Seeing Fang Zhiqiang staring at her motionless, Wang Yaxin could naturally see that her answer was clearly unable to cope with him. After pondering for a long time, Wang Yaxin had no choice but to say again: "Isn't this kind of thing dependent on fate?

No matter how anxious I am, I can't just go to the street and marry someone, right?"

"I don't mean to rush you, I just want you to know that you do need a family now. Continuing like this is not an option. Don't people often say that a new love is the last way to forget an old love?" Fang Zhiqiang said in a tone of voice.

Said extremely seriously.

"Do you think I haven't forgotten you yet?" Wang Yaxin suddenly looked at Fang Zhiqiang in surprise, said this in a surprised tone, and watched every expression and movement of Fang Zhiqiang.

"But have you forgotten, this is no longer important. Only when we are both well, can we both feel at ease with each other, right?" Fang Zhiqiang continued to speak seriously.

Wang Yaxin couldn't help but be stunned. She knew what Fang Zhiqiang meant. When he saw her in this state, he felt uneasy, as if everything about his current living situation was caused by him.

He also felt guilty and uneasy.

"Don't worry, I chose the path myself. I am able to bear the consequences. As long as you can live happily." Wang Yaxin sighed with a smile.

"Why are you so stubborn? Even if you don't think about me, you should at least think about Xiaoyu and Xinsheng? Do you really plan to bring them together for the rest of your life?" Fang Zhiqiang pondered for a moment, and then said helplessly.

"It's good. Now Xiaoyu has said that he thinks it's good. At least it's better than seeing me sad every day. As for Xin Sheng, as long as I can always be by her side, when she grows up,

Once we have a family, I don't have to worry anymore." Wang Yaxin said disapprovingly.

"That's not what I'm talking about." Fang Zhiqiang continued without hesitation, "If you don't have a family, you will get older and your health will get worse. Do you really plan to let your two children bear everything? Don't they have it?

Is there pressure? There won’t be any complaints?”

These words made Wang Yaxin stunned again. She has always been so rational. She had thought about this late at night, but at that time, she had no idea how far away she was from old age. When she got there,

The two children have already married and started a career. It will be a big deal for me to find a nursing home when the time comes, so I don’t put any pressure on my children.

But now, Wang Yaxin knows about her sequelae and realizes that old age is approaching her quietly. Maybe ten years from now, she may need someone to take care of her daily life.

But the future is still so long, can we continue to live in this state? When Wang Yaxin thought of this, the corner of her mouth could not help but tremble slightly.

"I know your temper. At worst, you can find a nursing home to live in and don't bother the children. Not to mention whether you are used to living there yourself. Even if you are used to it, will the children feel guilty about it? They can really

Are you leaving her in a nursing home and ignoring me?" Fang Zhiqiang continued.

"It happened a long time ago. It's useless to think about it now. Just live the present moment." Wang Yaxin's emotions seemed to be a little out of control. She said this expressionlessly, as if she didn't want her inner emotions to be affected.

Fang Zhiqiang saw it.

"Actually, you know very well that this is not the way to go. If you want to be a person without desires, you will implicate many people." Fang Zhiqiang continued to stare at Wang Yaxin and said word by word.

"I don't care what you think now. The two children have a long way to go. Do you really think you can take good care of them by yourself? After all, you didn't grow up there.

You are not familiar with many situations over there. When the time comes, the children will need their parents to intervene.

When you decide something, what should you do if you can't do it by yourself?" Fang Zhiqiang spoke faster and faster. Wang Yaxin kept going on alone like this. He wanted to speak many times, but every time he tried to persuade him,

None of them had any effect, and Wang Yaxin seemed completely unable to listen.

This time, before speaking, Fang Zhiqiang also thought for a long time. What words could make Wang Yaxin clearly realize that it was impossible for her to continue in her current state?

After listening to Fang Zhiqiang's words, Wang Yaxin's emotions finally gradually collapsed. She then raised her head again, looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and said with a confused look: "Then tell me what to do? Should I insist on doing what I think I should do?

?Should I take back everything that once belonged to me? Xinsheng is your biological daughter. If I want to give her the best childhood, should I win you back?"

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned.

Seeing Wang Yaxin's rapid breathing, Fang Zhiqiang didn't know how to answer.

"All of you think that I have been single all this time out of anger and have not gotten out of the shadow of my past. But have you ever thought about what I am thinking? Why don't I want to give my children a happy childhood? I

Why don't you want to give them a warm family? But Qiangzi, not all men in this world are good men, and not all men can give us a warm family."

"If I find another person, neither Xin Sheng nor Xiao Yu is his biological father. No matter how good he is to the children, he is not his biological father after all. Haven't you ever worried that the children will be estranged from her? By then,

The original good intentions will make things worse. Originally, the children could grow up happily and without worries. The stepfather may make them feel that the family is more complete, or it may make them feel that the family has been broken up!"

