Chapter 37: Chapter 37
Sister Lin urged from the side to read Wang Mei's letter quickly to see if her address was left. Fang Wei skipped the beginning, his eyes fell on the end of the letter, read it several times, and said; "Lin
Sister, she didn’t leave an address, it seems she doesn’t want us to know where she went.”
Sister Lin sighed and said, "Well, we have done our best, so let her go. You can slowly read what is written in the letter. I will sit here and wait for you."
Fang Wei looked carefully from the beginning——
Hello, Brother Fang!
Please allow me to call you big brother. You are older than me. This is the first time and the last time I call you this. If there is anything inappropriate, please forgive me.
First of all, please understand that I have no choice but to leave without saying goodbye. I originally wanted to wait for you to come back from my hometown and say goodbye in person, but then I thought about it and decided that it would be better not to meet. What can happen if we meet, it can't change anything, and it will inevitably lead to embarrassment.
.Since we are not destined to be together, there is no need to bother.
Brother Fang, since we met, I would like to express my gratitude for your help in my work. We have been in the same office for more than a year, and we have become familiar with each other. This has left a deep impression on me and will make me lifelong.
memorable.
Brother Fang, you always say that I am a little immature, cheerful all day long, not caring about anything, and a little clever. What impressed me the most was once, you said that I was not deeply involved in the world and did not understand the sufferings and sufferings of the world.
The world is hot and cold, and he is as carefree as an innocent child.
Brother Fang, what you see is only my appearance. In fact, my heart is as bright as a mirror. I still know the dangers of the world and the difficulties of life. Although I entered the society relatively late, I have some cognitive limitations.
, lack some social common sense, but this does not hinder my pursuit of love and longing for a better tomorrow.
Brother Fang, one thing you said is completely correct. I am not deeply involved in the world and have too little experience. This can only prove that I have not been tempered by suffering. I also have congenital weaknesses, that is, my emotions are very fragile and I cannot withstand setbacks and reality.
A blow. However, I am a very stubborn person, and even nine cows can’t pull me back from something I am sure of. This is especially true when I have my heart set on something.
Brother Fang, before I met you, I had never been in love. Most of my understanding of love was from what I read in books, and I had a vague yearning for it. Since I met you, my good impression of you gradually developed into love, and it did not arouse
Your attention. I go to work earlier than anyone else, and my colleagues all praise me for my proactive work. How do they know what I am thinking, I just want to see you earlier.
Brother Fang, after you were transferred to the sales department, I felt depressed for a while, but my desire to see you became stronger. Every time I bump into you on my way to and from get off work, my heart is pounding, and I feel indescribable joy and excitement. , but don’t let my colleagues discover the secrets I hide in my heart. I may work at my desk to avoid the eyes of my colleagues and immerse myself in my reverie alone. That feeling is particularly sweet and beautiful. This is me It has never been an experience in my life.
Brother Fang, I was ready to give everything I had for love, even to the point of losing my life, but I was politely rejected by you. Only then did I understand how difficult it is to love someone, even painful.
Unbearable.
Colleagues say that I am very envious because I am small, exquisite and full of energy. Only I know the secret in my heart best. My alluring brilliance is the vitality brought by the sweet nourishment of love.
Brother Fang, you used "parents don't agree", which is a perfect and irrefutable reason to prevaricate me. You don't understand how big a blow it is to me. It's simply unimaginable. It's like a building has collapsed, physically and mentally.
They all collapsed, a body without a soul, and lost hope for the future.
We live in the same office building, and we have to meet each other on and off work. I no longer have the courage to face you. The care and friendship of my colleagues cannot heal the trauma in my heart. Leaving is my wise choice. Finding someone is a stranger.
A place free from disturbance, where you can peacefully start your life again, and then grow old slowly.
Farewell, Brother Fang, goodbye, my love, please forgive me for my cowardice. I can only write a letter to open my heart to you, which can be regarded as a helpless relief.
I have been thinking about it for many days and even stayed awake all night. Only if I leave can things go away. The open window of my heart has been closed, but my love for you is unforgettable and eternal.
Brother Fang, when I left, I also took away the troubles that plagued you. I also took away my love for you. I hid it deeply in my heart forever and ever.
My departure can only prove that I am a complete loser, a wretch who has been abandoned by love, but I have no regrets. This incident has made me mature a lot, as if I grew up overnight.
Brother Fang, after I leave, I hope you will live a good life, be healthy and happy. I don’t have much extravagant expectations. As long as I can reduce your emotional burden and make you feel more relaxed, my wish will be fulfilled.
