"Towards the end" can't escape the torment of life 8 threatened by death(1/2)
|It will be over and you can’t escape the suffering of life (8)
The sky was dark, the east was glowing with fish belly white, and there was a deathly silence in the empty room, with the dim lights emitting quietly. Shu Xingyi and Mu Wanxi moved their bodies slightly, feeling the pain all over their bodies as if they had been run over by a car.
When I moved my fingers, pain immediately swept over me, and my throat felt like it was on fire.
With squinted eyes, he glanced at Yin Mujue, who was sitting next to the bed, leaning on the chair with his eyes closed, breathing shallowly and falling asleep.
She sat up abruptly, her eyes falling on Bai Xi's skin. The dense marks were not announcing what a rough and chaotic night she had experienced last night. Her cold eyes squinted at him, filled with hatred and hatred.
Dangerous, his fingers slowly tightened into fists, and there was no sound for a long time.
There were messy clothes on the ground. I picked them up quietly and wrapped them around my body. My hair was fluffy and I was in a mess. I ran out of the hotel room in a hurry without even wearing shoes.
Yin Mujue was very tired after a long night of hard work. He fell asleep leaning on the chair and did not wake up until Mu Wanxi left the room.
The clear air in the early morning was filled with coldness. I endured the pain and ran barefoot on the deserted road. There was no one. The front was pitch black, without any light or end. My face was cold. Only the corners of my eyes were hot and moist, burning.
skin.
She had no one to turn to, no one to trust, and even at this moment she had no one to turn to.
How ridiculous!
Why do people who trust you more severely stab you when you are unprepared? The wound is too deep, the blood flows endlessly, the sadness is overwhelming, and there is no way to suppress the pain.
Sa Sa, her best friend and most trusted relative.
Knowing clearly what path she has chosen now, knowing clearly that she wants to be nice to An Chen, yet at this moment she is put in a dilemma.
How funny!
Xu Ruoli fell directly to the ground with his legs. The cold wind poured into the open collar and was cold to the heart. The pain in his body seemed to have been numb, without any consciousness. He raised his head and saw the east rising slowly.
The sun is trying hard to break away from the dark clouds and give light and warmth to the world, but why is it so stingy that it is unwilling to give it some light and warmth? Why is it so dark and cold that the devil is a homebody?
The corners of my eyes are dry and painful. When the pain is extreme, tears are a luxury.
Friendship often hurts more than love!
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Yin Mujue opened his eyes suddenly. The messy sheets on the empty bed showed that the entanglement and intensity at midnight was not just a stupid dream, but there was no one else in the deserted room except himself.
"Little Dumb...little Dumb..." A feeling of uneasiness surged in my heart, and I immediately searched the room but couldn't find Mu Wanxi.
Yin Mujue immediately picked up his cell phone. The signal had been restored. The call to Mu Wanxi's cell phone was answered, but no one answered the call to the landline. There was more and more worry in his dark eyes, and he cursed in a low voice, "sh-t!"
I wanted to dial Cheng Anchen's cell phone, but stopped when I reached the last number. If Cheng Anchen knew how miserable the little dumb guy was, I'm afraid he would only hate himself even more!!
When something like this happens, the last thing Little Dumb can't face is someone named Cheng, so she can't go to Cheng Anchen!
Little Dumb, where have you been?
He immediately called Yu Chi Heng, but strangely, no one answered Yu Chi Heng's call, and the same thing happened when he called Shang Qiansa! What happened? He could only dial Chu Che's number to ask what happened.
While Yin Mujue was struggling to find Mu Wanxi, Cheng Anchen was also looking for Mu Wanxi.
We originally made an appointment to have dinner together at noon today, but the phone calls between Mu Wanxi and Shang Qiansa have been unreachable. Cheng Anchen looked at the wedding ring in the box and felt very uneasy. He was afraid that Mu Wanxi would suddenly change his mind and that he would eventually lose her.
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Just when he was anxiously about to go back to find personnel, a strange phone call came in. After a long hesitation, a familiar voice came from the other end when he answered, just slightly hoarse, "An Chen, it's me."
"Wanxi!" Cheng Anchen's solemn expression immediately relaxed after hearing her voice, and asked in a gentle voice, "Are you okay? It sounds like you are sick. Why don't you answer my call?"
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time. When Cheng Anchen subconsciously wanted to ask her if she regretted it, he heard her voice ringing solemnly, "Anchen, give me two days. I will definitely come back before the engagement."
"Wanxi..."
"An Chen." Mu Wanxi interrupted him with a low and hoarse voice, so small that it was almost inaudible, "No matter what happens, you will never give up on me?"
"Yes." Cheng Anchen replied without hesitation.
"Thank you, An Chen." Mu Wanxi did not feel relaxed because of his answer. Instead, she felt even heavier, "You should take good care of yourself even when I'm not around. Don't forget to eat and rest for work. Remember to drink plenty of water.
It’s very dry now.”
"I know." Her slightly concerned words made his heart warm. He held the phone and raised an uncontrollable smile at the corner of his mouth. Her gentle words almost drowned her, "You also have to take care of yourself. If you don't have any appetite anymore, don't worry."
Eat something, remember to take a short nap, and don’t take Valium if you can.”
"I know." Mu Wanxi's face was filled with tears when she answered, trying her best to restrain her voice from trembling, "I'm dead..."
"Wanxi..." Cheng Anchen said quickly when she was about to cut off the phone: "I'll wait for you!"
