Looking at Xian Qing's appearance without sorrow or joy, just like the bystander watching silently in the stands, commenting on everything inside the office at will.

The outsider was watching the show with great enthusiasm, and the person in the game was suffering and confused alone. How ironic! He never knew how much harm he said inadvertently.

"Enough! You are wrong. I'm not escaping, just like you, are you escaping? Maybe it's true, I don't evaluate it, because I am different from you, a dog who has never thought about right or wrong and commented on others in his own way of doing things." Yingmeng interrupted Xian Qing's behavior of evaluating himself without any ups and downs. "You don't understand! I'll suffer because I realize it, but I don't fully realize it.

Because of realization, dirty things will feel shame in front of whiteness, weak things will feel fear in front of strongness, and imperfections will feel worship in front of perfection. Then these emotions will make us afraid, disgust, and even hate. All this is not because we don’t want to get close or stay away, but on the contrary, it is because we want to get and want to have what we have never yearned for.”

"Little guy, the only meaningful thing about your whole sentence is that semi-consciousness is often more painful than non-consciousness. Others... there is no continuity at all, but I don't expect you to say any reference words." Xian Qing took off his cold and elegant disguise at this moment, revealing the dark side that was entangled with danger. "So what should I do? Avoid? Avoid all the light?

You won't want to destroy the light, just because it will make you feel a little more comfortable. You won't want all the wise men in the world to disappear, because it will make you feel that your sad IQ is higher. No, no. In the face of absolute strength, you will proudly feel that you are vulnerable because of these people. You are also afraid, disgusted, and even hate. Why can you endure others but cannot tolerate yourself?"

"You don't think there is any continuity at all, it's just because you are the kind of person who likes to evaluate everything others with your own ideas." Ying Meng drooped her eyelids, her voice was a little hoarse, probably with her throat suppressed the broken breathing, which shows that she didn't hold back before and was very hurt. "You don't know what kind of monster I am. Chaos itself, disorder itself, a monster that cannot even bear darkness. My existence is original sin, I should have died long ago, but I relied on the stolen time to breathe. If it weren't for me to live for a few people and seek justice for them, haha, don't take those hypocritical and righteous ways..."

"Chaos? Principles?!" Xian Qing's eyes were as quiet as a cold pond. Even if he was angry, the dark side in his heart could not be overturned. He would not be able to understand the priorities, let alone he has not yet clarified why.

When he is angry, he will naturally not let himself be angry. He pressed Ying Meng's back with one hand, held her shoulder with the other, healed her wounds with his hands, but his mouth was full of ridicule and scolding. "I will not be stupid in the future to tell you that chaos is absolutely evil.

If so, then I will definitely be crazy in the future. Chaos and order are the two most basic elements, and either situation requires the existence of both. In any case, we will always know something, predict something, but we will never know something, and we will never understand something. Order is far from enough. You cannot always be stable and safe, and then remain unchanged, because there are still many important and vivid things in this world that need to be learned."

"Then you will be really crazy in your future." Ying Meng could not give in at all. This was too ironic, too excessive, and too angering. At least she thought so. Although she couldn't understand why she was so angry about such a trivial matter, she usually didn't angry when facing those ridiculous messes. Perhaps... it varies from person to person.

Of course, she did not struggle when she realized that Xian Qing was helping her heal her wounds. As he said herself, she still needed to live for some people. The loss of blood had made her a little weak, and she was not yet seeking death.

"A man cares about the rules, cares about some rules, holds them tightly, and is unwilling to let go. He says this, but he really contributes the standard meaning to the double standards, which is considered to be a great contribution to your love - grammar. What is chaos? I don't need to explain it. Eternal chaos, no order at all, unknown, and an instinctively fearful position. It indulges the existence of sin, and kills, burns and loots are being staged in every corner at all times. The dark forces spring up like bamboo shoots after a rain, and the world is trapped in an absolute abyss."

"Haha. Your stupidity really shocked me, and it refreshed my perception of you again." Xian Qing smiled, his eyes were cold and sarcastic, as if he was listening to a clumsy speech, and his ears were polluted. "Okay, I don't deny all your views, but I hope someone from Hainai Baichuan would consider another view.

Chaos is the beginning and the source. In every myth you can find, the beginning of the world is chaos. Everything is formed by chaos. You are now mocking chaos with me. Everything is from disorder to order. You are now disgusting disorder. Are you despising the beginning of everything?

Order and disorder, both are one, you cannot hate one side and worship one side. This is a logical contradiction. OK, I admit that chaos is unknown, but it is also possibility, possibility

In itself. All new ideas are born, absolutely unknown realms, where everything is born.

And if the order you yearn for is pushed to an extreme, it may become unbalanced, destructive, or even extremely terrifying.

It is obvious that everything has two sides, but you only see the incomprehensible darkness, full of surprises, and there are all kinds of monsters dormant around, as if they are torn apart every second. Is this your own problem or a chaos problem?"

Yingmeng opened her mouth, but did not make any sound, probably a little speechless.

The first time, it was the first time someone told him that Chaos was not evil, and recognition of her existence also had positive meanings. Yes, she also distinguished her from Chaos disorder. She should be moved and happy, but she couldn't laugh. This person should never be, and it shouldn't be Xian Qing!

Xian Qing is the one who pushed her to this point, how could it be him? Why? It's him? Why? This is really terrible. Why do he always give her some hope every time he can almost let go.

She may have thought that he was the light given to her by God, but now she knows very well that he was the robbery sent by God to kill her. They are enemies, and they will eventually be enemies!

What exactly is going on? She has already felt that her thoughts have gradually become clearer, but this has made her even more frightened. She doesn't want to have more involvement in chord Xian Qing, because the existing ones have made her unable to understand the relationship between the two.

When talking about strangeness, they are too familiar with each other; when talking about mortal enemies, the most vulnerable moments are always exposed to each other; when talking about friends, they are never ruthless when they cheat each other...

The most important thing is that it is him why he doesn't dislike him.

Ying Meng was confused and couldn't understand it, and at the same time she couldn't argue Xian Qing's point of view because she had already agreed, but she didn't want to admit it just like that.

Admitting that her viewpoint from childhood to adulthood is essentially wrong. In this way, her behavior becomes nothing, and the final source of all her tragedies is actually herself. Isn’t she a mistake by admitting that her core viewpoint is wrong?

Although she defended her in another direction, she was the original sin and was also a mistake, but she seemed to have no objection at all. So based on the above, everything she said was a reason for her refusal to bow to Xian Qing. By the way, is this very important? Hasn't she been lowering her head since she was a child?
Chapter completed!