"I once asked Xiaoyu. Now Xiaoyu is very sensible. He said that it is fine to follow my own wishes and that he will not interfere with my decision. No matter who the man is, he will not say anything more and will also

I tried my best to get along well with him, but when I heard this, how did I feel?"

As Wang Yaxin spoke, her eyes began to get slightly moist. Although she was so excited, she still restrained her speaking voice and did not disturb the people around her.

"Fang Zhiqiang, do you understand women? Women are not only used to give birth to children, they also become mothers and watch their children grow up day by day. I gave birth to Xin Sheng, you can ignore it

, you think that as long as I can raise her up, it will be fine, but have you ever thought about how nervous I am at night when my child has a cold and fever?

Are you anxious? Have you ever thought about how devastated I felt when I saw other people’s children having a happy family of origin, while Xinsheng only had me as her mother? Have you ever thought about how helpless I felt when I saw my own child?

How desperate is it to feel like you can’t go to school and can only watch other people’s children receive education one by one?”

"Stop talking." Fang Zhiqiang stretched out his hand to signal Wang Yaxin to stop.

However, Wang Yaxin's emotions have begun to overflow, and it is obviously not that easy to stop again.

"You said it so easily. You asked me to quickly find another one. Let's talk about the Jiang Bing before. I have been with him for so long, can't I see that he is good to me? But every time he comes to my house, Xiao

Yu always avoids him subconsciously, and even if we meet him, we can't say a few words. Do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I see the child's fake smile?"

"Now you are saying that I have considered my children? My children have always been by my side and are inseparable from me. I know every emotion they have. If it weren't for them to grow up healthily, why would I have been single all this time?

Jiang Bing and I have been in a fake marriage for so long, and Xiaoyu and he have never had a dispute.

But do you think this is good? After all, Xiaoyu is still a teenager. He can't fake many emotions. Every time he faces Jiang Bing, I can clearly see his restraint and disguise.

, do you think that even if Jiang Bing and I really get married, we will be able to live a better life in the future? Will Xiaoyu be happy? "

After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, looking at Fang Zhiqiang's silence, he laughed at himself again, and then said: "I have said, maybe I am destined to be a lonely woman all my life, but at least, I still have two children with me.

, I should always be content.”

"Yaxin...I know it's difficult for you..."

"You don't know! You don't know anything!" Wang Yaxin suddenly interrupted Fang Zhiqiang. This time, her voice finally became a little higher due to excitement, and everyone around her also cast doubtful glances.

Noticing the gazes of the people around her, Wang Yaxin lowered her voice again and continued: "When I left before, I thought that as long as I could watch you become happier and happier, that would be enough. You did not disappoint me.

Although you and Xiaoxiao may occasionally have minor conflicts, your life is happy enough in my eyes. But when you are happy, how could you think of the sadness and grievances a woman like me would feel in your heart?"

"It's not your fault. You don't have the time or energy to think about it. You haven't seen with your own eyes what I've been through, so you can't possibly know."

After the words fell, the two people fell silent again. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang didn't know what he should say. He knew this truth: when something happens to others, he always has endless words to persuade, because, that is not

own business.

"Perhaps, in your heart, a mature and rational woman like me will never have an emotional breakdown, right? There will never be a time when I feel like crying, and there will never be a time when I feel hopeless and helpless."

Wang Yaxin looked at the silent Fang Zhiqiang. After pondering for a moment, he asked again.

When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he couldn't help but raise his head and glance at Wang Yaxin. Wang Yaxin looked tired at this moment. Fang Zhiqiang opened his mouth, but still did not make a sound.

"Sorry, I didn't control my emotions well."

Suddenly, Wang Yaxin quickly dealt with her emotions, wiped her wet eyes with a tissue, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang again, and said with a smile.

Seeing Wang Yaxin's mood change so quickly, Fang Zhiqiang was stunned again. How many unknown secrets and bitterness does she, a woman who is good at hiding her emotions, hide in her heart?

"This is the path I chose. No matter how hard it is, I should bear it alone. I shouldn't complain to you. Don't take it to heart. After a while, I will be fine on my own."

Wang Yaxin's mood had returned to normal at this moment, she always looked at Fang Zhiqiang with a smile, and said these words unhurriedly.

However, Fang Zhiqiang could not calm down at this time.

Everything Wang Yaxin said is right. Fang Zhiqiang has never had the time or energy to think about how difficult Wang Yaxin's life is now. Wang Yaxin just mentioned those few examples, and Fang Zhiqiang already found it incredible, not to mention, there are

There are countless examples that Fang Zhiqiang is unaware of.
Chapter completed!