On the way home, my dad looked at me and smiled and said, "Okay, you're a little brat, you saved 20,000 yuan by throwing a bottle."

When I got home, my dad discussed the money with my mom. At that time, my grandmother was sick all year round and was a medicine jar. My dad was the eldest son and had to take care of my grandmother. At that time, the house was only more than 3,000 yuan, so the tuition fee was prepared for me.

Dad said, "Then I'll borrow some, I can still borrow 10,000 yuan."

I felt very complicated in my heart, and I felt very sorry for my parents, although they didn't say anything about me.

I did study well at that time. Our place is small, with only elementary and junior high school. If you have nine years of compulsory education, you have to go to the city to study almost a little high school, and those with poor learning are studying to study technical secondary school. I am the top 20 in the grade. The names of the first-tier students who have been admitted to the No. 1 Middle School are all posted in the square bulletin board, which looks like a gold list title, and they have a very long face. My parents had just been happy all morning and encountered this in the evening. I felt that I couldn't finish this way, and I felt restless blood in my heart kept pounding. To be honest, I wanted to kill Xiaohai and Ma Liang. [

I know my dad very well. He is very soft-hearted and just like me. But his reputation is indeed good, and everyone is happy to lend him money. An hour later, he came back, talked to my mother in the crack of the cabinet, and then went to bed.

I haven't been sleeping all night, and I don't know how my parents and mother are. I always hear them sighing, and I don't know if they are talking in their sleep.

Early the next morning, I started looking for knives, all kinds of knives. As long as I could find them, I took them out and touched them. Switchblades, fruit knives, kitchen knives, and that was all at home. In the end, I chose a switchblade and put them in my pocket. I didn’t want to do anything, but I just wanted to hold them and give myself courage and confidence. Because I was so cowardly.

Really, the temperature of the knife is cold, but it can give people courage. I put it in my pocket and felt much more at ease. Just thinking, if my mother really doesn't work, she will stab her with her, no matter how hard he cuts the ball! But I just thought about it, I know myself too much...

Just like that, the atmosphere at home was very depressing. Finally, at night, the house almost stopped talking.

My dad kept staring at the door. At that time, my house lived in an old-fashioned bungalow with a yard. The gate of the yard was open, waiting for Xiaohai to come. After a while, someone came in. My dad stood up and walked towards the door. I saw that his legs were trembling a little.

As a result, the man opened his mouth and said, "Old Zhou, let's have a few sips." I was a little dizzy at that time. It was not Xiaohai, but a colleague of my father's unit. I don't know the full name, so I usually call him Uncle Chao. My father probably also fainted, and said, "Brother Chao, why are you here today? I have something to do today, so let's drink another day." Uncle Chao refused to respond. After coming in, he sat on the sofa. It seemed that he had drunk some wine and came to my house to renew his stall.
Chapter completed!