We are all new people, how do we deal with problems when we face them? Especially emotional problems, complex things like the human heart, are difficult to understand in a lifetime. Maybe it is normal for me to be so entangled now, right?

Yaxin, Yaxin, have you ever thought that you spent half your life to get such an ending? In fact, it was only caused by your own obsession.

Wang Yaxin will not understand this, because the authorities are confused.

She looked up at the gray sky for a long time. She couldn't see the sun, but she felt hot all over her body. Even though it was only early summer and she couldn't see the smoke, she felt that she was covered in bruises. Those wounds were not scars on the skin, but the blood on her heart.

mouth.

The dripping red blood seemed to be corroding her heart and soul. She once desperately wanted to find herself in this world, but after persisting for so long, she found herself becoming more and more confused.

, perhaps, I shouldn’t have been so overestimated from the beginning.

In this world, everyone can see themselves, discover themselves, interpret themselves, and even examine themselves, but only I cannot do these things.

Many people may know how to self-examine and even self-criticize. They may think that it is great to be able to do this. After all, not many people can really do this. But in fact, when they think like this

, it means that they have not done self-examination at all, because true self-examination will not put themselves at the center.

Wang Yaxin seemed to suddenly realize that she was not a saint, but an ordinary woman. Brother Chun was a woman of flesh and blood, a woman with emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy. How could an ordinary mortal do something that even gods could not do?

Woolen cloth?

Maybe she is no longer entangled, or maybe she is even more entangled.

Who knows?

Only Wang Yaxin knows the answer, right?

No, she herself has never found the answer.

Lowering his head again, Wang Yaxin sighed slightly. In fact, no matter what, you can spend your whole life. No matter how you live, you are still living. Sometimes, there is no need to make yourself so exhausted, even if you are alone now, you can

There are still two children accompanying him. Even if no one cares about him, at least he still cares about himself. This may be enough for life, right?

No matter what happens, we still have friends.

Wang Yaxin took out her mobile phone. She wanted to call Lin Shan at this moment, not for anything else, just to make herself feel a little more open-minded, and just to stop herself from being so depressed.

However, this call was unfortunate. Lin Shan was busy handing over work to the scientific research director at the moment, and her cell phone had already been set to silent mode. She didn't even hear the call from Wang Yaxin.

Putting down her mobile phone, Wang Yaxin listened to the notification sounds that were still coming from the phone, and a slight smile appeared on her face. She tried to ask her heart, and the answer she gave in her heart was very certain. She wanted to talk to Fang Zhiqiang.

If you keep going, no matter what method you use, as long as you can continue to be with Fang Zhiqiang, it may be a kind of happiness to your heart.

However, she also asked her own reason, and the answer she gave was very clear. She had been pursuing love for so long, but when it finally came to her, she did not grasp it well. But now, it has already

After slipping away, I started to get entangled. Isn't this what I deserve? Isn't this what I deserve?

Since it was your own fault, and since it was your own fruit, why should you not bear the consequences?

Over thirty years, Wang Yaxin has learned to bear everything. Even if it is not her fault, she will bear the corresponding punishment and even the consequences, let alone the mistakes she has made. She has never let others take care of herself.

Even for a sincere friend like Xue Donglin, Wang Yaxin has never done such a thing.

She didn't want to be a noble person. She knew that maybe it was because the education she had received kept telling her what kind of person she should be, or maybe her own experience kept reminding herself what kind of person she should not be.

.

In fact, all these are just the rules this world has set for itself. What kind of creature are humans? Why do they become the masters of this planet? Isn't it because they have more advanced wisdom?

But what is wisdom used for?

In today's era, wisdom seems to have become a weapon, used to silently restrict and regulate everyone's behavior, morality, and even thoughts.

An idea suddenly came to Wang Yaxin's mind. In addition to accelerating the pace of civilization and progress in this society, what other effects does the education he has received over the years have? Perhaps primitive society is the truest form of human beings.

?Human beings at that time could do whatever they wanted and do whatever they wanted. They must have been very free, right?

However, freedom comes at a price. Without rules and constraints formulated with wisdom, human life would be a mess, and violent incidents may occur everywhere, which violates the norms of a high degree of civilization.

Those people with high intelligence have formulated the five major needs of human beings: physiological needs, safety needs, belonging and love, dignity and self-worth.

