Life is about countless choices. There is no right or wrong. At each stage, you will have different perceptions and thoughts, thus creating a different life.

When Chen Shuo first came out of the society, he failed to bear the good news from his boss. In the manager's office, facing that big face, he left a stupid sentence saying, "I won't serve you any more," and then angrily resigned.

At that time, he was young and vigorous, and he felt that he could live comfortably on his own. Later, it turned out that he was indeed living quite comfortably. From a young man of twenty years old, he is now married to a wife and has two children.

But after becoming a husband and a father, my mentality has changed slightly, and my perspective on thinking about things is also different from before.

"Are you going to go to work?"

Bai Xiaoqi was holding Dabao in her arms while breastfeeding her baby. She was using a bottle. The supply in the canteen for the baby was too small. It was not enough for three people. Milk powder was better. As long as the supermarket was open, it could be supplied anytime and anywhere.

Hearing Chen Shuo's words, she couldn't help but look up, with a dazed expression on her face for a moment.

From the moment I met him to the present, for nearly four years, I watched him stay at home and type on the keyboard every day. Sometimes when the monthly royalties were too much, he would be very excited to share the joy with himself, and then go out for a big meal.

But now that he says he is going to work, does that mean he will stop writing?

If I stop writing, will something like that never happen again? I turned my head away from the computer, my face full of excitement, and said: I have paid a lot of royalties this month, let’s go out for a big dinner tonight

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And more importantly, if this guy goes out to work, he won't see anyone else all day long.

"I have this idea, find a class, otherwise how can I support you and your children?"

"Aren't we making a living now? And we still have savings."

"How much is the deposit?"

"About a hundred thousand."

"Look, it's only about 100,000 yuan. Let me calculate an account with you. We have two babies now. Let's talk about the cost of milk powder first. A bucket of milk powder is 400 yuan. They can eat more than each other each month.

With nine cans, the milk powder alone costs more than 3,000 a month.

There are also diapers, clothes, and care products, which cost two to three thousand a month, not counting other things such as bathtubs, baby shower gels, skin creams, etc.

Add in the expenses of us adults, we still need ten thousand yuan a month for all kinds of things. If this continues, how long will ten thousand yuan last?"

This is the feeling that a husband and a father can have. Chen Shuo looked at his wife and then at his two children. Although his family was not rich, he always wanted to give the best to his wife and two children within his ability.

OK.

Then I spent more than 10,000 yuan a month.

The singing star was so panicked when he had more than 30 million yuan left in his card. He only had a savings of 100,000 yuan at home and had more than 10,000 yuan in expenses a month. How could he not panic?

"But aren't we making money every month?"

Although Bai Xiaoqi is not very good at math, he also knows that he is not the one who calculates the accounts. He cannot just calculate expenses, but also calculate income.

In terms of income...

"In terms of income, I can earn up to 10,000 yuan a month now. Your online store has improved a bit now, and it is basically more than 5,000 yuan a month."

Chen Shuo reported the accounts directly. He was pregnant and was in confinement. He stopped writing for a year and became a eunuch before finishing the book. Although many readers expressed their understanding, some of them were also lost. This can't be helped.

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Bai Xiaoqi's online store can be better. It has always been a free-range business model. Sometimes customers send messages to ask about the situation, but they can't find customer service.

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Although the business model is very complicated, it has been open for almost three years, and it has improved. It is better than the half-dead state before.

"That's right. If we add up to more than fifteen thousand, we can still save thousands every month. Moreover, the child will not always drink milk or use diapers. It will be fine when he grows up."

"It costs more money when you grow up."

Chen Shuo lay back, lying on his back on the sofa, his eyes fixed on the ceiling without blinking.

Most of today's young people have the habit of excessive consumption, and most of the older generation can't stand today's young people.

Seeing those people going out to play and buying this and that, they are not only the moonlight tribe, but also owe money to borrow money. I feel helpless and say at the same time: Don't look at him/her who is so cool now, wait a minute.

In the future, when you get married and have children, you will feel more pressure and you will know how to save money.

This is indeed true. I still have two children, so the pressure is doubled.

Now I just have milk powder and diapers, but I will have to go to school and get married in the future. Xiaobao is a boy and needs a betrothal gift. Although Dabao is a girl, she also has to prepare a dowry.

"Are you anxious?" Bai Xiaoqi finished breastfeeding the two children. The two babies were full and went to bed. She put the big baby and the little baby in the cradle and came over to ask.

"Yeah, I'm very anxious."

Chen Shuo let out a long breath. Our ancestors said that if you don't think too far, you will have immediate worries. Now, it means taking a long-term view, but it is not good to look too far, as it can easily lead to anxiety.

"You just think too much." Bai Xiaoqi half leaned over him and reached out to touch Chen Shuo's head, "Just stop thinking so much."

"...This is not something I can control. Thinking is a matter of course."

Chen Shuo said this, thinking is really beyond the control of people, and the same goes for hands. His hand naturally touched his wife's butt.

After giving birth to a baby, little Ah Meow's butt is a little bigger, rounder and more upturned than before, and it feels even better to the touch than before.

"And you may not make more money when you go to work than when you write novels."

As soon as he touched her, Bai Xiaoqi lay on top of him, resting her chin on Chen Shuo's chest, and continued talking, trying to dispel the idea of ​​this guy going out to work.

The first thing she didn't want to do was go to work, and she didn't need him to earn much money. He was anxious and worried every day, and it was enough to live on. This guy just thought too much.

"What I mean is to find a job, go to work during the day, and come back to write novels at night, so that you can have two incomes."

Bai Xiaoqi was startled for a moment after hearing this, and then immediately shook her head and refused with a firm tone, "No, no, I don't agree."

"What's the reason? Why don't you agree?"

"This will make you too tired."

Going to work during the day and typing on the computer when she comes back at night makes Bai Xiaoqi feel tired just thinking about it, and she will never accept that kind of life.

Since having a child, I have spent most of the day coddling the two babies, and excluding the time when he is coding, there are very few opportunities for the two of them to hug each other and be as affectionate as they are now.

And at night, sometimes the two children, obviously sleeping well, suddenly start crying and are unable to do anything.

If Chen Shuo goes out to work and has to come back to code in the evening, and lives like this, isn't it...

no.

Thinking of this, Bai Xiaoqi poked her head into the cradle and took a look. The two babies were sleeping soundly. They clenched their little hands into fists as if they had agreed.

Withdrawing her gaze, she rubbed her head against Chen Shuo's chest and said in a low voice: "The child is asleep now..."

Chen Shuo was thinking about his words just now, and now he was thinking of saying something that's okay, I'm not tired, it's my responsibility to take care of you and the child, anyway, it's just those tender words.

When I heard this sentence, I immediately understood what she meant, and I immediately held back what I wanted to say.
Chapter completed!