Chapter 2428 find yourself
Finally, the door opened, but Li Xiaoxiao's expression surprised Bi Luochun. There was a smile on her face, but the smile seemed expressionless. Bi Luochun could naturally see that now
Li Xiaoxiao has completely closed herself off. It seems that nothing can arouse her interest at all.
It would cause any fluctuations in her mood, but Bi Luochun would not give up so easily. Since Li Xiaoxiao opened the door, it meant that he still had a chance. Since Fang Zhiqiang was so anxious to let himself handle this matter, naturally
It shows the seriousness of this matter. Even if you can't solve it in the end, you must try your best.
"What's wrong with you?" After Li Xiaoxiao opened the door, she was about to turn around and walk into the bedroom again, but when she noticed that Bi Luochun was walking with a slight limp, she immediately turned around and looked at her seriously.
Bi Luochun asked.
Her seemingly considerate greetings, but in Bi Luochun's view, she doesn't care about them at all now. Otherwise, how could she have stayed at home for so long without taking a look at Fang Zhiqiang? She knew Li Xiaoxiao
After the thoughts in my heart
, Bi Luochun immediately said: "Qiangzi's injuries are several times more serious than mine. Now, let alone walking on the ground, he can maintain a clear consciousness and communicate with others in the hospital bed. It is already very good."
It’s not an easy thing.”
After Bi Luochun finished speaking, the original look of worry on Li Xiaoxiao's face immediately dissipated, and was replaced by an expressionless smile again. She said casually: "If you are sick, treat yourself in the hospital."
Well, you run here and there
What are you going for?" After saying that, she continued to walk towards Xiao Aili's walker, carefully holding Xiao Aili's walker, a smile appeared on her face again, and she muttered: "Baby,
When will you grow up?"
"Li Xiaoxiao, do you really plan to continue like this? You know very well in your heart that no one is sorry for you, why do you have to make things difficult for yourself?" Bi Luochun looked at Li Xiaoxiao like this, and finally couldn't help it. Maybe
Li Xiaoxiao doesn’t know what the truth is, but Fang Zhiqiang has already told
Bi Luochun has said everything. Bi Luochun now knows very well that Fang Zhiqiang has never done anything to regret Li Xiaoxiao. At least, when he said this, Bi Luochun felt confident in his heart.
Yes, he wanted to use this to make Li Xiaoxiao curious about what he was going to say next.
But Bi Luochun was disappointed again. After hearing Bi Luochun's words, Li Xiaoxiao had no emotional feedback at all. He didn't even look at Bi Luochun. He continued to stare at Xiao Ai Li intently and said casually: "Others
I can't control it, as long as my precious son can be worthy of me in the future, I'll be satisfied, right?"
"Xiaoxiao, you really don't understand anything. It was actually Yaxin who was raped by someone else that night..."
"Lao Bi, if you are here just to explain this matter, then you can leave." Finally, Li Xiaoxiao took back the smile on her face, but still did not look at Bi Luochun, but her tone sounded like she had already
She was quite serious, and after she finished speaking, that familiar smile appeared on her face again, as if everything around her had nothing to do with her.
"Why? Why don't you even give me a chance to explain? I don't understand. You obviously love him so much, why do you torture him so much? Can't you live a good life together?" Bi Luochun
He really doesn’t understand. Even if he doesn’t fully understand the relationship between Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang, at least he understands it better than others.
A little more, the two people obviously pretend to be each other in their hearts, but why, they just can't go together. Every time they encounter something, the two people never want to go together. Sometimes, as a bystander, Bi Luochun
They all looked anxious, but as the authorities, they still pretended as if nothing had happened. This was what Bi Luochun couldn't stand.
Perhaps it is precisely because of this that Bi Luochun chose Liu Yan in the end. It may also be because of Liu Yan's character that made Bi Luochun feel happy. Perhaps there are many reasons and reasons for quarrels in life.
Time, but for Bi Luochun, that is better than keeping everything in his heart. Li Xiaoxiao’s current state, in Bi Luochun
Her eyes were completely incomprehensible. Li Xiaoxiao refused to say a word of what was in her heart, but she refused to even give the other party a chance to explain. Bi Luochun knew that she felt uncomfortable in her heart, but did Li Xiaoxiao think about it?
However, how much psychological pressure will her silence and cold violence put on the other person? How much mental breakdown will it cause?
"Lao Bi, I haven't asked too much about the matter between you and Sister Liu Yan, because I know that it is difficult for upright officials to deal with household affairs. This has been the same since ancient times. If you think that everything has right and wrong, then I can only
Let me tell you, you are wrong. Many times, what we argue is not who is right or wrong. No one can say that about something as complex as feelings.
Qing, I can't figure it out myself, so it's better not to think about it." Li Xiaoxiao sighed slightly, she gave up on Fang Zhiqiang, although Fang Zhiqiang didn't say a word, but seeing Bi Luochun so anxious, she naturally
Knowing that Bi Luochun acted like this because of her relationship with Fang Zhiqiang, she still gave Bi Luochun an explanation.
"Is there anything you can't understand? If you like someone, don't you just want to be by his side all the time? Do you still need to think about such a simple thing?" Bi Luochun frowned, saying what Li Xiaoxiao just said
After the explanation came out, he still couldn't understand what was going on.