When humans were in primitive society, they could only have the first stage, but their safety needs were far from being met.

Wang Yaxin re-examined this sentence and discovered that the things derived from these wisdoms can withstand the scrutiny of history and the doubts of the masses.

It's a pity that at this moment, Wang Yaxin still hopes that she can become a primitive person and return to primitive society without so many moral constraints and without so much ideological pressure. She can only do what she wants to do and get what she wants.

If you want to get someone, enjoy the happiness you want to enjoy. That must be very cool, right?!

"Ha, Qiangzi, maybe you don't know, because of you, I have become neurotic now, right?" Wang Yaxin raised her head, took a long breath, looked at the busy traffic in front of her, and said to herself.

If I hadn't met you, what kind of person would I be? What kind of life would I have? What kind of life am I living now?

Wang Yaxin didn't know the answer, but she was sure that if she really hadn't known Fang Zhiqiang back then, her current living situation would have been much better than it was at this moment.

At least, in terms of emotions, I will definitely not be as poor as I am now, like a beggar, begging for other people's sympathy or even pity.

What is it like to be a beggar in love?

Wang Yaxin understood clearly.

…

In Wang Xia's view, Li Xiaoxiao's regret was inevitable, but she did not expect that Li Xiaoxiao would regret it so quickly.

Maybe everyone is the same. When you stay away from the incident, you will never understand the mood and feelings of the person involved. But when you lose something, you will find that the most valuable and most cherishable things have always been

It's just by my side, but I haven't cherished it.

When Li Xiaoxiao's parents were in good health, she never thought about how she should try her best to honor them and how to let them enjoy family happiness. She even never thought about how filial piety should be.

to express.

However, after Li Yonggui experienced that illness, Li Xiaoxiao seemed to suddenly realize that nothing in this world is more important than a healthy and happy family. During that time in the hospital,

Li Xiaoxiao thought a lot. She thought about what would happen to her if her father really passed away like this.

She couldn't come up with the answer she wanted until the end, because she had never thought about this at all, let alone what she should do or think without her father. She only knew

, In the past, under the shelter of my parents, I didn’t have to think about many things. Someone would help me settle it. But once my father left, I suddenly seemed a little stretched. It turned out that in such a simple life, there were so many things I had to do on my own.

What about uncertain things?!

Li Xiaoxiao just suddenly realized that my parents have paid so much for me. They are doing such a hard work and have to take into account their own emotions. Even if it is an ordinary meal, they have to measure the nutritional content again and again.

At whatever stage you are, you have a clear nutrition plan, so that you can grow up healthier.

They didn't miss any detail. What kind of love is that kind of love? Li Xiaoxiao seems to understand a little now, because she also has her own child now. Every time she worries about her child catching a cold, she worries about herself.

When children don't have enough to eat and go hungry, they will think of the way their parents treated them when they were children.

But in my eyes, they were really annoying at that time. Even though they were already teenagers, they still treated themselves as a child. Could it be that a teenager couldn't take care of himself? They

Why do I always feel like I am a child who will not grow up?

Now Li Xiaoxiao understands, because of love.

But Li Xiaoxiao had to admit that even if she understood this, she still could not achieve true filial piety.

What exactly is considered ‘filial piety’?

Blindly obey?

Or are you just trying to please?

Li Xiaoxiao has been looking for a way to make herself comfortable and her parents comfortable at the same time, but so far, she still hasn't found one.

She wanted to keep her parents happy all the time, and she wanted to put a smile on their faces all the time. Her idea was very firm at the time, and she also thought it was not difficult, as long as she learned to make them happy and not let them worry about it.

You can do this by worrying about your own affairs.

But later she discovered that it was the simplest things that were the most complicated to do. Recalling her experiences with Fang Zhiqiang some time ago, Li Xiaoxiao understood that none of the goals she had in mind were

What I can achieve is that not only have my parents been worried about me, but I have not properly dealt with my emotional relationship with Fang Zhiqiang. Even now, even though I have divorced, my parents are still worried about me.

When he thought of this, Li Xiaoxiao felt that what he had done was simply a mess. Sometimes, he couldn't even stand it anymore. Perhaps this was one of the reasons why he regretted it now?

"Li Xiaoxiao, just continue to deceive yourself and others like this!"
Chapter completed!