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Vulnerable and soothing

The cold rain knocks on the window, and the raindrops form a net, I don’t know who is living in the net.

The moonlight penetrated the water curtain, shattering the quiet light and shadows all over the ground, and it was clearly extinguished.

Mi Xiaoban leaned on the rocking chair by the window, bent his knees slightly, his eyes faintly shattered, as if there was silent sorrow and crying.

A stone passed through the window frame and fell at her feet. Mi Xiao clenched his hands very hard, his knuckles stretched out terrifyingly pale, but he didn't say anything. She knew who it was.

A few more stones flew in, and it was obvious that the person who threw the stones would not give up easily.

The sound of the stone falling to the ground was not loud, but it was so crisp, hitting Kui Xiao's heart, awakening her consciousness that she refused to open her eyes.

Perhaps because he realized that he shouldn't have been sinking all the time, or was forced to get impatient by the sound, Mi Xiao moved, slightly moved his already stiff body, and then shouted out the window. "Come up."

She tried to keep her voice calm, but in vain, every syllable of her was taken away by choking, and the voice was broken.

The window was pried open from outside, and the young man's white figure quietly fell by the window.

Mysterious tone was faint and raised his eyes. "Qiang Sheng, is there anything wrong?"

"You can't be left alone."

Mi Xiao didn't speak, but just looked at him with a calm face.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Qiang Sheng was willing to ease the atmosphere. "Don't you invite me to sit down?"

Mi Xiao sighed and withdrew his gaze. "What's wrong with you?" This attitude is probably accustomed.

Qiang Sheng then stepped into the room and found a chair to sit down.

"It's not me who has something to do." Qiang Sheng looked a little worried. "I know you're crying."

Mi Xiao lowered her head and made people unable to see what she was feeling, but her shrugging gesture seemed to reveal her a little impatient. "Don't say that there are any or not."

Qiang Sheng looked at her seriously, and did not retreat because of her attitude. He got along from childhood to adulthood and knew that Mi Xiao was not feeling well now. He spoke very lightly and tried to comfort him. "Don't care about what has happened. You can't change the ideas of others. All you can do is not care about."

Mi Xiao's eyes were a little hollow. He looked at the void and kept Qiang Sheng on his back, so that he would not see his face. She opened her mouth. "I don't care about others, but what about my fiancé? What about my family? As long as I think of my relatives, my future in-laws... the look of everyone looking at me really makes me feel too bad."

"If the people you care about really care about you, this should be acceptable..."

"That's all, that's a naked portrait!" Mi Xiao turned his head, and a layer of mist appeared in his eyes, carrying a faint mist.

A little stubborn and aggrieved. "Not mentioning the people in the family, how will they deal with a girl who has lost all her reputation? Just talk about her fiancé, who can accept her fiancée..."

Speaking of this, Mixiao paused for a moment, her eyes were a little red. Although she didn't love her fiancé, she knew she would marry that person from the moment she was born, so over time, she had already decided to become that person's partner. Some friendship was more of a habit. There was no passion, emotion that was necessary, and no love was sought, but habits and dependence.

She pursues a long and long-lasting life and respects each other as guests, but now... she is not destined to be there.

"Neither of you have ever met!" Hearing Qiang Sheng interrupted her directly, he realized that his tone was too extreme, and he slowed down. "If they really care about you, these are trivial matters. If they don't care about you, why do you care about them?"

Mi Xiao took a few breaths and swallowed clearly in his throat. "Because you care!"

There was another pause, and Mi Xiao sighed lowly, like a goldfish spitting bubbles, feeling aggrieved. Because she hoped to get attention, because she wanted to experience the feeling of being loved. But can she say that? She couldn't even say it.

Mi Xiao pursed his lips and glared at Qiang Sheng fiercely, trying to calmly explain his thoughts, but he spoke in an excited tone. "Will you accept it?"

