Chapter 2452 Night Thoughts
"Well, Mr. Zhang, don't be anxious now. We will talk about this in detail after we meet. No matter what difficulties there are, as long as the R&D team can persevere, we must persevere!" Fang Zhiqiang sounded a little excited.
said.
The news that Zhang Zhenguo told him today was definitely an unexpected surprise for Fang Zhiqiang. Mingda's downfall made Fang Zhiqiang feel extremely uncomfortable. Recalling the promises he had made to Wang Xia, now he could not fulfill any of them.
If there is a chance to run Mingda again, there will be an explanation for Wang Xia.
But of course Fang Zhiqiang also knows that it is difficult to achieve this. The problems they have encountered so far are only early problems. For their entire team now, the source of funds is obviously the biggest problem. The group has already
Without it, financing is impossible. It is quite difficult to run the entire team with only a few people's savings.
After listening to Fang Zhiqiang's words, Zhang Zhenguo sighed helplessly: "Mr. Fang, to be honest, this is the biggest problem now. If this problem can be solved, the next thing will fall into place."
"Mr. Zhang, don't be so optimistic. It's just the beginning. There's still a long way to go. The troubles we encountered when we were in Mingda, I think we will still encounter the same troubles in the future. Since now
Now that we have said it, let’s put it bluntly. If we decide to stick to it today, the road ahead will definitely be more difficult than Mingda did at the beginning. Mr. Zhang, have you ever worried about this?"
Fang Zhiqiang's tone was extremely serious. He was not only asking Zhang Zhenguo, but also asking himself. Do he really have that determination?
"Mr. Fang, I have thought about this issue. In fact, for me now, more money and less money are really not that important anymore. After all, I have reached this age, and for an old person, it is not that important.
It requires too much expense. What made me determined to stick to it was not the profit I thought it would bring me, but the determination to refuse to admit defeat, especially when I saw the R&D team standing firmly behind me.
When I saw it in front of me, my heart was moved by it, and I even found the energy I had when I was young."
Zhang Zhenguo's serious answer also allowed Fang Zhiqiang to find the answer. It was not that he could not live a poor life, nor could he bear the unbearable pain and torture of ordinary people. It was just that things that once belonged to him were just watched helplessly by others.
The way he took it away without saying a word made Fang Zhiqiang unwilling to accept it. He couldn't swallow this breath.
"Okay, let's meet at Yueting Media tomorrow morning."
After chatting until about ten o'clock, we finally hung up the phone. Fang Zhiqiang, who had been unable to sleep, became more energetic now. After knowing this, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heartbeat seemed to have accelerated.
Just thinking about Mingda being able to make a comeback makes Fang Zhiqiang excited.
However, after a while, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but frown.
If Mingda Group, this once so famous name, really pops up again one day, how many people in the entire business district will be happy? How many people will be unhappy?
Nowadays, Juying once again rules the entire technology circle. After the collapse of their biggest rival, Mingda Group, they naturally have smooth sailing. No company in the entire technology circle dares to stand up and confront them, because Mingda is a living example.
Even if Mingda had grown so big in the past, it would not be able to escape such a fate in the end, let alone other small and medium-sized enterprises. Even if they had ten thousand reluctances in their hearts, they would not dare to take action.
Juying naturally knows this. Being able to defeat Mingda is an honor for them and is worthy of publicity. On the one hand, it is to highlight the strength of their group, and on the other hand, it is also a warning to those who are dissatisfied with them.
Enterprises that want to challenge them must first think about whether they have the ability.
As for Juying, if they discover that Mingda has emerged again, will they still give Mingda the slightest chance to rise?
Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang frowned. Perhaps it was time to consider how to let Mingda rise secretly without leaking any news.
But this is impossible. Since it is a R&D team, behind the large amount of funds required, the products they develop naturally need to be sold in a high-profile manner, and this is obviously something that cannot be hidden in the entire technology circle.
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If this doesn't work, is there any other way?
Fang Zhiqiang fell into deep thought for a while.
At the same time, at Li Yonggui's house, Li Xiaoxiao was lying on the bed. Xiao Ai Li beside him had fallen asleep quietly, while Li Xiaoxiao had her eyes open. Her face was expressionless. No one knew what she was thinking in her heart.
What.
"Qiangzi... maybe this is the fulfillment for you, right?" After a long time, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly muttered to himself.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao knew Fang Zhiqiang's thoughts very well, including what Fang Zhiqiang thought about Wang Yaxin. The reason why she insisted on leaving Fang Zhiqiang was, on the one hand, because their life was really unsustainable, and on the other hand, she insisted on leaving Fang Zhiqiang.
