After that, Huang Wanting never met Fang Zhiqiang again. On the one hand, it was because Fang Zhiqiang was really busy recently and there were very few opportunities to meet. On the other hand, it was also because Huang Wanting could not see the person she was before.

Fang Zhiqiang felt a little inexplicably disappointed.

Although Huang Wanting knows that everyone will change and everything will change, because even she herself is no longer the rock and roll girl she was before, but she still misses the beauty of the past.

But Huang Wanting doesn't know that the world has never changed. No matter how it changes, the world is still the same. However, everyone's perspective on the world has changed, and their thoughts have changed. Therefore, the world they see has also changed.

It changed.

The world that the rock and roll girl saw may have been dim and dirty, but at least in the dimness and filth, there was still a trace of remaining beauty. It was precisely because of those beautiful things that Huang Wanting was able to achieve her goals all the way.

Keep going until now.

But later, after experiencing all that, Huang Wanting clearly realized that no one could do anything about the changes in this world. Even if she sometimes wanted to actively get rid of the darkness and ugliness, they still existed in the world.

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This is a negative thought that subtly affects Huang Wanting's thinking. Until now, even when facing Fang Zhiqiang, her thoughts have changed slightly.

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang has not changed as a person. Although he may not be as confident or as courageous as before, he is still the same person. It is just that the current situation has affected him, but his nature will not change.

Yes, his soul will not change.

Having said that, after listening to Wang Yaxin's words just now, Fang Zhiqiang's brain was a little confused at the moment. He didn't know what to say. Time passed by minute by second. Wang Yaxin remained silent, seeming to be waiting for Fang Zhiqiang to say something.

Giving an answer, no matter what it is, may make Wang Yaxin feel relieved, or even liberated.

Fang Zhiqiang also noticed Wang Yaxin's expression at this moment. He knew that at this time, he could not avoid Wang Yaxin's question, so he finally spoke: "Yaxin, don't think about anything. I believe you will be able to return to your former self."

appearance!"

That's right, Fang Zhiqiang did not answer the question Wang Yaxin just asked.

However, Wang Yaxin smiled.

In fact, Wang Yaxin knew that Fang Zhiqiang had already answered her, even though it was not the answer she wanted, but now that she has become like this, what else can she ask for?

In fact, Wang Yaxin is really happy. Regardless of whether this is the last journey of her life, at least she finally figured out the answer she wanted in her heart.

Moreover, Wang Yaxin did have the idea of ​​giving up Fang Zhiqiang for a moment before. Although Wang Yaxin later figured out that it was just her own illusion, the impact of that idea on Wang Yaxin was also very huge. She once again understood deeply

'People will always cherish what they don't get'.

At that time, Wang Yaxin had imagined that if she really got her wish and was with Fang Zhiqiang, would she really be happy?

The answer is obviously not inevitable. Wang Yaxin thought about it for a long time, but there is no definite answer, and this can only represent a possibility. Even if he finally reaches that step, it may not be the result he wants.

Wang Yaxin is not a person who is willing to take risks. She does not like to bet with the rest of her and her children's lives. Even if such caution may make her miss the happiness that should belong to her, relatively speaking, she wants that more.

A life that is ordinary but without any mistakes.

Not for myself, but for my two children.

Therefore, what Fang Zhiqiang just said made Wang Yaxin feel a sudden sense of relief. She confirmed that the uncertain idea in her heart was correct, because it could be heard from Fang Zhiqiang's words that Fang Zhiqiang himself

In fact, it is impossible to determine their future.

Now that both parties have reached this tacit understanding, there is no need to continue to struggle.

"Qiangzi, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me. Even if we failed in the end, I am still very grateful, because your actions made me feel that everything I paid was worth it!"

Wang Yaxin said such words to Fang Zhiqiang, then slowly turned her head and closed her eyes.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. The last moment Wang Yaxin turned his head, there was still a smile on his face, but Fang Zhiqiang always felt that that smile was a bit strange, even though it came from Wang Yaxin's heart.

"Mr. Fang, Sister Yaxin needs a good rest."

Xiaoya on the side saw Wang Yaxin closing her eyes, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said so.

Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and glanced at Xiaoya. She was the rope caregiver who had taken care of him. Fang Zhiqiang was very relieved to ask her to take care of Wang Yaxin.

