The first few months in France were the most difficult. Without relatives or friends, you have to rely on yourself for everything. Sometimes William wants to help, but he just refuses. It’s not that he doesn’t want someone to help him, but he just doesn’t want to owe him.

It's just someone else. In Japan, I already owe too much, so much that I can't pay it back in my life.

In order to win a place for myself in a circle full of foreigners, I would never allow myself to go to bed until three in the morning. During that period, if I had not had pure black coffee, I would probably not be able to hold on for a long time

It's okay. Later, with William's recommendation, his design began to be watched by the world, and he successfully became a world-class wedding designer. It took nearly five years to achieve his goal.

In the past five years, in addition to turning myself into a first-class designer, I have also learned how to see photos of Tezuka on TV or hear news about him without being excited. I am now able to face us calmly

The reality of breaking up. I think even if Tezuka himself stood in front of me, I could still smile calmly and say to him, "Hi, long time no see you."

Later one day, when William told himself that a photographer was coming to take his wedding photos and the photographer's name was Fuji Shosuke, I have to say that I didn't want to see him, after all, I was close

I haven't contacted anyone in Japan for five years, including Yes, although I have always known that what happened back then was nothing wrong from beginning to end, just because I didn't want to pretend to be Yes, I felt the care from Yes and felt extremely guilty.

Still, he met Buer under William's irresistible look.

We made an appointment in my studio. Unexpectedly, Buer was not surprised when he saw me. He was worthy of being a genius in young studies, and there seemed to be nothing that could surprise him.

"Long time no see, Xiaoli."

"Yes, it's been five years. It's really a long time." Bu Er has also changed a lot, at least he is no longer the same as before, his eyes are closed as before, and his blue eyes seem to be much more turbid.

"Everyone, are you doing well?" I knew very well that even if I didn't ask, Buer would mention it. Since he would ask it, it would be better to ask it yourself. Anyway, I have been hindered by this question over the years.

"Does it refer to Tezuka, or everyone?" It's worthy of being a fool, and it hits the nail on the head.

"Tezuka is not doing well. How could he be without you?" Fuji took a sip of coffee and the taste was indeed not as good as mustard. "Everyone is really dissatisfied with your sudden departure. I felt distrust.

, So until now, your name has always been a taboo between us. It’s not that you hate you, it’s just that you regret not really treating them as friends. Otherwise, how could you not be willing to give them a chance to part with you?"

"I'm sorry to everyone, I deserve it. Yao Jingjing and he should be married now, so it's okay to calculate the age." I held the coffee cup in both hands, ignoring the hot feeling coming from my hands.

"Yao Jingjing is dead." As soon as I mentioned this, I began to exude a cold air, feeling like Tezuka back then.

"Dead? Why?"

"In order to make Tezuka remember her for the rest of her life, she committed suicide after giving birth to a child and marrying Tezuka. She was very smart and knew that it was useless to occupy a man without heart, so she chose to get rid of her as soon as possible. But Tezuka is different.

Lost you, forced to get married, and now he becomes a single father."

"How could it be..." Such a big change made me accidentally knock over the coffee, and a pair of white pants turned brown. The skin on my legs quickly turned red and then transmitted to the cerebral cortex through the afferent nerves.

"Why can't it? Xiaoli, in five years, a lot of things can happen. But there is one thing that has not changed from beginning to end, it is Tezuka's affection for you. There is no obstacle between you now, right?"

Second, try to be a Moonie again.

"Zhou Zhu, you are wrong. We are not possible now than five years ago. Now, in addition to a child, there is also Yao Jingjing's death, the eyes of the people around us, and five years of separation. Even if love is

The difference is still there, and there is no ability to change everything. It's too late." I took a deep breath, raised my head, and tried to force the tears in my eyes back. "My pants are dirty, go upstairs to change clothes first. The wedding dress is there, you

Take a photo at will." Then he left without looking back. When I came back, I no longer had Buer's figure, and only saw a note: Xiaoli, I forgot to bring the tools, I will come back tomorrow.—

—Zhou Zhu

That night, I slept very uneasy. What happened in the past six months after my time travel appeared in a mess in my dreams. Youyou Village’s cold and ruthless back, the gentle and considerate care of Ye, Tezuka and myself

Watch the sunrise together, and there are scenes of playing with Buer on the street tennis court. Finally, he woke up in a thunderous roar, and then hid in the closet until dawn. When he woke up the next day, his dark circles were almost falling.

The corner of my mouth came. After giving myself a big mouthful of coffee, I set off to the studio.

After accompanying Buer to finish his photography work, I sent him away and passed by the nearby street tennis courts. The courts were filled with some Chinese middle school students. Such persistent and enthusiastic expressions reminded Buer and I of the last year.

National Competition. I was the same as them now, but unfortunately I have been smoothed out by the ruthless reality now.

"Zhou Zhuo, do you want to play?"

"OK."

At first, the teenagers disagreed with lending the venue and rackets to Bu Er and me. After seeing Bu Er's strength, they immediately agreed. Bu Er and I stood on the stadiums on both sides, and then I said, "Zhou Zhu,

If I can win the next game in your hands, you promise me a request, how about it?"

"kindness."

After I lost five consecutive games, Bu Er let down because I couldn't bear it. I was not polite and successfully won one game. After that, I stopped catching the ball. Bu Er looked at me puzzledly.

After that, my eyes widened because of what I said.

I said, Zhou Zhu, let’s get married.

Actually, I'm not sure if Bu Er will agree. I just think that he, who is known as a genius, is actually very lonely. Because in this world, besides the difficulty of finding people in love, it is also difficult to find confidants. I think we

Two are suitable, too.

Buer looked at me for a long time and finally nodded in agreement.
Chapter completed!