For Bi Luochun, everything is very simple. Follow your inner thoughts. No matter what you encounter, only by doing what you really want to do in your heart can you feel happy. Bi Luochun completely understands Li Xiaoxiao's complicated thoughts.
I can’t understand it, and I’ve never felt it before.
"You don't understand, Lao Bi, thank you for coming to me, but unfortunately, I don't know how to explain it to you even I can't understand. So, please tell Fang Zhiqiang, if there is any
One day I figured it out, maybe I will come back to find him, but we can never go back to the past."
The 'past' that Li Xiaoxiao said at this time may refer to the time when they just met, or it may refer to the present. Bi Luochun was a little confused for a while. He didn't know why Li Xiaoxiao had such a complicated story.
Thoughts, let alone understanding, for Li Xiaoxiao, what does it mean to understand.
"Xiaoxiao, I think the most regrettable thing in life is not missing such a good person, but missing the person who wants to be nice to you the most." Listening to Li Xiaoxiao's words, Bi Luochun already felt a trace of it.
Powerless, facing Li Xiaoxiao like this, even if Bi Luochun had a lot to say, even if Fang Zhiqiang’s
No matter how shocking the truth of the matter was, Bi Luochun felt that she could not persuade Li Xiaoxiao at all, because what she was thinking about now was not the matter itself, but the complicated thing of feelings. Bi Luochun also knew that feelings were complicated, so she just didn't have to think deeply.
, wouldn’t it be good to just live the present moment? But Li Xiaoxiao obviously didn’t think so.
"I know." Li Xiaoxiao smiled slightly again. Li Xiaoxiao naturally understood what Bi Luochun just said, and then she continued: "But what I am struggling with now is not the question of who can treat me well, but the question of who should be nice to me.
How to be a better person.”
After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she looked straight at Bi Luochun. There seemed to be a question and a trace of doubt in her eyes. It was obvious that she wanted to make herself better and better, but she could never find it.
Method, she has been spinning in circles, never knowing how to improve herself, especially in terms of relationships. She doesn't want to let herself get stuck in it, as if she is a resentful woman in the palace, so sad.
Shangan has tried to change herself countless times, but she can't find a way. Now she has figured out that maybe it is because Fang Zhiqiang is so kind to her that she has adapted to this rhythm of life.
I have adapted to life with him. If I want to break out of it, maybe I can only figure out how to make myself better when I am alone.
Bi Luochun fell silent. He couldn't help but recall the original Li Xiaoxiao. He had just met that Li Xiaoxiao for only three or four years. Bi Luochun didn't fully know Li Xiaoxiao's experience, but he did.
Can see
When she came out, Li Xiaoxiao had completely changed. She had become so deep. The carefree girl she used to be was gone forever and never appeared again. The current Li Xiaoxiao made Bi Luo
Spring feels strange.
"Do you think I've changed? I've become something you don't recognize anymore?" Li Xiaoxiao looked at Bi Luochun's dull expression and took the initiative to say this. Looking at Bi Luochun's expression still dull, Li Xiaoxiao
Xiaoxiao smiled again and then said: "The only constant in the world is change. It's not just me who is changing, but you, and the hadrons as well, isn't it?"
Bi Luochun did not object to Li Xiaoxiao's words. Let's not talk about other things for the time being. It is just that Fang Zhiqiang's current status and money have undergone tremendous changes from before. Bi Luochun knew that what Li Xiaoxiao said
Of course, the changes are not only
These alone, but these are also very important factors that allow a person to change his character. After having these things, it is difficult for a person to remain unchanged. At least Bi Luochun asked himself, he can no longer find his original self.
That self.
At that time, I and Liu Yan could squeeze into a rental house of less than 30 square meters, which could even accommodate Fang Zhiqiang. But at that time, they seemed to be able to be happy easily. There were many things in a day
Everything can make you laugh from ear to ear.
But now, Bi Luochun couldn't imagine how he would feel if he returned to his original life, to that room of less than thirty square meters, but he knew that if he really went back, he would
You may have a sad face all day long and never smile again.
"Then... how do I reply to Qiangzi?" Bi Luochun has realized that instead of persuading Li Xiaoxiao, he was speechless by Li Xiaoxiao. Although he did not want to accept such a result, Bi Luochun could not.
Do not admit it,
In the end, he lost to Li Xiaoxiao. The purpose of asking this question was also to be able to communicate with Fang Zhiqiang when he went back. At least it showed that he had indeed worked hard, but in the end, he still could not change Li Xiaoxiao's mind.
"Tell him, it's not that he did anything wrong, but that the wrong person is me. I will try hard to find what I really want in my heart. If I can find the answer, I may come back to him. Of course, if he spends the rest of his life
If I can be happy, I won't bother you anymore." Li Xiaoxiao pondered for a moment, then looked at Bi Luochun seriously and said this.
"You... want to leave Qiangzi?" Bi Luochun was a little unbelievable. Even if there are some unresolved knots in his heart, there is no need to say it so seriously, right? What Li Xiaoxiao just said clearly sounded like he wanted to leave Fang Zhi completely.
It was just as strong, which once again surprised Bi Luochun.
However, when Li Xiaoxiao heard this, he did not answer Bi Luochun's words again. Instead, he turned his head again, looked at Little Ai Li in the walker, and continued to amuse the child.
Chapter completed!