During the next month-long closed treatment, Xiaoya will always stay with Wang Yaxin. This fact gives Fang Zhiqiang a lot of psychological comfort. At least, with Xiaoya's company, Wang Yaxin will not be too lonely.

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Finally, Fang Zhiqiang stood up slowly. He knew that after he left today, the next time he saw Wang Yaxin would be a month later, or even longer.

Although he was very reluctant to give up, he still took his steps, still staring at Wang Yaxin's back intently, while his steps slowly walked towards the door.

Wang Yaxin never turned her head. She kept her back to Fang Zhiqiang. She didn't make any sound and her body didn't move at all.

But Fang Zhiqiang always felt that Wang Yaxin's face was already covered with tears. After such long obsession and hard work, at this last moment, who can be willing?

"Bang!"

There was a sudden muffled sound behind him. Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and took a look, only to realize that he had unknowingly retreated to the door, and his heels hit the door. The sound that came out made Fang Zhiqiang feel a little cruel.

If you step out of this door, you may be separated from Wang Yaxin forever.

Fang Zhiqiang's mind was extremely confused. He tried to question himself for the last time, whether he could give Wang Yaxin a promise?

But I still couldn't get the answer for a long time.

His palm was already on the door handle, he slowly pushed the door open and stepped out with one foot.

But Fang Zhiqiang's heart couldn't calm down at this moment. He had countless things to say to Wang Yaxin, but saying them out at this time seemed so inappropriate.

Xiaoya didn't understand the emotions between Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang. She looked at Fang Zhiqiang's slow figure and couldn't help but frown slightly and asked: "Mr. Fang, are you feeling unwell too?"

Hearing these words, Fang Zhiqiang seemed unaware, but Wang Yaxin on the hospital bed suddenly opened her eyes. Although she did not see Fang Zhiqiang, she could imagine how entangled Fang Zhiqiang was at this moment.

Maybe he has truly let go and no longer regards him as his only obsession, but what about him? Can he really be as free and easy as himself?

"Yaxin!"

Suddenly, Fang Zhiqiang spoke!

His voice was low, but very sure.

Wang Yaxin felt as if her heartbeat was about to suddenly jump out of her chest!

Especially Fang Zhiqiang's affirmative tone caused Wang Yaxin's already calm heart to once again stir up a storm!

She began to pray silently. She prayed that Fang Zhiqiang could give up like she did. That would be a good thing for all of them. At least, they would never have to worry about this matter from now on.

Even Wang Yaxin has closed her eyes silently at this moment. If the story ends abruptly, it may be a good thing for everyone.

But there are no ifs in this world. If you are in the secular world, it is impossible not to eat the fireworks of the world!

If you don't bear the pain, sadness, despair, and heartbreak, who will bear it for you?!

Humans are such complex animals, and the heart is such a complex structure. Sometimes it has fatal destructive power, and sometimes it can make people feel unprecedented happiness.

Wang Yaxin almost didn't want to hear anything Fang Zhiqiang said next, because no matter what it was, it would plunge them into the emotional whirlpool again.

"I……"

"Hadron!"

When Fang Zhiqiang started to speak again, Wang Yaxin suddenly shouted these two words.

She turned around suddenly and looked at Fang Zhiqiang standing blankly at the door. A panicked expression appeared on Wang Yaxin's face, and her lips trembled involuntarily.

She didn't know where she got the courage at this moment, and continued: "Please go!"

After finishing speaking, Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang's eyes intently, as if she was staring at him as a woman who likes him in her life. From then on, there was no more love or love.

Fang Zhiqiang was suddenly stunned. He struggled for a long time and questioned himself for a long time, and finally felt that he had found the answer.

But now, Wang Yaxin no longer gives herself the chance to say it.

Fang Zhiqiang just stood there motionless. He never thought about leaving, because leaving meant that he might never have the chance to say those words to her again in his life.

But from Wang Yaxin's eyes at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang could see that the result Wang Yaxin longed for was just as she said. She just left silently. From then on, no one would cause any harm to anyone.

Fang Zhiqiang asked himself again, if that were really the case, could he not regret it?

There is no answer.

"Yaxin, I know you don't want to hear it, but I have to say it, because..."

When Wang Yaxin saw Fang Zhiqiang speaking again, she was on the verge of collapse. She closed her eyes and covered her ears, trying hard not to hear those sounds.

The next words have become blurry in Wang Yaxin’s ears...
Chapter completed!