Chapter 74 I won't
The two of them returned home carrying large and small bags, stuffed the vegetables and meat they bought into the refrigerator, and put the rice in the kitchen.
Chen Shuo went into the bedroom, took his computer off the computer table, put it on the table on the bed, plugged it in, and put down the mouse and keyboard.
Fortunately, the table is big enough to fit two laptops, but it's just a little cramped.
Seeing his series of actions, Bai Xiaoqi immediately understood, "Do you want to write on the bed?"
"Well, I really wanted to hold you, but I had to code, so I decided to hold you while I code, so that you can still watch TV."
Chen Shuo put the pillow behind him to ensure that this posture was most suitable for writing, and then waved to her, "Come to my arms quickly."
Bai Xiaoqi didn't know what reservation was at all, so she kicked off the cotton on her little feet, climbed onto the bed and leaned into his arms.
Listening to the crackling sound of typing on the keyboard in her ears, she watched a TV series for a while, then looked up at Chen Shuo. Although she was in the same posture, she still felt less comfortable now than before.
I couldn't ask questions to disturb him, and he said he wanted to hold him while he coded, but in fact he couldn't at all. He couldn't hold his shoulders like before, or hold his hands and squeeze them gently, because he had two hands.
All used to type on the keyboard.
Sensing her gaze, Chen Shuo stopped, lowered his head and asked, "Is the keyboard noisy?"
"No noise." Bai Xiaoqi shook her head, hesitated for a moment and asked: "If I had a lot of money, wouldn't you need to write code anymore?"
"How much does it cost for a lot of money?"
"I just can't spend all the money."
Although this was a bit childish, Chen Shuo still thought about it seriously for a long time, and then replied: "If you have endless money to spend, and you are still willing to support me, theoretically it is possible, but I will still know how to code.
, or looking for a different job, the most you can do is to become a little less experienced."
"Why?"
"Because people have to have something to do, otherwise they will be useless. If they rely on you to support them, well...how should I put it?"
Who hasn’t longed for the life of living next to a rich woman? Just by looking at the popular saying on the Internet - Auntie, I don’t want to work hard anymore, it can be seen that many people want to lie down.
But Chen Shuo found that when he really wanted to imagine this, he was a little reluctant, or hypocritical.
So he said: "If I rely on you to support me, it's called eating soft rice."
"Then am I eating your soft rice too?"
"You are different. You do housework every day. Besides, you are still a woman..."
Speaking of this, Chen Shuo couldn't help but pause, and his expression was even a little confused for a moment.
He found that there was an issue that he had never seemed to think about seriously - the issue about her work.
Of course, this has something to do with the fact that she currently does not have an ID card.
But it is more likely that the male chauvinism in my subconscious is at work. I feel that women should just do the housework at home, and the money-making tasks should be left to men.
This idea is probably caused by my family environment since childhood.
From the time Chen Shuo could remember, Wu Yulan had the impression that she was a full-time wife, or a housewife.
The task of making money to support the family is Chen Jianwen's.
It seems that couples in that era were like this. It was even because they felt sorry for their daughter-in-law and did not want her to go to work and do housework and take care of the children at the same time.
Growing up in such a family, he always took this kind of thing for granted.
but now....
Chen Shuo found that he seemed to have decided her future without authorization, but never asked her opinion.
Thinking of this, he felt a sudden surge of guilt in his heart, and then he directly exited the coding software and reached out to turn off the computer. At this time, coding was no longer important.
"What’s wrong with you?"
Bai Xiaoqi witnessed a series of his actions, from suddenly stopping in mid-sentence, to confused thinking, to turning off the computer.
Chen Shuo turned to look at her, "We have to discuss a very important matter next."
"What's up?"
Seeing his serious expression, Bai Xiaoqi felt a sudden change in her heart and felt that the atmosphere had become tense.
"I find that I have decided your future without authorization. I want you to cook and clean housework every day like you are now, but this is not good for you, or..."
"I think it's pretty good." Bai Xiaoqi couldn't help but interrupt.
"Okay? It's actually not good. At least it's unfair to you, because I haven't asked for your opinion. No, your opinion can't be counted as an opinion."
Chen Shuo's words seemed a little inconsistent, but they were not contradictory. She had seen too little scenery and felt that it would be good to continue as it was, so her opinion was to be content with the status quo.
But once you see a broader world, this idea is likely to change.
After all, it is still a matter of knowledge.
"If you continue like this, you will only be a housewife. Your daily job is just to wash and cook. There are many housewives, but you are different from others. You have become a housewife from the beginning. You have not made a choice.
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"Remember what I told you before? I hope you can be excellent, I hope you can be independent, and I hope you can become smarter. The reason why I hope so much is that even if we are no longer together, even if I am not with you
Now that I'm with you, you can be on your own, support yourself, live a good life, and..."
Chen Shuo became more and more fluent as he spoke, and his thinking gradually became clearer, but he suddenly felt that something was not right in the atmosphere.
When I lowered my head, I realized that Bai Xiaoqi was pressing her lips tightly, with a very complicated expression on her face, mixed with various emotions, dissatisfaction, irritability, worry, fear, panic...
Seeing this, Chen Shuo couldn't help but pause in his words, and asked instead: "What's your expression?"
"Are you going to leave me in the future?"
"Um?"
Chen Shuo was stunned for a moment, "Why do you think so?"
"That's what you said."
"Listen to what I have to say first."
"Answer my question first."
"..."
Facing her stubborn expression, Chen Shuo remained silent for a long time before saying, "Yes, this kind of thing may indeed happen."
Hearing this, Bai Xiaoqi couldn't control her emotions immediately, and tears instantly filled her eyes. She stared at him and asked, "Why didn't you say you would never leave me?"
"Because what I'm worried about is that you will leave me, not that I will leave you."
Chen Shuo sighed slightly. He found that he was also very insecure. "I don't want to leave you. I want you to stay with me all the time. But no one can tell clearly in the future. Maybe one day you don't like me and want to go with me."
If I break up, then I can only let you go..."
"I will not."
Bai Xiaoqi wiped her tears with the cuffs of her pajamas, looked at him seriously, and repeated loudly: "I can't!"
Seeing her like this, Chen Shuo was silent for a moment and nodded solemnly, "Well, I believe you won't."
"how about you?"
"I don't know how to do it, and I believe I don't know how to do it."
Chen Shuo reached out and took her into his arms, leaned over and kissed away the remaining tears on her face, "Don't think about it, I didn't say those words to mean that I would break up with you in the future."
Chapter completed!