Brother Fang, I didn’t know until the past few days that the beautiful girl who often looks for you is the destination of your love. She will take good care of you and accompany you happily throughout your life.
Some of the thoughts I had in the past, I now understand, how simple and confused they were. They were just a 'third party' who could not be blamed. They were neither shameless nor glorious. I would like to ask your forgiveness for my slow response and
ignorance.
Brother Fang, I'm leaving. I don't know where I'm going, and I can't tell you. The world is so big, there will always be a place that can accommodate me and this body that has lost its soul.
You don't have to blame yourself for my leaving, otherwise I will be sad. For a person like me who has lost his ties, why not wander around and wander around the world. Then again, if there is a fate, God will show up.
, we will meet again.
Brother Fang, do you believe in fate? I believe in fate. The two sentences written in "Zeng Guang Xian Wen" can be used as the conclusion: "There is a time in life that must be there, but there is no time in life. Don't force it."
If I miss you in this life, then wait until the next life. I believe that people have an afterlife. If there is an afterlife, then let's meet again in the next life.
Brother Fang, please accept the blessings from an ignorant and simple girl; I wish you all your wishes come true, all the best, and a happy life.
Zhang Wei choked and said, "Sister Lin, the signature only wrote her name, not her address, nor the date."
Fang Wei's tears had already overflowed from his eyes, and he let them flow, falling drop by drop on the letter paper. When Sister Lin saw Fang Wei crying, he almost convulsed.
She didn't say anything, but leaned towards Fang Wei, slowly took the letter out of his hand, and read it. She hadn't seen the end yet, and her eyes became moist.
Only at this moment did Fang Wei realize how deep Wang Mei's love for him was. For his happiness, she would quit her job and would rather sacrifice herself.
When Wang Mei left, the letter clearly stated that she wanted to completely cut off contact with Fang Wei, fearing that it would affect his normal life. She paid such a high price, which made Fang Wei feel ashamed.
Wang Mei left, leaving cleanly, taking nothing with her, just like the clouds in the sky, gradually drifting with the wind to far, far away and unknown places.
However, the memories that Wang Mei left in Fang Wei's heart will be forever erased, as well as her innocent and pretty figure, which also left colleagues missing Wang Mei.
After Wang Mei left, there was no scruple about talking about her. Sister Lin privately told several colleagues the reason for her resignation, and then everyone knew the whole story.
When Fang Wei was present, his colleagues said nothing and just looked at him with regretful eyes, as if telling Fang Wei what a good girl he had missed.
It is an undeniable fact that Fang Wei cares about Wang Mei in his daily work, because she is the youngest among his colleagues, and it is true that Fang Wei has a crush on her. It is just that the colleagues get along well.
After Wang Mei left, Fang Wei kept checking himself to see if there was anything inappropriate he did that caused her to misunderstand him. He usually spoke and acted, but in front of Wang Mei, he was not so particular about it. He was carefree, caring and caring like a little sister.
she.
Girls have many things to do, so it is human nature to share some of the work with her. The two of them talked very casually and had no worries.
When Fang Wei chats with his colleagues, he likes to be pretentious, sometimes docile, quoting from classics, and often makes witty remarks. Whenever he tells interesting jokes, he always makes his colleagues burst into laughter.
Fang Wei treats his female colleagues no differently than he treats Wang Mei. It is normal to talk and laugh, and everyone recognizes this.
Fang Wei racked his brains and thought for many days, but finally couldn't come up with an idea. He felt that things were already like this, and it was useless to think about it any more. He still had to return to normal life as soon as possible.
Although Fang Wei had been busy for two days and could not find Wang Mei, he still had a clear conscience and had an explanation for her in his heart. Wang Mei's departure made Fang Wei's heart heavy for a few days. Afterwards, he thought about it, it was time to get over it
, just let it pass.
Fang Wei originally had good intentions, but as time went by, he gradually alienated her, until he had to accept the reality and chose to give up.
Fang Wei took the wrong medicine at that time and changed his original mind. The reason was very simple. He didn't want to keep dragging Wang Mei and delaying her life-long events, which would be punished by God.
So, he changed his mind temporarily and settled the matter between him and Wang Mei before returning to his hometown. Unexpectedly, he messed up the matter instead.
Fang Wei did not expect how stupid it was for him to change his original mind and lead to Wang Mei's resignation. In this matter, he did think too simply and acted too hastily.
Without considering Wang Mei's feelings, his self-esteem will be hurt. It completely went against his original wishes. It not only drove Wang Mei away, but also made him regret and feel guilty.
