Chapter 1639 Li Xiaoxiao's Entrustment
"Xiaoxiao, as long as we look forward together, there will be no obstacles that we can't overcome! And with Qiangzi accompanying you, I also believe that you will be able to overcome the obstacles of your own!"
When Liu Yan heard that Li Xiaoxiao seemed to be wavering, she excitedly patted her on the shoulder and said affirmatively.
After Li Xiaoxiao heard this, she fell silent again. However, after a long time, she shook her head blankly, and then said to herself: "No... I can't get through it... I can't get through it..."
"Xiaoxiao, why are you always so pessimistic? Look at how many unfortunate people there are in this world? If they are all as pessimistic as you, how can there be any miracles? You have to believe in yourself and hadrons, you
It's just leukemia, and it's not impossible to cure it. And you clearly love Hadron so much in your heart. Even if it really can't be cured, don't you want the man you love to be with you in the last days of your life?
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"And if you make such a choice, isn't it a kind of pain and harm to Hadron? Do you know how Hadron spent his days without you?"
Liu Yan had too much to say, but when she saw Li Xiaoxiao crying more and more, she finally shut up and did not continue.
"Sister Liu Yan, you don't understand, you don't understand my feelings at all..."
Li Xiaoxiao once again cried until the sky was dark and the earth was dark. She had hated God for how unfair she was, and she had also cursed how cruel life was.
However, in the end, she finally thought about it. Being able to have Qiangzi accompany her during that happy time was happy enough for her, and it was enough for her to cherish those beautiful memories for a lifetime.
"You don't understand the feeling of not knowing which day you will die, and you don't understand how your heart will collapse when the one you love sees you so miserable and weak. You don't understand what you once could bring to your life.
He is happy. Looking at his smile every day makes me feel extremely happy. However, now I can only bring him endless sorrow and sorrow.
That painful feeling! You don’t understand... You don’t understand that a person who is about to die just wants to keep the best part of himself in the impression of the person he loves most, so that every time he thinks of himself, he always thinks of himself.
The most beautiful and outstanding look, so I can't let him see me in embarrassment, let alone my dead look..."
Li Xiaoxiao finally spoke out all her feelings. Her words seemed like a dam suddenly opened, like a flood, all pouring out of her heart. Perhaps, she could only say these words to Liu Yan alone.
After hearing these words, Liu Yan was dumbfounded. She really didn't understand because she had never had an experience like Li Xiaoxiao.
Every outsider seems to have his own unique perspective on everything. However, when the matter really falls on him, he is often at a loss.
Others are like this, and so is Liu Yan.
When Li Xiaoxiao said these most true and incredible thoughts, Liu Yan only had one thought in her heart: It turned out that she didn't understand anything at all, and she was still trying to persuade others to make the right choice!
What is the right choice? Now Liu Yan seems to have her own answer in her heart.
"I'm sorry... Xiaoxiao... I didn't consider your feelings..."
Liu Yan no longer knew what to say.
"Sister Liu Yan, I don't blame you. It's precisely because I love Qiangzi that I can only make this choice. I love Qiangzi so much that every time I take medicine, I regard that time as the best time in my life."
At the last second, I put my head in the air and thought about Qiangzi’s face with all my heart, and thought about the love words Qiangzi once said to me. Do you know? When I think about these, I just
I don’t feel the bitterness of the medicine at all, and I even laugh unconsciously.”
"I don't want to give up this last bit of happiness. It's good just like this. When the day I die, I will die with a smile on my face..."
"Xiaoxiao, don't talk nonsense! Don't worry, we will find the best hospital for you when you go back. Using the most advanced equipment in the world, we will definitely be able to cure your disease!"
Liu Yan interrupted Li Xiaoxiao. She really couldn't bear to listen any more.
This seemingly weak girl thinks about things in her head every day that many people cannot understand.
Yes, because not everyone is a patient, and not everyone is like Li Xiaoxiao, who cherishes every minute and second he has left.
"Sister Liu Yan, you must promise me that you will never let Qiangzi know anything about our conversation today. Just treat it like I am begging you!"
Li Xiaoxiao suddenly looked at Liu Yan anxiously and said with a hint of pleading in her tone.
Although Liu Yan didn't want to agree to her, seeing her anxious look and listening to her begging tone, Liu Yan couldn't help but nodded.
"Sister Liu Yan, we are all women, you should be able to understand me. The way I am now, I even hate myself. If I stay with Qiangzi, even if he doesn't dislike me, I will be very painful, so I have to leave
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A faint smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao's face, and it seemed as if she was mocking herself when she said this.
After Liu Yan heard this, she immediately retorted: "Xiaoxiao, what you said is wrong. Qiangzi has never been the kind of person to judge people by their appearance. What's more, you are quite beautiful now! Although your skin looks a bit white.
It’s not normal. Although your belly is gradually getting bigger, you are still the beautiful Xiaoxiao. Who would dislike you? What’s more, Qiangzi loves you so much, how can you think so?"
"Sister Liu Yan, I know what you mean, but I have made up my mind. Please stop trying to persuade me. If one day, I can really be completely cured, I will go back to find you. But in the meantime, you should
There is no such person as me, Li Xiaoxiao, in the world. Please tell Qiangzi that Lin Shan actually loves him. If Sister Yaxin is not married yet, he can also consider Sister Yaxin and find a woman to continue to take care of him.
, only in this way can I feel at ease."
Li Xiaoxiao shook his head lightly and said what he said, but he didn't even notice Liu Yan's tears welling up.
Liu Yan couldn't believe what was going on in this little girl's heart. How strong was her love for Qiangzi? To reach such a point?
"Sister Liu Yan?"
Li Xiaoxiao turned around and saw Liu Yan's face full of tears, and suddenly shouted in surprise.
Liu Yan is a woman who doesn’t cry often. Li Xiaoxiao also knows this. On Qiangzi’s birthday, she once told such a touching story that Liu Yan didn’t shed tears, which shows that she is not a sentimental person by nature.
people.
But now, seeing Liu Yan suddenly crying so profusely, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly panicked.
"Xiaoxiao, in my heart, no one is more suitable for Qiangzi than you... He who suffered a thousand cuts, what kind of blessings did he accumulate in his previous life to marry such a good wife like you..."
Liu Yan sobbed and said while wiping her tears.
At this moment, Liu Yan looked a little cute, so cute that Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile, and then she said seriously again: "Sister Liu Yan, you must persuade Qiangzi, he can't go down alone like this, the company still has
There are so many things going on, and if no one takes care of his diet and daily life, his body will definitely be unable to bear it in two years!"
Liu Yan looked at Li Xiaoxiao's serious look and had to nod.
Chapter completed!