Perhaps it was Li Beifeng's words that awakened her.

She wants to be herself once!

For Zhao Ying, she has lived under the status of the eldest princess for the rest of her life.

The eldest princess, who was favored by the emperor alone, was inferior to the emperor and above ten thousand people, and was stronger than the prince of the dynasty. In everyone's eyes, she was undoubtedly the luckiest person in the world.

However, for Zhao Ying, this favor has become her restraint.

"Actually, I don't have much deep feelings for my father!"

Another bowl of strong wine was eaten. The strong wine stimulated Zhao Ying's internal organs. A hot breath slowly rose, and there seemed to be a faint drunken red aura all over her body.

She looked out the window, her eyes drifting, with a little more blurry look.

In my mind, I recalled something in a trance.

When Li Beifeng heard her words, he was also slightly stunned.

Don't have too deep feelings?

When Zhao Ying saw Emperor Zhao who had resurrected from the dead, he looked surprised and a little happy, but it seemed that he was not as surprised as he imagined?

Logically speaking, Zhao Ying should be particularly excited about her relative's father's "resurrected from the dead", but her reaction was not like this before.

At that time, Li Beifeng did not take it seriously, but just thought it was because she was cold and unhappy in expressing emotions. At this moment, when Li Beifeng heard her say this, he felt something was wrong.

"How do you say this?"

"My mother, I died when I was very young!"

Zhao Ying looked at the dark night far outside the window, staring at the starry sky, as if muttering to herself: "After the death of the mother, the father's temperament also changed drastically..."

In her mind, her impression of the queen mother was even blurred. She had just remembered it when the queen mother died. Now, more than ten years have passed when she looked back.

When the mother passed away, the father's temperament changed drastically and the government was abandoned, and she was also ignored.

She, the eldest princess of Dazhao, seemed to have been forgotten by her father in the harem of Dazhao.

"The struggle in the harem is even more cruel than I imagined..."

Thinking of some memories, Zhao Ying's eyes were slightly touched, and the emotions on her face also changed.

Li Beifeng, who was listening quietly, felt a little heavy in his heart.

He knew that Zhao Ying's mother died early, but never knew that she had such a past. Li Beifeng was a little unbelievable. How did a little princess who died early, and was neglected by her father and lost all her relatives' care and care. How did she survive in the cruel harem?

You should know that the struggles in the harems of all dynasties are actually not as easy as those in the court.

As we all know, the princes of all dynasties were an extremely dangerous profession, and in addition, the princes and princesses in the palace faced no less survival crisis than the prince.

The harem forces are intricate and intriguing. A princess who has no backing to protect her is easily killed quietly on a quiet night!

"It's the master who protects me!"

As if he had remembered something, a hint of warmth appeared in Zhao Ying's eyes.

It was the master's appearance that protected her, the princess who was forgotten in the deep palace at that time.

The master accepted her as his apprentice, taught her martial arts, and shocked those sluts who had bad intentions to her... If she had no master, she would definitely not have lived now.

"master?"

Li Beifeng frowned slightly. He knew that Zhao Ying had a master, but he had never seen his master appear.

Who is her master?

"The master has been by my side for more than ten years, and his father... has almost never appeared in these ten years."

Zhao Ying's beautiful eyes were particularly calm: "Until a few years ago, when I became famous in Beijing, my father finally noticed my daughter who was forgotten in the corner by her..."

"He handed over the Imperial Heavenly Department to me and gave me great power to let everyone in the world know that I am his most beloved daughter..."

Zhao Ying still spoke calmly, not knowing what his emotions were. When she just said this, she lowered her eyes slightly: "He handed over the imperial examination to me, in addition to asking me to rectify the world and recruit major sects. Another reason is to check and balance Zhao Jing..."

Li Beifeng stared at her emotions: "Do you hate him?"

"Don't hate me!"

Zhao Ying shook her head, her eyes slightly confused.

hatred?

Nothing to say about hatred!

But if you say it is so close, it doesn’t.

She and her father were more of a cooperative relationship, but added a shell of family affection to the cooperative relationship.

Zhao Ying seemed to have a little drunkenness in her eyes, and she looked back at Li Beifeng with a little dazedness.

"But he is my father after all. The blood of the Dazhao royal family flows through my body. I still can't watch the Dazhao country be destroyed. This is the hard work of the father, and it is also..."

Zhao Ying was silent for a moment and looked into the distance again: "It is also the master's obsession!"

...

Li Beifeng didn't speak, and quietly looked at Zhao Ying in front of him.

She was a little drunk!

Or maybe it's emotional.

Otherwise, she would never be able to say such a thing on weekdays.

Li Beifeng felt a little heavy and a little heartbroken. She really carried too many hopes and too much responsibility and pressure.

All she did was not for herself.

"Are you happy?"

Li Beifeng asked suddenly.

Zhao Ying seemed to be stunned for a moment.

happy?

This is a word she never thought of.

Are you happy?

She savored the word carefully, and after a long time, she shook her head gently: "I don't know."

"But it doesn't matter anymore."

After saying these words in his heart, Zhao Ying's expression became much more relaxed.

This is what she buried in her heart and has never been told to anyone. For her, this is a secret and a past that she is unwilling to face.

But tonight, perhaps under the stimulation of alcohol, she said her heart for the first time. After saying that, Zhao Ying felt an unprecedented relaxation and comfort. She let go of the burden in her heart and lost the burden and heaviness of the past.

"Okay!"

Seeing her relieved look, Li Beifeng felt relieved.

Perhaps for her, choosing to give up may not be a bad thing.

She let go of her obsession and became herself again, which was much more important than being the eldest princess of the Great Jokhang.

If possible, Li Beifeng also wants to be himself, just...

He has no choice.

"When are you going to leave?"

Li Beifeng seemed to ask inadvertently.

"Just these two days!"

Zhao Ying's voice became much softer. She had no more souvenirs in Beijing. It might be a good thing to leave here early.

"Will you come back?"

For some reason, when Li Beifeng heard her relieved words, he felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Don't give up?

Zhao Ying slowly turned his head, his indifferent eyes were still bright and so dazzling.

"Don't know!"

Her voice revealed confusion and unknown emotions: "If you have the chance, you may come back. But..."

She shook her head gently and did not continue.

But Li Beifeng had already understood from her eyes... She didn't want to come back.

For her, the capital city has no appeal.

"If the country of Dazhao is stable and peaceful, I don't have to come back!"

Zhao Ying spoke softly.

She gave up the Imperial Heaven and gave up her identity, and she felt relaxed.

A stable, peaceful and prosperous era of Dazhao will not lack a princess like her, and she will no longer have to go to work hard for the Dazhao country.

She wants to be herself.
To be continued...