"Xiangya, you are indeed here." Xia Jingyu ran from the other side of the beach and saw a lonely back.

"What's wrong, unhappy?" He saw Lu Xiangya reaching out to wipe the sand in front of him, "What are you doing when you run here early in the morning?"

"It's nothing, I just want to see the sunrise." Lu Xiangya smiled and wiped away the tears. "I just cried because the wind was too strong. Don't think too much."

"Okay, okay." Xia Jingyu sat down beside her, "The sunrise in summer is very early, so you don't sleep more, aren't you afraid of dark circles?"

"Dark circles? At worst, I'll make the puff a little thicker. Oh, I forgot to bring a makeup bag when I came."

“It’s great.”

"good?"

"Yes, I have always forgotten to tell you that when we were leaving our third uncle's house the next day, Jing Ling ran over and said something in my ear."

"Yeah, it has something to do with me?"

"Yes, he said, cousin Jing Yu, why aren't you the same girl you brought yesterday and today?"

"Are I so ugly when I don't wear makeup?"

Looking at Lu Xiangya with a grievance, Xia Jingyu shook his head, "No, Jing Ling said, this one I came here today is more beautiful than the one I did yesterday, like a fairy."

"Fairy?" Lu Xiangya looked at the sea level in confusion, "I, is that so? It was Jing Ling who said it randomly. For a girl like me who is unclear and unfair, I am not worthy!"

"No, Xiangya." Xia Jingyu wiped the tears from her face, "You can forget the makeup bags that many girls cherish, which means you don't really like those things. I believe you, take off your mask

, you can definitely be the most authentic of yourself.”

"Is it true to myself? Is it OK..."

"Yes, you have to believe in yourself, and I will be with you."

"Jing Yu, I'm so scared. I'm afraid that the peaceful days now will never be gone once school starts. The circle of my life is so helpless and I'm so helpless. I don't want to go in again, I don't want to.

.....”

Holding Lu Xiangya, Xia Jingyu could feel every trembling on her shoulders, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, nothing can be solved."

"No, no, you don't understand the life I live, do you want to read similar articles? Then please add QQ: 3337810, I, I can't have a normal life, it's too late, everything

It's too late!"

"It won't be too late, Xiangya, you have to believe in yourself. In fact, I have fallen like you, and I have fought, drunk and smoked desperately. At that time, I was only eleven years old, eleven years old! I fell completely

After three years, until I came back three years later, the villagers looked down on me. Grandpa said earnestly,

If you want others to look down on me, you must be more capable than others! My grandfather has planted a land for a lifetime and has no education, but that sentence is very real! I locked myself in the room and was bored all day, and then I thought

It's clear, grandpa said it's right, so when I go back, I put in more effort than others, so

I've achieved more!"

"Did you fall for those three years at that time?"

"Three, three years?"

"Yes, I see that you are three years older than me on your ID card, but you are still in the third year of high school like me."

"Oh, yes, yes." Xia Jingyu responded, a little unnatural, "By the way, Xiangya, close your eyes."

"Close your eyes? Why."

"You will know if you close it, be good, shut it up, be obedient."

Xia Jingyu gave you not a kiss, but a chain, "From then on, I will be trapped in your life. On July 25th, I will celebrate you - today's 18th year old, happy birthday."

"Do you know?" Looking at a hollow circle falling from the neck, Lu Xiangya's tears began to stay again. Do you want to read a similar log? Then please add qq3337810

"I'm sorry, Xiangya, I know that my 18th birthday should not be so dull. Sorry, when I return to Shanghai, I will definitely help you make up for it. You, don't cry, okay?"

"No, no!" Lu Xiangya shook her head, "No, I just feel that I am so happy, so happy. Someone remembers my birthday. Someone can give me a birthday gift, and I can say happy birthday to me...

I haven't been hoping for these for a long time. Do you know? Don't let go, hug me tightly, three minutes, just three minutes

Just clock.”

"Xiangya, I'm sorry, I've never thought about forgiveness. I want to know your past, forgive me, I have never thought about your life..."

"It's okay, I don't want you to see the unbearable Lu Xiangya in the past. Do you know that I only had one wish since I was a child, which is to want a warm home. When I grow up, I want to marry a good man from the Gu family. I can do it

A good wife and a good mother, I want to watch my children grow up slowly.”

"Xiangya, can you tell me, can you tell me what happened to you when you were a child? A little bit, just a little bit."

Lu Xiangya was silent for a while and said slowly, "My father is a businessman and his business is doing very well, but he can't stay at home for a few days a year. When he was young, my mother kept saying that it was because the company was too busy, so he

I didn't come back, but later, I began to see photos of my father and other women in the newspaper, and I also started

Hearing his quarrel with his mother, the ending of the quarrel was that my mother took me and my sister away. I thought, it would be great if life was really just staying there, although the family was very poor at that time, my sister was ten

I was only nine years old. At that time, my grades were very good, and my sister was also excellent

Life... Everything happened four years later. That day, when my mother came back from night shift, it was a long time later than usual. Looking at her ragged clothes, my sister and I were so scared that we cried for a long time

My mother hugged us and cried bitterly. Then at dawn, my sister and I were tired of crying and fell asleep.

When I woke up, I found that my mother had jumped off the building and died. Two days later, my sister went crazy because she couldn't stand the blow. My dad saved a sum of money in my account, and I used the money to handle the funeral.

I paid my sister’s hospitalization fee and started my life alone…”

"Xiangya..."

"Later, I started to work hard to make myself a little depraved, fight, smoke, drink, do everything before that I could not imagine anything myself. I went to the bar and played one-night stands with men, of course, if he and

I will definitely deal with him hard when I get into bed, at least it will leave him with psychological roots.
Chapter completed!