On the one hand, she does want to make Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin happy. If they can really live happily, it will be a good result for Li Xiaoxiao.
On the one hand, he can solve his own problems, and on the other hand, he can still be beautiful as an adult. Isn’t this a joy for Li Xiaoxiao?
However, now that everything has been settled, why can't I be happy?
What he gave up was not only Fang Zhiqiang as a person, but also his inner burning desire for love. Letting go might reduce a lot of pressure on himself, but at the same time, it would also give him a new perspective on love.
Now Li Xiaoxiao has not found the answer in her heart. She doesn't know what love is. The man she once loved so deeply has now parted ways with her. Apart from Xiao Ai Li, it seems that there is no more love between them.
There is no other intersection point, although I think in my heart
, as long as he can be happy, what does it matter even if he has to pay these things? But another voice in his heart keeps telling himself that if Fang Zhiqiang is really together with Wang Yaxin, then in this life, maybe he
They will never have the chance to be with the man they love most again.
What would it be like for a woman who pursues love to the extreme to live with a man she doesn't like that much?
Wang Yaxin is so mature and sensible that she has at least tried to be with a new man or even start a new family.
But what about Li Xiaoxiao? She wouldn't even have this idea. To her, it seemed that Fang Zhiqiang was the only one in her life. If she couldn't continue with Fang Zhiqiang, she would have no choice but to die alone.
In fact, she still couldn't figure out what to do next. Everything she had planned before seemed to be getting more and more difficult to implement. She suddenly discovered that the moment she decided to give up, it was
It was very easy, but after giving up, everything I had to face was so difficult.
Thinking of this, Li Xiaoxiao pursed her lips slightly and comforted herself: "Maybe, this can be regarded as the spring part of my growth!"
Yes, making such a decision is naturally a kind of growth for Li Xiaoxiao, which allows her to see more clearly what everything in the past means to her, and what she will face next.
Everything, and what does it mean?
Turning his head, Li Xiaoxiao looked at Little Ai Li beside him. He was sleeping very quietly. Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile. It would be great if she could be like him, thinking about nothing but being happy.
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It's a pity that I have long passed the carefree age. No one can replace the difficulties and unhappiness in life except myself. Even if my parents love me no matter how much they love me, others will take their place no matter what.
No, it’s precisely because of this that Li Xiaoxiao is unwilling to share so much with his parents.
Her own worries, because she knew that even if she spoke out, her parents would have no way to solve them. The only thing they would bring to them would be troubles. Seeing that they were already over sixty years old, they would not have much left in their old age.
, Li Xiaoxiao wants them to live happily, instead of still worrying about their own things.
Over the years, although his parents did not take enough care of him when he was a child, his parents played a vital role in every aspect of his growth. Even if they were sometimes wrong, Li Xiaoxiao could still be able to grow up in his heart.
I clearly feel that it all comes from their deep love for me.
I turned my head and looked at the night outside the window. It was not as quiet as I imagined. The city seemed to be in noisy all the time. Even though it was late at night, it still couldn't change this. I heard the cars passing by.
Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
In this world, countless people strive for their ideals and future every day, but in the end, how much can they get? Like my parents, when they were young, they even spared no expense to their health.
They have indeed succeeded in their careers, but are what they got really what they wanted? Are they really happy now?
Li Xiaoxiao couldn't figure out whether one should live for happiness or to gain recognition and respect from others.
If a person like his father can have a successful career and cannot be recognized and respected by others, even at his current age, he still will not feel that his life is very good. Li Xiaoxiao can completely imagine this.
get.
For some people, the source of their happiness comes from others' recognition and respect for themselves.
But Li Xiaoxiao knows that she is not such a person. Only money can bring her happiness, and she has never been a person who pursues fame and fortune.
Even if there is only a simple room and three simple meals a day, there are many ways to be happy. In the past, Li Xiaoxiao felt that as long as she could stay by Fang Zhiqiang's side, she would be very happy.
However, everything that happened later made her realize that her thoughts were wrong. After such a long time, Li Xiaoxiao discovered that everyone's requirements and desires for happiness are constantly changing.
, how can I find my own happiness now? Li Xiaoxiao has no answer in her heart.
Perhaps, the simple girl she once was has long since ceased to exist. Now she is just a woman washed away by reality. Those thoughts she once took for granted can no longer work anymore. Unknowingly,
, and he has actually become the kind of person he once hated the most?
Li Xiaoxiao does not want to be reduced to that kind of woman. To her, she is like a walking zombie, living her life according to the route prescribed by others, almost starting and ending her life under the control of others.
No matter how poor she was, she firmly chose not to worship money.
No matter how depressed she is, she sticks to her inner moral bottom line.
Chapter completed!