Very cold...

It's like going back to my very young age, learning to feel sad for the first time, and learning to fear death for the first time. This article was first published by...

Children usually don’t have the concept of “death”. They vaguely know that it is a bad thing. They understand the meaning of the word, but they have not “feel” the word. However, occasionally, when they understand death through an opportunity, it will open a door for them, a door that allows their hearts to grow rapidly. They will start to think about the meaning of life, from our birth to death, why does our life exist.

My opportunity was a drowning that I couldn't remember very clearly. I only remember that someone saved me and struggled in the middle of life and death. In that process, I realized that my life was passing. I understood what "death" was going on.

Death is nothingness, nothing. It erases everything in your life, your laughter, your touch, your tears, everything you experience in your life, the meaning of your existence as a human being, is zeroed, and there is no trace left.

How terrible.

When I was young, I realized that all the people in this world, no matter how noble or poor, whether they are good or bad, will eventually be gone, and no one can escape, and I felt despair. I saw everyone walking towards the cliff of darkness, including our entire tribe, is just an inconspicuous wave in the vast universe.

So, I want to escape from the abyss of death, at least before that, I will stand at the top of all life. If I want to die, I hope to die at the top of this clan. I will die at the posture of a person remembered by the world, and a person who has seen all the worlds and has done countless great achievements and is filled with colorful memories... to welcome the end.

It's so cold.

Lu Mengyao suddenly opened her eyes. She curled up in a ball on the chair in the monitoring room and fell asleep for a short time.

Blood loss and high-speed thinking made her weak body unable to support her. She massaged her head acupoints with her index finger and thumb, slightly stimulating the blood flow. Her feet were cold and stiff. It took her a while to stand up and drag her tired body away from the monitoring room.

If Su Jing appeared in front of him at this time, he would probably not have the ability to resist.

Although there are hidden self-defense methods, magicians hope that they will not use them. With their understanding of him, he is not the kind of person who has no character. Pride is his weakness. If you want to defeat him, you need to make good use of it.

When I opened the museum gate, it might have only been more than an hour, but I felt that it was as long as several days had passed. She looked at the things standing in front of me in a little surprised, which was a bit beyond her expectations.

Standing in front of me was a girl in a bandage dress that I had only seen once. Her whole body was penetrated by hundreds of weapons. The bandage soaked in blood broke in many places, gently swinging in the cold wind, revealing the burnt black skin below.

There is no chance of winning in the front. This is the first judgment she made. She can reversely judge the "designer"'s ideas through various details through various details, but only this thing in front of her makes her feel completely strange.

The other party deflected his head slightly, and his eyes wrapped in bandages seemed to penetrate the cloth belt, staring straight at her and her soul.

Lu Mengyao took a step lightly. The other party turned his head to a slight angle. The magician stopped rubbing his head and ignored her. He strode towards the fast restaurant in his memory, and the bandage girl followed her silently. Lu Mengyao turned around and saw that the other party was spreading her arms and pounced on her.

Damn it.

The magician tried to push her away, but the other party's strength was much stronger than her. The blade that penetrated her body was shallowly sink into her coat and sting her skin. The power stronger than her was easily overwhelmed, but... it was not as irresistible as she imagined.

Even in my blood loss, I could feel that the other party's strength was insufficient. She was even weaker than me at this moment! The magician bit his lips, grasped the blade of a long sword with his pale hands, and pulled it out with all his might.

pain.

I am afraid of pain, but I am even more afraid of death.

Her palm was easily cut by a sharp blade, and the almost dry blood flowed out weakly. She inhaleted a long time, pressed against each other's strength with her shoulders and arms, and pinched the blade.

Draw it out.

Although it was slow, the blade was indeed pulled out bit by bit, and blood kept dripping along the blade and wrist. Every second my physical strength and vitality were rapidly depleting.

Bang! Bang bang!!

The gunshot exploded, and bloody flowers broke out on the woman's head in a dress covered with bandages. The large scalp and bandages were torn apart, revealing her white skull. One of the three bullets was empty, one wiped off her ears, and the other almost lifted half of her head.

The bandage woman let out a sad whistle, leaving Lu Mengyao like a wild beast, and fled towards the street behind. A few blood spots were sprinkled along the way, and the sharp blade rubbed against the asphalt ground, making a hoarse and unpleasant noise.

