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Chapter fifty-seven forgive my greed

An outrageous movie finally ended. It was obviously less than two hours long, but it felt extremely long.

The audience left, the theater lights were turned on again, and the young couple who had just hugged each other and nibbled on each other naturally held hands and went out together.

"Let's go."

Chen Shuo rubbed his sore eyes, stood up, and walked out of the cinema with Bai Xiaoqi.

The sun was heading west, and in the late winter evening, two people walked down the street after watching a movie, feeling that they had no purpose again.

Chen Shuo was thinking about his dating plans. It seemed that they were all over, but he still felt that they were not perfect, as if something was stuck in his chest.

Before going in, I thought that a big-budget movie would be worth the price of admission, but after watching it, I felt drained.

That movie was really eye-catching.

"What did you think of the movie just now?" Chen Shuo couldn't help but ask, remembering that this girl was watching it very seriously just now.

Bai Xiaoqi recalled the plot of the movie and gave her own evaluation, "It's pretty good."

"What are you talking about?"

"A bunch of people wearing strange clothes were fighting around."

"..."

Well, that seems to be the plot.

Anyone who knows something about the Three Kingdoms will definitely wonder what the hell this is after watching this movie.

But if you are someone who knows nothing about the Three Kingdoms, watching it...well, at least you won't get into trouble.

If this person has not watched a few movies or even seen much of the world, he will probably think this movie is good and the fighting scenes are exciting.

And this girl is exactly that kind of person and perfectly meets the conditions.

but...

"I think you can't go on like this." He said.

"What?"

Bai Xiaoqi looked up at him, wondering what his meaningless words meant.

"Um..."

Chen Shuo slowed down, drew a long sound from his nose, and sorted out his thoughts. After a while, he slowly said: "You have no knowledge and have not seen much of the world. You are inexperienced in the real sense. This is

Your shortcomings, or your weaknesses.

To be honest, sometimes I think it would be good for you to continue like this.

At least from my perspective, I can take advantage of everything, I can gain the upper hand in our relationship, and I can even control you tightly and instill whatever I want into you while you are like a blank piece of paper.

Something I want to instill.”

Seeing her confused expression, Chen Shuo smiled and said, "Yes, it's your reaction like this. Don't you think it's incredible and scary? Do you think that I am such a bad person?"

"No." Bai Xiaoqi shook his head, "If you were really a bad person, you wouldn't have said this to me."

"I'm very happy that you think so. I'm indeed not a bad person, but this is human selfishness. It's very selfish, and it's also the dark side of human nature. There is a saying that no one is perfect in his or her actions, and no one is perfect in his or her heart.

reason."

With that said, Chen Shuo took her hand up, kissed her, and asked, "Why do you think I kissed your hand?"

"Why?"

"Because I have a disease that will kill me if I don't do it myself." Chen Shuo had a serious face, and what he said seemed to be true.

"Is there still such a disease?" Bai Xiaoqi was startled and looked at him with some suspicion, then looked at her hand, wondering whether she should let him kiss her again.

"Look, you didn't refute such an outrageous reason on the spot. Instead, you were skeptical, and maybe even a little bit convinced.

This shows that you are stupid, and I can let you continue to be stupid, which is more beneficial to me.

But this is very unfair to you. You should learn more, see more, think more, understand more about this society, and expand your thinking."

Bai Xiaoqi thought for a moment and said, "But you have been teaching me, and I have been learning, and I have learned a lot."

"Yes, I am indeed teaching you, and I am also helping you improve your cognition and establish three views, but I just keep instilling my things into you and let you follow my thoughts.

Although what I instill in you is what I think is correct, if I have a bad heart and deliberately instill wrong things in you, would you be able to tell the difference when you are presented with a blank piece of paper?

Therefore, you should have your own things, have the ability to distinguish yourself, and distinguish between good and bad.

This is not something you can get by holding your phone and watching food videos every day, but a comprehensive and three-dimensional study to improve yourself and have an independent mind.

Improve your vision through a series of studies. Vision determines the height of your thoughts. The more you experience, the more your thoughts will change. You will learn to think and evaluate certain things - just like today's movies.

, you think it looks good, but in fact it’s just crappy. This is caused by a lack of vision.”

Chen Shuo's thinking is not free and easy. Today's movie is just an introduction, leading to these deeper things.

The girl in front of her doesn't have much knowledge. She will find an ordinary box of yogurt delicious. She will find a crappy movie good to watch. These are all issues of knowledge.

Some people say that it is best to lie to girls who have never seen the world. There is no debate on whether this statement is correct, but Chen Shuo agrees, because he did not lie, so the girl posted it himself.

Commonly known as giving for free.

Her performance made people feel flattered, but also felt distressed, even panicked, and lamented how virtuous and capable she was.

To be honest, Chen Shuo sometimes asks himself, looks at himself, and then realizes that he has nothing but good looks, and has nothing to offer. He has neither money nor time, and is still a straight man. Therefore, he

I don't understand why she likes me.

Although it is inevitable that she will develop a good impression of the opposite sex as she gets along day and night, and this good impression will gradually turn into love, her initial feelings for him should be dependence, and it can only be dependence.

But now, whether she likes or relies on him, I'm afraid even she can't tell.

"Just like this thing, I can tell that I really like you, but can you tell?"

"Distinguish what?"

"The difference between liking and dependence."

Chen Shuo gently squeezed her little hand and explained: "To like is to unconsciously want to be close, to miss and care about you when you are not around, and to feel happy even if we do the most boring things together.

Dependence is the feeling that someone will take care of everything for you, and you will be worry-free. Someone will take care of everything for you, and you only need to be responsible and feel at ease. In other words, liking is a feeling, while dependence is trust.

"

"I..."

Bai Xiaoqi opened her mouth, not knowing how to respond. Her eyes fell on the hand held by Chen Shuo, and she said with a distressed expression: "I feel like I have both, what should I do?"

"It's normal. Liking is the prototype of love, and when you rely on me to a certain extent, you will like me. Your liking for me is born out of dependence."

Chen Shuo looked sideways at her, then stopped and breathed a sigh of relief, watching as the hot breath he exhaled turned into white mist when it was cold, and then gradually dissipated.

"So this is the reason why I have never wanted, or dared not, let you have too much knowledge. I am afraid that after you become truly independent in your thinking, you will no longer be dependent on me, and you will not like me.

But I feel that this is wrong, I can't be so selfish, you should be a free individual, not my vassal, I can't do this."

"..."

Bai Xiaoqi lowered her eyes slightly. She felt that her heart was in chaos. She didn't understand why he said these words for no reason. This kind of low tone made her feel uncomfortable.

"Bai Xiaoqi."

"Um?"

When she heard Chen Shuo calling her name, she couldn't help but raise her head. This seemed to be the first time this person called her full name.

At this time, the lanterns were on, pedestrians were coming and going on the streets, and the wind was not too noisy, making this cold winter day very peaceful.

"I really like you."

Chen Shuo opened his arms and held her in his arms as if there was no one around, and said softly: "I want you to always rely on me and like me, and I also want you to become smarter and better, with independent thoughts. Please forgive me."

Is my greed okay?”

Is this greed?
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