Chapter 891
"Daidai..."
"What's wrong?"
"You...I..."
"Do you want to ask me, what do you want to tell you? I'll find a place to sit later, and I'll tell you slowly." He Shaozeng said softly.
But He Baozhi shook his head.
He whispered: "I read the diary you wrote, and I disappointed you."
He lowered his head, not daring to look at He Shaozeng.
"Did you see it? That was written randomly, don't take it to your heart." He Shaozeng said in a daze.
He Shaozeng had oral cancer. He knew that he had not lived long before, but the only thing he couldn't rest assured was his grandson He Shaozeng, so he had that diary.
It says that winter is coming, will I still see spring, and when will my grandson grow up?
The lines are filled with reluctance and concern for the grandson.
"But..." He Baozhi wanted to say something else.
"Xiaobao." He Shaozeng suddenly interrupted him.
"Well..." He Baozhi responded quickly.
"I am you, Diade," He Shaozeng said softly.
He Baozhi raised his head and saw He Shaozeng looking at him, his eyes full of concern and love.
"Daidai."
"Let's go, let's go eat."
He Shaozeng reached out to pull him, just like when he was a child, he would hold his hand every time he went out.
He Baozhi hasn't felt this way for many years.
But he is already old now and a little awkward, but he is nostalgic about this feeling and is reluctant to take it back.
Soon the two went downstairs, and there were many people outside. He Baozhi, who had always been introverted, felt even more uncomfortable.
Fortunately, at this time, He Shaozeng seemed to feel something and let go of his hand.
"I remember there was a food stall in front of me. What kind of fried noodles do you like the most, so let's go to his house." He Shaozeng said.
"Oh, okay." He Baozhi nodded immediately after hearing this.
But then he reacted, "How did you know?"
He Shaozeng did not answer him, but asked back: "Do you know where people will go after they die?"
Then, without waiting for He Baozhi to answer, he said again: "Go back to the underworld."
"All dead people must go to the underworld, this is the rule of heaven and earth."
"There is only one type of person who has not yet fulfilled his wish and who care about him will stay in this world."
"It's just a wish, but it's just an obsession. Because of the obsession, they forced them to stay in this world."
"Only they will return to the underworld after they think about it and let it go."
"But more people, or more weird, can't let go of them. Can they let go, is that still an obsession?"
"They wander around the world, and some of them can even last for a hundred years until the person who entrusted their obsessions died and the thing that entrusted their obsessions disappeared. The world is actually quite good, but the most difficult thing is loneliness..."
He Baozhi is not stupid. Speaking of this, he still doesn’t understand the reason why He Shaozeng stayed in the world.
So he asked, "That's Diade, what is your wish?"
He Shaozeng looked at him with a smile.
He Baozhi was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head guiltily.
He Shaozeng touched his head with his rough big hands and said, "I hope that our baby can grow up safely and have a happy home."
He Baozhi raised his head when he heard this and looked at He Shaozeng in surprise.
He originally thought that He Shaozeng's wish was to hope that he could study hard and get into a good university.
After all, it was He Shaozeng's lifelong regret that he was not able to go to college.
"You dying early, you 间文man has to work again, and have been with us since we were young. When we are old, we are not as good as our own 间文man, which makes you wronged."
"Diadai, no...no grievance." He Baozhi held back his tears when he heard this.
In fact, that period was his happiest time.
"A man of this big age is already a man, don't cry."
"I didn't cry." He Baozhi raised his sleeves and smeared on his face and forcibly defended himself.
He Shaozeng laughed.
Turn around and continue walking forward.
He Baozhi hurriedly followed, but his eyes fell curiously on the red lantern held in He Shaozeng's hand.
"You have been very strong since childhood. If others say you have no money, you will fight with others. Sometimes when you meet older people and can't beat them, you will fight with others desperately. If you fight again and again, you will be afraid of you and you will never laugh at me for not having money..."
"You don't want to rely on you, you want to go out and go out on your own. I'm very pleased that you can think like this."
"But this is how this society is. Since you want to rely on yourself, you must have a strong heart and a heart that can be let go. Don't be confused about the future. If you persist, there will always be rewards, but just a few problems..."
He Shaozeng nagged a lot.
At the beginning, He Baozhi didn't quite understand what he meant, but gradually understood why Diadia said that.
Because he has lost his life goal, he often feels that living is meaningless and it is better to die than to die.
"You are still young. As long as you are young, there is any possibility. Don't be afraid. At worst, you can go back to your hometown. There is still land at home. You can't starve you to death. Don't be afraid of the present or the future..."
As the two of them said, they came to the food stall that He Shaozeng had just mentioned.
It is said to be a food stall because it is a temporary red shed built on the roadside.
At this time, the red shed was in full swing, and many people were eating here.
"Boss, give us a beef fried noodles and add an egg. Remember not to add onions." He Shaozeng said to the boss directly.
"Daidai." He Baozhi shouted softly.
Because this one was obviously called for him, and it was completely his preference.
"Find a place to sit." He Shaozeng said, taking the lead in finding an empty seat and sitting down.
"Daidai, don't you eat it? I'll buy it for you, I... I have money now." He Baozhi said.
"Okay, let the boss make another serving. I'll try it if it's really delicious." He Shaozeng said with a smile, then placed the red lantern on the table.
"Okay, OK." He Baozhi showed joy when he heard this.
Although this is a very small thing.
But he used the money he earned to invite Diao Dia to dinner, which was something he never dared to imagine in his dreams.
He Baozhi walked over, said to the boss, and then walked back.
But when he passed by a girl who was eating with his head down, he was stunned. This was a coincidence. He had met her for the third time in one night.
He Baozhi wanted to come forward to say hello, but he was a little hesitant and a little timid.
"Xiaobao..." He Shaozeng saw it and showed a hint of doubt.
Hearing He Shaozeng called him, He Baozhi breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly walked back and sat down.
"That girl, do you know me?" He Shaozeng asked curiously.
But he was very curious. He had been following He Baozhi and had never seen this girl.
Could it be that he forgot again?
At this time, He Baozhi nodded, shook his head again, his face full of unnaturalness.
Judging from his appearance, He Shaozeng became more interested in that girl.
Chapter completed!