When Fang Wei was blaming himself for Wang Mei's departure and unable to extricate himself, a telegram from the employer came, stating that the preliminary work for the construction of the chemical plant had been prepared and the start date had been determined, asking him to rush there as soon as possible.
The other party asked Fang Wei to bring the information needed to build the factory and organize it as quickly as possible. Once the preparations are completed, send a telegram and they will send a car to pick it up.
Fang Wei thought that the employment agreement had been signed, but they were still waiting for him to build the factory. He could not delay his resignation any longer and had to complete the resignation procedures immediately.
Fang Wei walked into his boss's office and first thanked his boss for trusting and caring for him since he entered the factory. He also explained the reason for his resignation to his boss, and then he was polite.
He handed over the resignation application. The boss took the resignation letter, looked at it briefly, put it on the table, sighed, and said, "Since you have been in charge of marketing and sales, you have done a great job. I didn't misjudge you.
You have lived up to my hopes for you. However, you surprised me by suddenly resigning. If you have any dissatisfaction at work or if you have any requirements for remuneration, you can tell me directly. Everything can be discussed."
Fang Wei heard from the boss's words that he meant to retain him, so he explained: "Thank you boss for your kindness, I really have no intention of bargaining. I resigned from you after careful consideration, not on a whim or a whim.
When I was in my hometown, I worked in a chemical factory and was more interested in the chemical industry. The company that hired me is more suitable for leveraging my strengths and it is also what I like to do. I hope the boss can understand."
Seeing that Fang Wei was determined to resign, the boss had no choice but to retain him. He looked at Fang Wei and said, "Well, since you are determined to resign, I won't say more. Who should take over the job at hand?"
Can you recommend someone to me?"
Fang Wei didn't expect that his boss asked him to recommend a person to replace him. He was stuck. After thinking for a long time, he felt that his recommendation was very suitable. The boss was much smarter than him and considered the problem much more comprehensively. He must have had a candidate in mind.
He opened his mouth and said, "Thank you, boss, for your trust. My vision is not good enough. I have not considered the selection issue. The boss still needs to consider it."
The boss is a Hong Konger who came from Guangdong in the late 1960s. In the early days of reform and opening up, the Nanling local government went to Hong Kong to attract investment. The conditions offered were very attractive, attracting a large number of businessmen to return to their hometown to invest.
Also among them.
The boss, whose surname is Chen, is very kind and casually dressed. When he meets employees in the factory, he always smiles and nods to say hello without any airs. He has an extraordinary affection for his hometown.
For employees who are capable at work, the boss will make an exception and promote them to suitable positions so that they can play their best role. The requirements for employees are strict, but not too harsh, and rewards and punishments are clear.
Fang Wei has worked in the factory for more than two years and gets along well with his colleagues. There is still work to be done to deal with the aftermath. It is human nature and the right thing to say goodbye to his colleagues over a meal before leaving.
He came out of his boss's office, chatted with his colleagues for a while, and agreed to treat him to dinner in the evening. Before leaving, he would have a dinner with everyone as a farewell party.
There were several colleagues in the office where I used to work. When Fang Wei resigned, I felt regretful and envious that he could find a better job.
At around seven o'clock in the evening, Fang Wei's colleagues and a few of his close friends, a total of seventeen or eight people, gathered at two large tables. They were all young people and not very particular. They exchanged glasses and ate with gusto.
.
Several male colleagues took off their shirts, rolled up their sleeves, and punched each other. They were noisy and loud, completely ignoring the feelings of the guests at the next table. The smoke from their mouths filled the hall, as if the entire hotel was filled with smoke.
It's theirs.
When Fang Wei met his colleagues and friends, he started to excitedly play guessing games. His emotions were a little too exaggerated. The dinner table was very noisy, and he was a little uncomfortable with it.
He stood up and walked outside, took a breath, and stood alone on the roadside, admiring the passing traffic. He turned back and glanced towards the hotel lobby, and saw the colleagues and friends he organized having such a cheerful and lively dinner, and his heart surged.
A moment of satisfaction.
Fang Wei walked around twice outside the hotel, thinking that he couldn't stay outside for too long, so he returned to the restaurant.
As soon as he entered the door, he saw several people around the dining table, arguing and looking like they were about to fight. Among them were several people he didn't know.
Fang Wei walked forward quickly and asked a female colleague standing next to him, "Where did those people come from? Why did they conflict with you?"
The female colleague replied, "We were drinking, and we don't know why. They came over and made noises. They thought we spoke loudly and affected them, and they looked menacing. We had never been so angry, so we started arguing with them.
Chapter completed!