Lin Feifei finally told me that she wanted to eat spicy hot pot and I wanted to invite her to eat out, but who knew she would go home to get it.

It was clearly agreed that I would treat her to dinner, but in the end she placed the order for the ingredients, which made me feel a little bit sad.

When I arrived at her house, the ingredients had already arrived. I looked at the time and saw that it was already past three in the afternoon. I said with a wry smile: "It seems that your afternoon tea will have to be turned into dinner."

Lin Feifei smiled sweetly, "Is this the reason you gave yourself to stay at my house?"

"Then I'll buy another box of beer and drink more at night. By the way, I'll find a reason to stay overnight."

Lin Feifei rolled her eyes at me, "I'm so poor! Go and prepare dinner!"

She said she thought I was poor, but she couldn't suppress the raised corners of her mouth, and she still betrayed her.

I was busy in the kitchen, and after a while, Lin Feifei ran in with her bare white feet.

"How can I help you?"

She blinked her big shining eyes, making me embarrassed to refuse.

I thought about it and said, "Do you have an apron at home? Get one for me!"

"Yes, please wait a moment."

Lin Feifei jumped back with an apron. I looked down at the apron she handed over and said with a smile: "Tie it on for me! My hands are all oily now."

Lin Feifei was startled and seemed to be in a struggle in her heart, but I made a good excuse. She nodded and stepped forward to tie my apron.

She leaned forward, and an elegant fragrance hit her face. She accidentally touched my waist. An unintentional physical contact caused a throbbing deep in my body.

"What's wrong?" Lin Feifei noticed something strange about me and asked softly.

Her voice was soft and waxy, and in conjunction with her movements, I couldn't help but feel flushed, and my heartbeat gradually accelerated.

I secretly exhaled, what a fascinating fairy!

"It's nothing, you just accidentally touched my abdominal muscles."

I originally wanted to tease her, but Lin Feifei's eyes suddenly lit up.

"Really or not? That's great, let me see."

"..."

"Okay! I lost."

"Tch! You still want to tease me!"

Lin Feifei glanced at me with a charming look, turned around and left.

When I was busy in the kitchen, Lin Feifei was not idle either. She kept helping me, going in and out of the kitchen. Although she was not helping most of the time, I felt very enjoying it.

After drifting in the North for so many years, I have always longed for a harbor to anchor me. Kuang Li once gave me this dream, but she shattered it with her own hands. Sometimes I try my best, but even being an ordinary person is a far cry from it.

An unattainable dream.

I just finished all this, Lin Feifei suddenly handed me the phone, "Your phone rang."

When I took it and took a look, my brows suddenly wrinkled, and my good mood suddenly disappeared.

The call was from my dad. Every time he called, there was always something bad going on. I didn’t want to spoil the fun in front of Lin Feifei, so I didn’t answer the call.

I didn't answer, but the phone rang again stubbornly, so I hung up, and then sent him a message, saying I would get back to him later, and then I stopped "harassing" me.

I was absent-minded throughout the meal. Lin Feifei saw that I was worried, but seeing that I didn't want to say anything, she didn't ask. I finished the meal in silence and left. As soon as I walked out of her neighborhood, I called my dad back.

.

As soon as the call was connected, my father's grumpy voice rang, "Why did it take you so long to reply?"

As I walked towards the subway station, I replied to him, "I won't say anything anymore, I was busy just now."

He had been holding back his anger for a long time and finally let it out. He roared at me on the phone: "You are so busy, so busy, you are the busiest. I haven't seen you take any money from home all year round! Now you have even lost your wife."

Already."

There was a lump in my throat and I couldn't help but laugh bitterly. In my impression, the most common impression I have of my dad is that he belittles me.

Although I have long been used to it, there is still an unspeakable bitterness brewing in my heart.

I took a deep breath and asked, "What's the matter with you?"

"What else can I do? I'll let you go on a blind date!"

I was startled, "Blind date?"

My dad said in a rough voice: "What can we do if we don't go on a blind date? You are thirty, how can you find a wife if you don't go on a blind date?"

"I am just thirty. In big cities, there are many people who are not married or have a partner at the age of thirty."

My dad was like a ignited gunpowder magazine that exploded in an instant, "Do you really think of yourself as a city dweller? Do you think you have grown up as a person after hanging out for so many years?"

"..."

My heart seemed to be blocked by something, so I lit a cigarette and listened to him scolding me while smoking.

"I'll send you the girl on WeChat later. You can join her and chat first. I heard from the matchmaker that this girl is pretty good. To be honest, there aren't many of her."

I sneered a few times and couldn't help but say: "Can you trust what the matchmaker says? He must be old and doesn't tell the truth, right?"

I choked, and my dad said angrily: "It would be great if someone could introduce me to you. You are already thirty and you don't have a partner yet! There are people like you in the village who are as old as you, and all the children in the village will be fooled. My gang in the village

My old friends are now grandfathers."

I rubbed my brows, and a sense of powerlessness overflowed in my heart. It seemed that in their eyes, since I graduated from college, I was like a factory-made product. I had to find a job, fall in love, buy a house, a car, get married and have children.

I want to compare myself with others, as if the meaning of my existence is only to reproduce.

I took a few puffs of cigarette. The smoke became heavier and heavier, but my heart became more and more bitter. The scarlet cigarette butt flashed and went out, just like the fragile heart under the strong appearance.

After a while, my dad continued to say to me who was silent: "Oh, by the way, although that girl has been divorced and given birth to a baby, don't worry, she left the baby with her husband, and we will never see him again, which will not affect your future.

Live your life."

"Fuck!"

I was furious: "I'm not married yet!"

My dad didn’t agree and interrupted me impatiently, “At your age and with this condition, this is the only way we can do it here. Don’t you have to get the divorce certificate too! With your condition, you may not be worthy of this girl.

.Stop picking. It’s hard to find someone now that you’re old.”

He paused and continued, minding his own business: "She is five years older than you. She is an older mother. She will definitely take care of you. Although her child is eight years old, she has left it to the man. You don't have to worry about anything.

.”

There was an uncontrollable anger in my chest. The second marriage was not the key, the key was my dad's attitude. From the beginning to the end, he never considered my feelings.

I took a deep breath to hold back from having an attack, and gritted my teeth and replied coldly: "You can tell the matchmaker that there's no need. I just broke up with Kuang Li, and I'm not in the mood yet."

My dad got angry and yelled: "You still think about this bad woman? Don't you know why she left you?"
Chapter completed!