September 4th, sunny!

I had an operation today, and another innocent life was buried in my hands.

I hate these women and have to bear the sins I have committed.

I hate my profession!

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September 5th, yin!

I had three surgeries today and I was so tired.

Recently, more and more people have undergone abortion surgery, and sometimes I feel nauseous.

Since you cannot be responsible for the life in your stomach, why do you have to mess around outside?

Also, don’t you wear condoms?

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September 6th, rain!

I feel so tired, and I have hallucinations today.

When I was doing B-ultrasound, I actually saw a little ghost grimacing at me.

He seemed to be saying, you have killed so many children, they have asked me to seek revenge on you!

I think I'm suffering from depression, so I'll go to Lao Zhang tomorrow to see him. He is a psychiatric doctor and should be able to help me.

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September 7th, heavy rain!

Today I went to find Lao Zhang. He is an excellent psychiatrist and is also very handsome.

When wearing glasses, you can fascinate thousands of girls.

Unfortunately, he got married early and broke the thoughts of many fans.

What's even more unfortunate is that his wife died of illness a year ago.

I've seen his wife, she's very beautiful and her voice is sweet.

It can be seen that Lao Zhang loves his wife very much, and during lunch, he actually made three servings.

It's been a year since he still misses him.

Sometimes, I doubt he was also suffering from depression and actually dressed up the dog at home in colorful styles.

After dinner, Lao Zhang checked my mental state.

Lao Zhang said I had severe depression and suggested that I take a break for a while.

Sure enough, what I guess is right, I have depression.

I declined Lao Zhang's invitation to dinner, and he and his dog watched me leave.

The moment I turned around, I seemed to hear him talking to my wife.

His wife seemed to be saying, "Let's go back, I want to eat fish tonight."

It seems that Lao Zhang is right, I have severe depression.

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September 8th, thunderstorm!

Today I decided to ask the director for leave.

The old director was easy to speak and agreed to my leave. I was very happy!

By the way, I had a dream last night that I dreamed that Lao Zhang’s wife came back to life and had dinner with us.

However, his wife's eating habits are really not a good match, and she swallows like a hungry dog.

I decided to tell him the news, which might be a comfort for him.

Of course, I won’t mention the hungry dog.

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In the afternoon, the pregnant woman came again.

It is the mother of the little ghost who made a face when she did B-ultrasound.

To be honest, I'm afraid she will come.

To be precise, I was afraid to see the little ghost who was grimacing.

Maybe I was too concerned, but I felt that the little devil came to me to seek his life.

What surprised me was that the pregnant woman suddenly planned to stop the child in her belly.

Oh my god, she didn't know she's been pregnant for almost six months?

The little ghosts in their belly will make faces!

I was angry and almost hit her.

She had no idea that the child in her belly was already a complete life.

She is murdering, murder!

I ignored the crazy woman who was unreasonable. I left the hospital and wanted the heavy rain to extinguish the anger in my heart.

I drove straight to the nightclub and wanted to get drunk.

I can't drink enough and I'm drunk.

I don't know how I came back, but when I left the bar, I felt like my feet were filled with lead.

It seemed like someone suddenly came out from behind me and helped me into my car.

It seems that I am driving, or it seems that he is driving.

Anyway, I went home in the end.

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September 9th, thunderstorm!

I drank it all in pieces last night and I didn’t remember what happened later.

After getting up, I filled in yesterday’s diary!

No matter what happens, a diary must be written.

When I woke up in the morning, my house was empty. It seemed that I was indeed an hallucination last night, and no one sent me back at all.

Open the refrigerator and take out the milk. Lao Zhang said that drinking more milk will help you sleep.

But when I opened the lid, I found that the tin foil sealed inside the lid was actually opened.

Less than half of the milk inside was left.

This is the milk I just bought yesterday, I haven’t had time to drink it yet!

Maybe someone made a spoof in the supermarket and secretly drank half of it after opening it. It was all my fault that I didn’t check it carefully when I bought it.

I threw the drunk milk into the trash can and lay on the sofa to watch the TV.

I took a vacation today, to be precise, I have a long vacation after today.

I haven't watched TV for a long time. After turning on the TV, the children's channel jumped out.

I never watch TV on the children's channel, and I haven't had any children at home recently.

I suddenly felt something was wrong. It seemed that someone had come to my house.

Has my depression worsened?

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September 10th, heavy rain!

Today, I woke up from the bed and found myself covered in blood!

Oh my God, I don't remember what happened anymore.

I only remember that after I discovered something was wrong at home last night, I felt like I was thinking about it again.

I had a depression attack, I left home and went to the bar again!

Only alcohol can numb my nerves and prevent me from thinking about it.

I was drunk again in the bar and had no idea how to get back home.

How could I wake up from my bed with blood all over my body?

What exactly happened?

I came to the bathroom and found that the wall was covered with bloody handprints.
To be continued...