No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you, always waiting for you.
He didn't know if Mu Wanxi heard his words, and all he heard in response was a cold and numb beep.
His eyes fell on the wedding ring, with a faint smile filling his eyes. His warm voice echoed in the empty office, "No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you."
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Mu Wanxi heard his voice, so her emotions became even more suppressed and she sobbed. Tears swept over her. She bit her hand tightly and did not dare to make a sound. The latest chapter of the online game "Being Old and Not Dead is a Demon".
What should she do?
Is a woman like her really worthy of standing next to An Chen?
She felt a dull pain in her heart, was conflicted, struggled hard, and couldn't find an outlet. She wanted to go on with An Chen properly, and tried to change everything in the past. At least in the future, she was willing to put An Chen in front of everything, but she couldn't.
If something like this happened before the engagement, what dignity and qualifications did she have to say that she could be with An Chen well?
Even I feel dirty.
A mean and dirty woman.
"Even if you cry your eyes out, nothing will change." The warm voice blew like a warm wind, and a black shadow enveloped her. Bai Xi's fingers held a tissue and gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks.
It was not darker at all. Mu Wanxi raised her head and looked at her calm expression. She was calm and unfazed, with a kind of eternal peace and elegance.
If it hadn't been for her last night, he might have fainted and died on the roadside.
"Drink some water, have a good rest, and don't think so much." She spoke again and put the cup into Mu Wanxi's hand. 15e6s.
Mu Wanxi took a small sip, her red eyes staring at her.
"What's on my face?" She touched the corners of her lips, but there was nothing there.
Mu Wanxi shook her head, "Why did you save me?"
Her calm eyes were dim, her eyelids were slightly drooped, and her eyes were filled with intangible sadness and alienation, "It's nothing, it's just that seeing you reminds me of myself."
"Who?" Mu Wanxi wasn't really that curious, so she just spoke subconsciously. Seeing her indifferent expression, she pursed her lips and added, "You don't have to say it if you don't want to."
"Myself." She took a deep breath and sighed.
"Yourself?" Mu Wanxi frowned.
"I once loved a man, but the reason he married me was just to get my grandfather's company. He even used me to personally send my grandfather to prison. I even knelt down and begged him to let my grandfather go. He Just throw me out."
The faint voice seemed to be talking about something related to herself.
Mu Wanxi was stunned. There was such a man in this world. "What happened next?"
"Later..." Her voice paused, her warm eyes stared at her quietly, and she said slowly: "Later, he got engaged to the mayor's daughter. I stood in the square and watched their engagement scene. At that moment, I felt I seemed to be dead, because I received a call and learned that my grandfather died in prison. I rushed out of the road to find him and ask why he did this to me. Unexpectedly, I was hit by a car. I fell in a pool of blood and lost my mind. He killed me and his children. At that time, I really didn’t understand why loving someone was so painful?”
The calm words and concise stories made Mu Wanxi feel cold both physically and mentally. She looked at the peaceful woman in front of her with cold eyes. She didn't even know why she could still be so calm.
"Don't look at me with such sympathy. I don't need anyone's sympathy! Because that's the price I have to pay for love. I pay for it myself and I don't need anyone else's pity or sympathy!" Her thin lips curved into a cold sneer.
"What about him?" Mu Wanxi's slender brows furrowed, "Don't he know you aborted the child?"
She chuckled and said with incredible calmness: "The moment he handed me the divorce agreement, he knew I was pregnant, and he personally asked me to abort the child."
Mu Wanxi's heart sank suddenly. Is this man still a human being?
It was the first time he met a man who was more ruthless and cruel than Yin Mujue. No matter how despicable and cruel Yin Mujue was, at least he couldn't do it to his own children. He even shed tears for losing his favor, and for the one who never came to this world. Read the full text of "The Pope System of Rebirth" in which the child went crazy and went crazy.
"My name is Mu Wanxi, can I ask your name?"
"Jinxuan." Jinxuan said calmly, with a cold look between her brows, and her eyes fell on the mottled scars on Mu Wanxi's arms, "Women should cherish themselves more. If you don't even cherish yourself, , who else can you expect to take care of you?"
Mu Wanxi followed her gaze to the scar on her arm and smiled bitterly, "It was because I wanted to cherish myself that I hurt myself."
Jinxuan was silent for a moment and said: "Have a good rest. I will stay here for two days and I can help you within my ability."
"Thank you." Mu Wanxi opened her thin lips and saw her standing up, and couldn't help but ask, "What happens next? Where are you going after?"
Jinxuan stopped and turned back to look at her, her lips slightly hooked, "My love is sacrificed with my relatives. My love is stained with the blood of my children. Now that things have happened, do you think I should let those who have hurt me?"
Do you live a carefree life?"
Mu Wanxi's heart sank. She understood what was flowing in Jinxuan's eyes. She had also seen it in her own eyes before. It was hatred, the hatred of revenge. She wanted to go back and take revenge on the person she once had.
Beloved man.
I wonder if she doesn't want Jinxuan to go back and take revenge on that man. Someone once said that if you want to destroy a person, you must first prepare two coffins.
When you hurt others, you are also hurting yourself. When you completely destroy others, you are also destroying yourself.
She didn't want Jinxuan to hurt herself or destroy herself.
Although it was just a one-sided relationship, I don't know why there is a feeling of sympathy for each other.
To be continued...