Qiang Sheng did not hesitate at all, and his tone was full of seriousness. "I can."

Mi Xiao was stunned.

The two of them were in a match.

Qiang Sheng's eyes were full of sincerity, and at that moment, they only had each other in their eyes.

The two were silent and had not spoken for a long time.

Qiang Sheng realized that his words were inappropriate, or that they were too excited.

Qiang Sheng rolled up and down a little, not knowing what he thought of, and finally slowed down his tone. "But my fiancée must accept himself first. No matter whether he is annoying, no matter whether he is concerned or not, no matter what, it is you. Only when you accept yourself can others have the opportunity to accept you. Don't care about other people's thoughts, because those who love you will eventually accept you, and those who don't love you will not be able to please them no matter how hard you try."

Mi Xiao's shoulders were trembling, and she didn't know what she was thinking, but she felt a little confused in her voice. "But she said that since she was a child. Since she was a child, I have been trying hard to please those people. Apart from that, I don't know how to live. If I don't care about my opinion, what else can I do?"

Mi Xiaosi lowered his eyes, slightly lonely. Qiang Sheng raised his hand and handed her a handkerchief. "If you want to cry, just cry. I don't mind being a listener."

Mi Xiao looked at Qiang Sheng, for some reason why he suddenly felt so tired, really tired.

The grievances in my heart became bigger and bigger, and Mi Xiao suddenly wanted to ignore anything

Cry and vent all bad emotions.

This is the first time since Mi Xiao has cried so much that way since she became sensible. In order to maintain her image in the eyes of others and her family's reputation, she always deliberately whimpered quietly when she cried, with pear blossoms covered with rain.

"I just want to do it to the end, so that they will look at me more, and will they have a little patience and tenderness towards me. But no, they have never, they only regard me as a good seedling in the family and a tool in the game of interests. I work so hard, try to build my reputation and make them proud, and I want an excellent life.

I feel it is worth it because I know what I want. What I want is an excellent life, so I am willing to pretend. However, I have given everything, why is it still like this? Am I wrong? I..."

The more Mi Xiao said, the more aggrieved he felt, and the more tears he had become. "I always thought about whether I did it right or not, and I always wanted to be the first in everything, but I never saw the beauty of the process. After doing so many things, working so hard, and even using some tricks that I didn't want to be despised, in the end, I deserved it."

Qiang Sheng did not comment on this matter. She just looked at Mi Xiao and was a listener as he said.

After crying, Mi Xiao became more emotional. After calming down, she looked at Qiang Sheng and realized that the postures of the two were inappropriate. She stepped back and opened the distance. "Thank you." Thank you for being willing to waste time being a listener.

"Nothing." Qiang Sheng didn't have much disappointment in his eyes, and he picked up the white handkerchief and successfully wiped her tears.

Mi Xiao was shocked. She saw what was in her eyes clearly, with a smile and heartache, without a trace of impurities.

Mi Xiao tightened his palms, his lips trembled uncontrollably, and suddenly felt sad again.

Qiang Sheng suddenly chuckled and paused word by word. "Little Cat Cat."

Mi Xiao glared at him and made a twitching move to vent his dissatisfaction.

Qiang Sheng knew that Mi Xiao calmed down, cleared his throat, and looked serious, "How could anyone know what happened to you before?"

"I'm very curious, too." Mi Xiao was silent and took a deep breath. "I believe some people in the family knew about it for a long time. They would choose to hide it for me for the sake of their reputation. I was not outstanding at that time, and those with power would not take action. This matter should have been handled completely."

"Yes, but the problem is that the evidence is too clear, it's like witnessing it with your own eyes." Qiang Sheng nodded slightly. "If your family had joined forces at that time, there was no reason for those who could find out about this matter now to spend that time like you."

Mi Xiao was stunned for a moment. "What do you mean?"

"If he knew about you, does it mean that his situation was the same as you used to?"
Chapter completed!
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