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Chapter 100 I don't want to lose

Gangnam District is a well-known wealthy district in Seoul. The products here are not as numerous as Dongdaemun or Myeongdong, but most of them are high-end products. Luo Junning followed Lee Ji-hyun, but his eyes revealed doubts.

Originally, he thought that he would make Lee Ji-hyun happy when he went shopping with Lee Ji-hyun, but the facts told him that Lee Ji-hyun doesn't seem to be that good now, and he hasn't even entered a shop before. He just walked slowly on the street. The low pressure emitted all over his body made Luo Junning, who had long had strong resistance to pressure, secretly swallowed his saliva.

After walking a street again, Lee Ji-hyun stopped, looked at the intersection in confusion, and suddenly said softly: "Jun Ning, what do you think of me?"

"What?" Luo Junning finally stopped and avoided hitting Li Zhixian who stopped suddenly. He was a little unresponsive when he heard this question.

"I mean, what do you think I am?" Lee Ji-hyun turned around and said quite self-deprecatingly, "Does he regard me as a prop that can only be tacted with you at will?"

"Props? Zhixian, what are you talking about?" Luo Junning frowned.

"What am I talking about? Haha!" Lee Ji-hyun looked at Luo Junning mockingly, then looked up in the direction of s.m, "Isn't it? When I was 18 years old, my family suddenly told me that I had found a good home for me, and that was a Chinese boy one year younger than me. The boy was about to come to Korea to live in my home. Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

Luo Junning shook his head. Although he felt that this place was not a good place to talk about this, it was obvious that Lee Ji-hyun was a little wrong at this time. Moreover, the boy inside and outside said that it was obviously himself, so he pressed the urge to pull her away.

"I was thinking at the time that if the person who came was a bastard, then the Taekwondo I had learned so long from my family would be useful." Lee Ji-hyun said with a chuckle, but the laughter made Luo Junning feel cold behind him, because he was often 'learned' by Lee Ji-hyun when he first came to Korea. "Later, I found out that this boy was actually very good, handsome, talented, and gentle to people. After seeing the real me, he could still hold me like that. At that time, I was thinking, maybe it would be good to have such a destination in the future, at least you don't have to worry about being bullied at home, because he is such a gentle person."

Lee Ji-hyun's voice was full of nostalgia, as if he was remembering something.

"I'm not as good as you said." Luo Junning didn't know what he should say at this time.

"You are not as good as I said." Lee Ji-hyun's face was mocking, "When I started to fall in love with you, you suddenly told me that you already have a girlfriend. Maybe I went to your house with you, and your parents are very kind to me, just like a daughter-in-law, but in fact? The agreement between you and Uncle Ro is just all about you. What about me? In this agreement, my future is mentioned, but have you ever asked me if I am willing or not? Have you ever cared about my thoughts? Do you really think that when your relationship outside fails, I will be willing to be with you? What do you think of me?"

He didn't shout or cry, but just narrated calmly, but Luo Junning was so stunned that he couldn't speak.

"Why, don't you know how to answer?" Lee Ji-hyun's eyes became crystal clear, as if tears were about to fall off immediately. This idea has been bothering her. For more than two years, she may temporarily leave it behind, but when she calmed down, she always thinks of this question that scares her. "Yes, I like you, even when I know that you have a girlfriend, even if you know that you clearly treat me as a prop, but still like you, but this is not the reason why you ignore me again and again? Tang Han and Oni are so nice to you, worthy of being a family. On the surface, she is still thinking about you, taking me and letting me listen to those words, just wanting to give you more pressure. Haha, it's really your good Oni, but can you use me as a prop to fiddle with me again?"

"My parents are very good to me, your parents are very good to me, Tang Han and Kexin are also very good to me, but this is the reason why you can ignore my opinions and treat me as a prop?"

"Junning, you are actually very nice to me. Can you tell me, what do you think of me? Do you also treat me as a prop?"

Luo Junning looked at Lee Ji-hyun in a daze, his eyes staying on the tears slowly falling from the corner of the girl's eyes. He really didn't know how to answer at this time. He clearly felt that Lee Ji-hyun's thoughts were problematic, but he could not find a reason to refute them. He was heartbroken because of the girl's tears at this time, but he couldn't have the courage to go forward and hug her and comfort her well. He clearly felt that he was very strong, but he inexplicably had the idea of ​​retreating at this time.

Lee Ji-hyun looked at Luo Junning with tears in his eyes. As he was silent, the expectation in her eyes gradually faded away. A sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of her mouth and turned around and left.

The crisp footsteps sounded, and it was clearly in the crowd, but it was so clear in Luo Junning's heart.

More importantly, Luo Junning suddenly realized that if Li Zhixian was allowed to leave like this, perhaps the two of them would be strangers in the future, and everything that had happened before would completely dissipate.

...

"Hahahaha! I'm so laughing! No! I haven't seen such a stupid person yet! It's so funny to shoot myself so hard... Hahaha!!!"

"That way you're more like Santa."

"Ah! Didn't you ask me to pretend to be your boyfriend? Don't grab your hands randomly. Do you want me to embarrass you?"

"Nei, this is my boyfriend, Luo Junning."

...

Are you going to lose it?

It seems like a heartache, no, not.

Luo Junning could clearly feel that his heart seemed to be torn apart. It turned out that Lee Ji-hyun had already occupied a position in his heart that could not be erased at all, but he had never paid attention to it. Is it because he was used to her silently standing behind him? But... he already has a girlfriend now. If he wants her to keep her, what promise can he make?

Human hearts are always so complex, but the speed of thought can never keep up with the speed of the subconscious. When Luo Junning hesitated, his subconscious had already made a choice on his behalf.

Feeling a strange and familiar embrace holding him in his arms, Lee Ji-hyun's tears finally stopped being silent, but slowly turned into a low sob. Finally, he turned around and threw himself into Luo Junning's arms, bursting into tears, as if he wanted to completely vent the atmosphere that had been suppressed for more than two years.

Luo Junning patted Lee Ji-hyun's back gently and sighed secretly, but he also recognized the current situation in his heart, his eyes full of softness and distress.
Chapter completed!
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