The magician instantly felt that the power in his body had disappeared, and his final physical strength was also lost like water droplets in the sand. He heard the voice of the mechanical warlock in his ears, as if shaking her head, but Lu Mengyao knew nothing. She fainted again.

The world in dreams.

It's even colder.

It's like walking slowly in the snow, not knowing where the road ahead is. In the distance, there is a steep black mountain range, which is so huge that it is beyond anyone's imagination, and it is like a giant supporting the sky.

She knew that the top of this mountain range was her destination. But she might not even reach the foot of the mountain. With her current physical condition, she might faint on the ground after taking the next step and freeze to death halfway through the way, like many unknown adventurers, she disappeared in this wasteland without a name.

If I hadn't had such an overly huge goal, I might be sitting by the fireplace at home, baking on fire and reading financial reports. Although the power of the family is prominent in the world, for me, these wealth is just a wall made of greed and flesh and blood that has accumulated several generations of people, and isolating the members of the family in a safe fortress.

What I... want is not the money, and the power brought by money.

What I want... is to climb to the top of the mountain.

It seems that I have had companions on this road. But I got separated from them, so I could only travel on this endless snowfield alone. Despair, all negative emotions filled my heart, but the pride that flowed in my blood vessels made me rather die halfway than bow my head.

There is a fire.

There are fires and shadows in the distance.

Saved.

But as he walked forward, he discovered that in the howling wind and snow, a figure stood not far away and stared at him. His figure was inexplicably familiar, and he was a tall woman.

But she flashed away and could no longer see clearly.

"Wake up!"

Someone pours water into their mouths... No, the sour and sweet thing is the juice.

Lu Mengyao opened her eyes and Qiqi was stuffing a straw into her mouth. She didn't know where the big bag of fruit powder was brewed directly in the bowl. She smelled a greasy aroma from her nose, which was the aroma of meat.

Crackling sounds.

She turned her head and saw a pile of broken wood and magazine books piled up in the middle of the fast food restaurant, and a small ball of flame was burning.

It was so warm that she wrapped the blanket tightly on her body and tried to get herself closer to the flame.

"There are only these here. It's probably unbalanced nutrition."

"It's nutritional than I ate canned food every day back then... Ah, I always feel that my breasts are not big enough because I can only eat various canned foods during my development. The hair quality is not very good now."

"No, Xiaoqi, your hair is naturally thick and smooth."

Sadako Yamamura walked out with a plate of fried chicken. Because it was a fast food restaurant, there were only fried chicken and burgers. It was so good, both of which were high-calorie foods.

On weekdays, I may be worried about fat accumulation, but now I need a lot of calories to replenish the energy I have lost. The magician reached out to grab a burger and stuffed it into my mouth.

"Don't eat too much, your stomach is not supplied with blood now." Sadako Yamamura came over and handed her a glass of water, but Lu Mengyao couldn't even hold the water cup now, so Sadako Yamamura had to patiently feed her a plastic spoon.

Suddenly being treated like this, the magician's face turned slightly red. But recovering his physical strength was the top priority at this moment, and she was too lazy to be pretentious and swallowed the burger directly with water.

"...Wait, where did this blanket... come from?" After eating a burger, Lu Mengyao still felt hungry. She reached out to grab the chicken nuggets, wrapped her blanket but slipped down, revealing the gray-black fur essence. She reached out and stopped and touched the blanket. It was not rough, and the dense hair on it was a little soft, like some kind of big beast.

"Uh, when we meet you, this skin is draped on you..." The mechanic grabbed the root of the wing and said, "I shot and killed the bandage monster away, and then you fainted on the mattress... I saw that this thing seemed quite interesting, so I carried it back with you... and the thing on top of your head."

"..." Lu Mengyao rubbed the skin mattress hard and sighed. The tingling sensation on her forehead had disappeared, and the crown of thorns was quietly placed on the table next to the three of them.

After a few minutes, the magician suddenly reacted and said softly:

“…Thank you.”

"No need to thank you." "It should be done."

Lu Mengyao ate two more chicken nuggets, and the sleepiness caused by her congestion in her stomach swept across her body. She wiped her hands and fell asleep by the campfire with her soft wolf skin. She slept very soundly and had no dream at all. (To be continued...)

ps: Sorry, my real life has been nauseous these two days, and my depression has occurred again. The update has slowed down a little.
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