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Chapter 435: Self-blame

The sky became dark and the rain also started to rain, which scared the snow away, but it became more and more cold.

The second lady was still wet in the rain, so it wouldn't work if she continued like this.

Imperial Doctor Jiang couldn't bear it, so he took an umbrella to cover Xia Chan's rain, and advised her with great sincerity: "Miss Second, please stop blaming yourself like this. You have done well enough. Who is the matter on the battlefield?

I can’t predict that anyone’s life depends on himself, and I can’t blame anyone. Get up quickly and stop messing with yourself. If your body is damaged, it will only miss all kinds of big things."

Xia Chan still bowed her head and observed silently for the dead.

Doctor Jiang made a point, she knew.

But she still didn't want to let herself go like this. She really didn't want to make any mistakes, but she still didn't play her best role. This time, she made many mistakes.

"Oh." Doctor Jiang also sighed: "Second Miss, the ninth prince came to Zhongzhou and was like you. It took him a lot of time to cheer up. In fact, when the ninth prince came down, he didn't think about it at all.

I can go back alive, but I have to face everything, and there are still many things waiting."

She closed her eyes, yes, there was still a lot of things to wait.

Xiaogu and Jiang Ziyun also ran in. Xiaogu knelt beside her and held an umbrella: "Miss Second, the rain is so heavy, you should get up quickly."

"Xiao Gu." Xia Chan felt very uncomfortable: "Did you see it? So many people died. If I hadn't had stomachache, if I hadn't been able to protect them, so many people wouldn't have died."

"Miss Second, it's none of your business."

"It's me, he, I remember him." She stretched out her hand and pointed tremblingly at a turtle man lying on the ground without resting: "He blocked me a knife, and his hand was broken. If I had enough strength at that time, I would have been myself

If he can avoid it, he will not be injured. Once the person behind the injury stabs him again, he will never get up again."

"Miss II, don't blame yourself." Xiaogu didn't know how to comfort her, but just cried with her.

Jiang Ziyun stood there with an umbrella, looking at the row of dead people lying on the ground, the blood spread out, looking a little scary.

Zhang Yunqing also came over: "Miss Second, let them go."

Xia Chan was covered in wounds, but she didn't want to go in and let Doctor Jiang show her. As soon as the convoy arrived, she helped carry the dead soldiers onto the carriage, pushed them out of the city, and dug them there.

Well, a big pit was used for burial.

There were several large mounds of soil next to them, and there were all kinds of wooden signs that could not be seen clearly. She knew that many warriors who could not go back were buried in those places.

I don’t know if she will be buried here in the end.

He went back wet. Shangguan Xu finished his work and went to take the thorns and apologize, but he called Doctor Jiang: "You can show her a good time first."

"Yes, General Shangguan."

He asked after Doctor Jiang came out: "How is she?"

"Miss II was still a bit serious, with many injuries of all sizes, but the knife was cut deep on the side of her thigh, so I'm afraid it will take some time to recover."

Shangguan Xu nodded: "I understand."

"Then I'll go down and decoct the second lady."

Shangguan Xu asked him again: "Why did I see that she was a little weird a few days ago. She was very energetic for a while, but suddenly changed. Doctor Jiang, what is the problem with her? Is your medicine wrong or where

What went wrong?"

Doctor Jiang thought about it and then answered him: "Miss Second Miss's medicine is all prescribed by me, and the prescription has always been stored. The general can see it. The medicine is also boiled by the girl whom she trusts. It is probably because the weather has changed a lot. Second Miss

You can't adapt."

This reason cannot convince Shangguan Xu. He has seen Xia Chan's tenacity, and she is not a spoiled person.

This is probably her personal reason, just like she and Cui An, they will have inexplicable headaches.

The task was completed successfully this time, and no matter which link there was no problem, he naturally did not intend to punish her.

I wanted to talk to her and comfort her, but her door was closed and he couldn't get in. Just let her calm down. Some things must be figured out by herself.

Xia Chan had a nightmare in the middle of the night, and sat up in shock and grabbed the hijab beside her.

"Miss Two." Xiaoya, who was vigilant, shouted nervously.

Xia Chan gasped: "Xiao Gu, I heard someone calling for help, it was the soldiers I brought with me."

Xiaogu shook his head: "No, Miss II is over now. You see, it's midnight now, and there is no war outside."

"I dreamed that they were asking me for help, and I could kill me. My stomach hurt a step further, and many people stopped me. If I couldn't get over, I could only watch him die."

Xiaogu walked forward with distress and hugged her hand and grabbed her: "Miss II, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you."

"Ziyun, I was wrong." Xia Chan threw down the mountain knife and closed her eyes, feeling regretful: "I should listen to you. If I took the medicine in the morning, my stomach would not hurt, nor would it be

So many people have died.”

Jiang Ziyun lowered her eyes and looked at the Kaishan Knife on the ground. After a while, she said, "Miss Second, you are having a nightmare. I'll get some water to wash your face."

After washing his face, Xia Chan became more and more awake, staring at the candlelight like broad beans.

I felt a little sleepy when it was almost dawn, so I let Xiaogu and Jiang Ziyun go to rest without having to guard her.

Xiaogu was worried: "Sister Jiang, Miss Second is really uncomfortable. What should we do to make her better?"

"There are no ones who will never die in war. It's either this or that, or today or tomorrow." Jiang Ziyun said lightly: "Miss Second is not on the battlefield for the first day, nor is it the first day of killing people, why can't I think it through?"

"Oh, that's different."

"What's the difference? I can only say that those who are not capable will be killed first. Xiaogu, I'm very tired. I'll go back and rest for a while. You can take care of the second lady for me in the morning."

Xiaogu responded: "Okay."

Although she was very tired, she had no intention of resting and walked to the temporary pharmacy. The early doctor Jiang was already grinding medicine there. When she saw her coming, she asked, "Miss Second Miss is asleep?"

"Yes, Doctor Jiang, Miss Second, is so uncomfortable. She still has nightmares when she falls asleep, but I am also very stupid. I really don't know how to relieve Miss Second."

"You kid, some things can only depend on her own. Just like the Ninth Prince before, the Ninth Prince suffered a defeat in the past, and there were heavy casualties. The Ninth Prince dug a hole outside the city alone, and kept digging for two days

Two nights are so worried.”

"The second lady and His Highness Ninth are quite similar."

"So, the second lady can definitely be able to come out."
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