448. The monster born in the brains of two people
Ansas and Nelly looked at each other:
"Have you remembered?"
Nelly looked at the spectacle of the kneeling corpse behind Ansas. The bright red waterfall flowed down Marlene's neck to the ground, converging into a bloody lake, reflecting the colorful night light.
Nelly looked at Raven.
Raven said:
"I don't know either……"
Ansas interrupted:
"Don't look at him."
Nelly turned her head reflexively, but she immediately realized something was wrong:
"Can you see Raven?"
Ansas said:
"I can't see that part of your consciousness. It's just a psychological phenomenon. Don't you know it very well?"
Nelly said:
"You are mine too..."
Ansas said:
"No, I don't completely belong to you. You and Hewen created my birth together. If you insist on saying so, I can be regarded as your and Hewen's 'child'."
The girl's expression was a bit complicated, showing confusion, shyness, vigilance, and doubt at the same time.
Ansas smiled and said:
"Oh, I forgot that in my perception, the connection between children and men and women is not that strong.
"To put it simply, I mean the same thing to Hevin as Raven does to you. I am actually a part of Hevan, which is of course different from your Raven.
"I'm on the edge and deeper of Hevin. I can't get too close to him, and I'm also very incomplete. I'm just made up of some not-so-good fragments of his mind, so I can't accurately reflect Hevin himself.
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Nelly asked:
"Why did you say, you are me and Hewen..."
Ansas said:
"Why? Because you created me."
Nelly said:
"But I didn't do anything."
Ansas said:
"No, you are spreading, you are infecting. Hewen may not be the first patient. I can't understand what this phenomenon is. Although for Hewen, that is, the complete me, this is not a problem.
But it is very dangerous to human psychology.
"Even if this phenomenon cannot interfere with reality and can only affect the mind of the infected person, it may still cause negative effects. It may seem positive to you, but that's because you need it.
"And for people who don't need it, this is torture, extremely painful torture, because he will not be able to distinguish reality from illusion, he will not know whether the person in front of him is real or fake, and he will not be able to make a decision that suits his heart.
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Nelly asked:
"If this was just a purely psychological phenomenon, why could you appear in front of me and kill Marlene?
"I even began to wonder whether I had met Marlene today. Are you all my hallucinations, and my condition has worsened again?"
Ansas raised the sword Snow Owl in his hand:
"Because of it.
"Haven has no intention of letting you fight to the death with a vicious former master demon hunter. If you fail, the only option is death.
"He left this sword to ensure that you would not have any accidents. It is precisely because I borrowed the power of this sword that my image is that of Ansas, but in the end I am still Hevin's
Part, the darker part, which is why I can use the power he left behind.
"I'm him, but I'm not quite him. I'm a terrible guy, and I might even want to replace him if I had the chance, if I didn't know I didn't have to.
"Of course, you can rest assured. I am just giving an example. I am actually Hewen. We are a whole. There is no so-called replacement. That is a plot that only occurs in third-rate horror. You can regard me as falling into
Hevin in a certain negative mood.
"Just like Raven, although you seem to be talking to him, in fact you are just talking to yourself, and you are trying to redeem yourself.
"You're talking to yourself."
Nelly said:
"So, you are actually Hewen, right?"
Ansas said:
"From a factual point of view, yes, but from your feelings, you won't think that I am the Hevin you know. Everyone has bad ideas, wants to kill others at the moment, and is dominated by desire.
Moments of jealousy, moments of jealousy of others, and I am made of these things.
"So please be careful and don't let me hurt you."
Nelly tried to understand:
"But you are actually still Hewen, just a Hewen with a different personality and a slightly different appearance."
Ansas nodded:
"If we use common human judgment methods, it may be controversial whether I am a Hevin, but the fact that I belong to a Hevin is irrefutable.
"Although it is not academically accurate, you can regard me as a sub-personality of Hewen."
Nelly said:
"Hevin asked you to protect me, so you killed Marlene?"
Ansas said:
"No, Hewen will also kill her, but the reasons why we made this choice are different. You have to..."
He turned and pointed at the body that was still kneeling:
"Is it beautiful?"
Nelly shook her head:
"You are not Hevin."
Ansas said:
"That's why I tell you, in terms of feeling, you won't feel that I am Hevin, I am not Hevin at any time, I am not any aspect of Hevin.
"If you simply bring out your desire for food, you won't think that the eternally hungry monster is you.
"What if you add a little lust and murderous desire? Create a creature that knows how to eat, mate, and kill. It won't be anyone, but it still belongs to its owner.
"Can you understand me? I am Hewen, and I am not Hewen. I don't want you to have undue expectations on me. That will make it difficult for me."
Ansas danced with sword flowers, and then handed the snow owl to Nelly:
"I have restored the protective magic above, it will protect you."
Nelly took the snowy owl and asked puzzledly:
"What about you? Where are you going?"
Ansas smiled elegantly and said:
"I want to do what I want to do and satisfy my desires, but you don't have to worry about what bad things I will do. No matter what, I am a part of Hewen. I just do things that he also wants to do, but won't
Just something to do.
"If I don't hurry up, he will take me back.
Nelly asked:
"Didn't you rely on the power of the Snow Owl to appear? What if you gave the power back? How would you act?"
Ansas turned around:
"My birth requires magic, but after I arrive, the world will naturally provide me with power because it owes me.
"Hevin doesn't want me anymore, but that doesn't mean I never existed."
Nelly looked at the man's back.
She didn't know if she was dazzled or hallucinating. The person standing there didn't seem to be a human being.
Chapter completed!