feel that she seemed drunk again.

Why is this like this? You are already the executive vice president. If you act like this again in the unit from now on, you will be laughed at! It’s okay for you to make a fool of yourself, but you are mine?! I criticized her in my heart.

Because she was drunk at my house last time, I didn't think about other things at the moment. At the moment, I was just worried about what might happen to her after she was drunk. So, I hurriedly got up and ran outside.

.....

Dai Qian stood there outside the door and smiled silly at me.

It was nearly ten o'clock in the evening, and the night in Jiangnan was still relatively cold. I looked at Dai Qian outside. She was standing in the cold wind and smiling silly towards me. When the cold wind blew through the tips of her hair,

At that time, I felt a kind of coldness for her.

But she didn't seem to feel anything.

I suddenly felt pity in my heart, "Come in quickly? Are you going to drink again? With Meng Xiaoyun?" [

She was still looking at me with a silly smile, but she was walking towards me, "Hey! How did you know?"

I hurriedly let her into the room, closed the door and criticized her: "Why are you drunk again? Dai Qian, you can't do this. Now I feel a little regretful. You are always drunk like this. I feel very sad."

I'm worried about you. Do you know? The way you behave every time you are drunk... Forget it, you are already drunk now, and you will forget if you tell me. You should go take a shower by yourself, or you should sleep in it last time

That room.”

"You're so kind." She giggled at me.

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so I immediately went to the room where she slept last time and took a look. I found that it was clean. I guess Udon Mei had already changed the sheets and quilt inside.

I suddenly got up from the bed, and now I felt a chill coming towards me, so I hurried back to the bedroom, my bed. When I got into the bed, I was immediately enveloped in warmth. The body temperature I left just now was still there.

.

Suddenly I thought of the previous dream, and immediately sighed in my heart: In this life, sometimes it is really meaningless to think about it! After sighing, I turned off the light and went to sleep.

If I didn't think about Dai Qian who was taking a shower at all, that's absolutely impossible. But I thought about the last time she stayed at my place for one night, and I also analyzed that she might really regard me as her elder brother, so I also thought about it.

I no longer think about anything else: now that she is here with me, at least she is safe, and maybe she has considered me as her home.

I had to go to sleep immediately because I didn't want to deal with her being drunk, unless I drank too much like last time. It's very boring for a sober person to face an alcoholic.

It is especially easy for people to feel satisfied with warmth at night in winter, and they may even become attached to warmth. Therefore, I quickly and slowly fell into sleep with such warmth.

However, I suddenly woke up soon because I clearly felt a warm body next to me!

Dai Qian! I woke up suddenly, and my consciousness suddenly came to me. I remember clearly that she was the only one who came to my house tonight!

Maybe it was because I had just fallen asleep, so I was able to wake up all of a sudden. At the same time, I immediately remembered who the person next to me was under the quilt. I didn’t regard all this as anything.

It's a dream.

I retracted my outstretched hand, but I still hoped that this was just a dream, so I tentatively asked in a low voice: "Dai Qian... is that you?"

I didn't hear her answer, but I felt that her body had penetrated into my arms.

My reason told me that this was not allowed, because I had never felt that way about her, and we should not be like this. I gave her a gentle drip, but after leaving me for a moment, her body leaned towards me again.

Come here. I stretched out my hand and turned on the light. When I turned around, my eyes suddenly blurred and my head was pounding...Ah, my God...She, she actually

She was lying there naked, with her legs slightly spread.

I'm so embarrassed, but I can control myself!

However, when she looked at my embarrassed look, she laughed happily: "What happened? Look at you, what's all the fuss about? Haven't you seen a woman's vagina before? You haven't seen it.

Have you ever been naked like me?" As she spoke, she carelessly touched her youthful body, leaned towards me with a natural expression, and then stretched out her slender and fair body.

hands to caress my cheeks.

At this moment, I was already stunned, "I, you, how could you do this?"

Her lips came to my cheek and kissed me on the face, "I like you. I got myself drunk on purpose today, otherwise I wouldn't dare to come to you. "Pure Text First Edition" You

She looks so cute now. Hehe!" There is an indescribable mystery in her eyes. There is a hint of cunning in the mysterious eyes, and there is an indescribable charm flowing in her eyes. And

, she then stuck out her tongue and made a grimace towards me.

I tried my best to restrain myself and told myself again and again: No! No!

I slapped her hard and said, "Dai Qian, go back to your room quickly! You drank too much! Go back quickly, otherwise I will be angry!"

She glanced at me, maybe because she found my face ugly, and then she got out of my bed, wrapped herself in the towel, and then walked slowly out of my bedroom.[

Later, I collapsed.

When I woke up the next day, I found no one around me. I hurriedly went to her room and found that it was still so refreshing, clean inside, and the bed was neat and tidy. Could everything last night really be a dream?

How is that possible? Unless I also suffer from schizophrenia. I thought to myself.

How could this woman be like this? Is it just to thank you? In such a way? I suddenly felt a little incredible. Suddenly I remembered her usual smiling face, and the way she often stuck out her tongue in front of me to make a weird face, and then recalled

Thinking of everything that happened last night, my heart became restless again.

I hurried to the bathroom and turned on the hot water, but I didn't want the temperature of the hot water to be too high, because I knew that too much warmth would only arouse my lust again.

While scrubbing his body, he secretly rejoiced: Fortunately Udonmei is not here.

At this moment, I don't feel much guilt about Dai Qian, nor do I feel any uneasiness. Because I know that she is actually quite indulgent in this regard. As she said herself last night, she and I

Just as lonely. Maybe she wanted to express gratitude to me in that way, or maybe she wanted to eliminate the loneliness in her own heart.

I can imagine that now she and Jian Yi have conflicts and have even broken up. But Jian Yi will not do anything to her, because there is an ulterior secret between them.

I won't ask Dai Qian about that matter, because it is other people's privacy. But I can analyze it: maybe Dai Qian's man likes Jian Yi, but Jian Yi's man also likes Dai Qian's young body, so

The two couples had something like that. But Dai Qian was unwilling. Perhaps it was because of this that she was beaten by her husband more than once. Such exchanges are conditional and must be mutual. Dai Qian

It's not possible if Qian doesn't want to.

Has her man come back after going abroad? I thought to myself. Maybe he hasn't come back yet, otherwise she wouldn't have come to my place last night.

Suddenly, I suddenly thought of this possibility: She cares about her current position very much, because she must be trying to change her status in the family. Therefore, she feels that it is worthwhile for her to thank me in this way.

When I thought about it, I immediately felt relieved. What's more, my proposal at that time had no selfish motives, and I never thought about asking her to repay it!

On Saturday night, we hosted a banquet for the leaders of the Provincial Education Commission at Nanyuan Restaurant as scheduled.

I made a special trip to the Provincial Education Committee, and then went to the dining place with Secretary Luo, Director Leng and several other leaders.

Nowadays, officials are accustomed to taking their own cars, so a group of people formed a convoy when they left the Provincial Education Commission office building.

Secretary Luo asked me to go to his car and walk with him, and I asked the driver to lead the way.

"Xiao Feng, you are very good. You have become completely familiar with your work not long after you started working. The leaders of our Education Committee are praising you." Secretary Luo praised me when we were in the car.

I was thinking in my heart: I just gave you more gifts this year, and also gave you cigarettes and alcohol. How much do you know about my other work? But I said humbly: "Secretary Luo, I am just now

I am starting to get familiar with the work. In the future, I need to further study relevant policies and become familiar with the business as soon as possible. Secretary Luo, you know that I have never been exposed to this aspect of work before, so what I need most now is the strong support of the leadership.
To be continued...