Chapter 1224 Mid-Autumn Festival (12)
Yaxin said, kissed Xiaoyu's forehead, and hugged him.
Xiaoyu opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to say it, how to explain to his mother that he didn't mean it, and he couldn't quite understand what his mother said. So in the end, he could only watch Yaxin turn off the light in his room, and then take the
He came to the door and left. The small bedside lamp shed a warm light, illuminating Xiaoyu and the model in his arms. Xiaoyu looked at the toy and called out in a low voice: Dad.
He had smashed the same robot toy in his arms before, and even the one was bigger and more exquisite than this one. But it was broken by his own hands, and the person who gave this toy had been very good to him.
Well, he drove her away ruthlessly. I wonder if his heart was the same as the toy that was ruthlessly thrown to the ground when he left...
Xiaoyu opened his eyes wide, recalling the mess in that place. Robot, would it hurt?
Xiaoyu was still too young and didn't know what regret meant. He only knew that many times later, when he thought about the broken robot, he felt very sad and sad. He wished he had never broken it.
It, then everything might be the same as before, and they would all be happy.
It's just that maybe Wang Yaxin's stubbornness has been inherited in her character, and Xiaoyu is also unwilling to admit it. After all, that person once deeply deceived him with his mother.
Even in Xiaoyu's heart, the thing he hates the most is why he is not his father, instead of the so-called he who occupied his home and drove away his real father. I don't know what I hate.
Is he being deceived, or is it not the truth? Even an adult will probably collapse when faced with this, not to mention Xiaoyu is only such a small child, and his young mind cannot bear this at all. So he does not
I'm willing to face it, but I don't want to see the dad I once was again.
Until in Australia, in a small market, I accidentally discovered this very crudely made robot. Xiaoyu recognized it at a glance. This robot was almost exactly the same as the one he broke to pieces, because once, his father took him
I was watching a movie and there was a robot like this in it, and I really liked it.
The scene from that moment replayed in his mind, the broken robot, and his father's stunned look at that moment. Xiaoyu suddenly understood that he seemed to have done something wrong.
So he fell into self-isolation again because he didn't know what to do. The only thing he could do was to buy the toy and hold it tightly in his arms, because he was afraid that it would happen again.
Once it was broken.
This night, not only Xiaoyu, but also many people had trouble falling asleep. Yaxin was also tossing and turning, returning to his hometown. In this room, the last time he came back, he was with him... It seemed that he could still feel his breath and temperature.
.Yaxin closed her eyes, leaving tears in the darkness.
And there was also Li Xiaoxiao who was equally heartbroken and unable to sleep.
When Li Xiaoxiao found out that Fang Zhiqiang had gone to Northern Jiangsu and that Yaxin had come back, she felt like a thunderbolt struck her. She didn't know how to bear such a blow. She cried so hard that she drove the car without knowing where she was going.
The world is so big, but there is no place or corner where she can hide her sadness. The pain is too familiar. When she loses the one she loves, her heart will be broken. Li Xiaoxiao feels that she
Her heart has long been turned into a pile of powder. It even hurts more than every time before. She had never gotten Qiangzi before, and Qiangzi had always denied his feelings for her, but now, he has clearly admitted it.
I have said so many words and promised to go on forever, but in the blink of an eye, those gentlest words turned into the sharpest knife, cutting into that fragile heart until the flesh and blood were blurred...
Li Xiaoxiao drove the car and wandered aimlessly. When he stopped, he found that he had arrived at the Huangpu River.
Why did he subconsciously drive here? Even Li Xiaoxiao herself didn’t know. After thinking about it for a while, she remembered that the night before Yaxin got divorced and decided to go to Australia, she had also come here sadly.
That time, I came over by myself, comforted him for a long time, and then took him away to play video games to let off steam. It turns out that when I was sad, there were still people to comfort me, which meant that I was not desperate or lonely. So what about me at this moment? No one can tell me, and I feel helpless.
One can be comforted, but is it downright desolate?
Qiangzi, it turns out that you have always been luckier than me. When you are sad, there is still me, but when I am sad, I have nothing. Li Xiaoxiao covered her face, but could not cover the tears between her fingers, and murmured
Talking to myself, without you, you would not come to comfort me. In fact, I may not have gotten you at all. Everything is just my wishful thinking.
I am willing to force it, so I am destined to get nothing but sadness. But Qiangzi, you are happier than me. The love I give you, even if you don’t want it anymore, is still love, but what you give me, you give me
Li Xiaoxiao cried loudly: If you are luckier than me, you must be happier than me, otherwise, what is the point of being so sad?
Li Xiaoxiao opened the door and got out of the car. She just cried for a long time. She didn't drink, but she stumbled towards the river embankment as if she was drunk. She wanted the cold wind to wake her up, and maybe she would be completely hurt all at once.
Completely, it will become numb and the pain will no longer occur.
Even though it was very late, the riverside was still lively. Freighters passed by one after another on the river, and neon lights in the distance fell on the river. The evening breeze just blew away the heat of the day, so many people took advantage of this opportunity.
I went out for a walk and enjoyed the river view. There were even more people than during the day. Many tourists were taking photos, and people were pointing and asking: Where is the Lover's Wall? It is said that if you kiss and hug under the Lover's Wall, your love will last forever. Immediately afterwards
Some people walked over laughing and joking, looking for the Lover's Wall.
Love, eternity, Li Xiaoxiao chewed these two words over and over. Is there really love? With love, can it be eternal? She smiled sarcastically, as if she was laughing at herself.
Shanghai will always be like this. There will always be many people who come here to appreciate its prosperity, to embellish it, and to chase after what they want desperately, but many people will never be able to catch it in their lifetime.
Others caught it, but found that it was not what they wanted at all...
...It turns out that the neon reflections on the river, like flowing gold, ripple and break with the water waves. They are all broken dreams that many people pursue their whole lives. Now, there is another one of her, Li Xiaoxiao, added here, but so what, this
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