Why did you come to Shanghai?

What options do people in the deep mountains have if they want to come out to work? Aren’t the only places they can go to are Guangdong and Shanghai? At that time, I followed an elder sister from our village to come out. This elder sister stayed out for three years and was very rich when she returned.

, drove back to the village in a car. The people in the village were shocked. They all regarded her as the God of Wealth and begged her to take their children out to work.

Since our family is somewhat related to her, my mother begged her and she agreed to take me out. In addition, she also brought several other girls in the village, all of whom were about the same age as me. I remember that I was just

After finishing junior high school, I was just sixteen years old. She brought us to Shanghai, so I came to Shanghai. Huang Wanting said.

Then why didn't you follow your eldest sister? Isn't she quite rich?

Hearing this, Huang Wanting smiled and said: She brought a few of us to Shanghai. What do we kids from the mountains know? It was the first time we saw a big city like Shanghai, and we couldn't even distinguish the southeast from the northwest.

After she came here, she bought us clothes and taught us how to do makeup. At that time, I thought she was really good to us. Then, she took us to nightclubs and hotels. I don’t need to tell you what she did, right? Huang Wanting laughed

Asking.

Ah? Is that... what he did? Fang Zhiqiang looked at Huang Wanting with his eyes wide open in surprise.

Why are you looking at me like this? If I really did that, would I be reduced to the point where I have to sell music and live in the basement? After I found out that I was doing that, I decided not to do it, even to the death, she

She tried to persuade me many times but I refused, and she didn’t force me, so she just let me take care of myself. But I was a little girl who was unfamiliar with this place. I remember that I lived on a chair in the park for two days.

Days and two nights.

After all, we were from the same village, so she couldn't bear it. She came to me and asked me whether I would rather follow her and live in the street and starve to death. I chose to starve to death. She finally helped me find a job.

I got a job as a cleaning lady in a hotel because she only had some connections with the people in the hotel. From then on, I began to live in the city of Shanghai.

I worked as a cleaning lady in a hotel, then as a hotel waiter, and finally as a hotel front desk. After I had a quarrel with my boss, I was kicked out, and I went to work in many other jobs. During this period, I studied vocal music at a training school.

Because I like singing. Two years ago, my last job was fired by my boss, and there were some other changes at home, so I finally chose to go to places like nightclubs. Huang Wanting said.

What about...the girls who came with you?

That eldest sister died last year.

Dead? Fang Zhiqiang was shocked.

She was suffering from AIDS, and she also took drugs, so she died very early. I went to see her before she died last year. It was very miserable. When she saw me before she died, she cried like something. She said that if she could have followed me back then,

Nor would they be where they are today. As far as I know, among the other girls, there are some who are doing well and some who are not doing well. The one who is doing well is now the mistress of a big boss. I don’t know who she is.

Damn it, she is very rich anyway, she has a house with her name on it in Shanghai, and she drives a BMW.

The ones who are not doing well are still taking orders in hotels, but they are far richer than me. I am the one who is doing the worst and still live in the basement. When I went home for the Chinese New Year two years ago, my mother even scolded me.

It’s no use. The girls who came out with me send a lot of money back home every year, and each of them has built a big house. But I just send a small amount of money back home every year, and even my house is gone.

I can't afford it, let alone find a wife for my brother.

Huang Wanting said, when Fang Zhiqiang finally saw tears in the eyes of this free and easy girl.

How could your mother say that to you? Did she ask you to do that too? Fang Zhiqiang was a little angry.

What does she know about a rural woman whose furthest place she has ever been is a county town? Not only her, but no one in the village knows what we do here. Everyone only knows that we go out to work. As far as I know

, except for me, all the other girls who came out were doing that. They didn’t tell their families what they were doing when they went home. They just said they were at work, so the people in the village didn’t know about it at all.

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I only know that they are all rich, but I have no money, and they all look down on my mother. I can’t say these things when I go back. People have their own choices, and everyone has no choice but to enter this industry, so, I

My mother complained about me. I think there is nothing wrong with it. I just hope to work hard to earn more money to go home and help the family. Huang Wanting smiled when she said this.

I admire you very much. Fang Zhiqiang said to Huang Wanting seriously.

What do you admire about me? What is there to admire? Everyone likes different things, so the path they choose is different. I like music, so I chose music. I hope I can do things related to music. I don’t hope

They sell their bodies and souls. And they like money, so they choose money. They would rather sell their bodies and souls for money.

I don’t think they are wrong. In fact, the girls we came out of were all like me at the beginning. Everyone knew that this was not good and they were not willing to do it. But how can we survive if we don’t do it? We can only choose

Like me, they lived on the streets and chose to starve to death. They compromised in the face of death, and once you embark on this road, there is no turning back. I am the one who will not admit defeat even if I die. So, I survived.

Huang Wanting said lightly.

In the early years, we still had contact information with each other. After all, we came from the same village. But in the past few years, I have completely lost contact with them. Their contact information often changes, and their names change frequently. Moreover,

Because we have chosen different paths and lived different lives, we all have nothing to talk about and can't talk together.

In addition, they don’t like to let me know too much about them, mainly because they are afraid that I will tell nonsense when I go back, so now I have no contact with them at all, and I have no idea how they are doing now. That’s fine.
Chapter completed!