Liu Jiaying had lost to Fang Zhiqiang unknowingly. Perhaps she didn't even realize that from the moment she first came into contact with Fang Zhiqiang until now, although on the surface, it seems that Liu Jiaying has been formulating various plans.

Such a plan to lure Fang Zhiqiang into the trap, but in fact, Fang Zhiqiang was able to resolve it according to his own ideas every time, until in the end, it was Liu Jiaying who played herself in.

After Fang Zhiqiang left, Liu Jiaying once again fell into a tangle. She now felt that she didn't want to delay Fang Zhiqiang anymore because she wanted to make Fang Zhiqiang her friend. Although she knew this was difficult to do, she still

Want to try.

However, she was also afraid that after she really gave up the cooperative relationship with Fang Zhiqiang as Fang Zhiqiang said, Fang Zhiqiang would never have any interaction with her again. At that time, no matter how eager she was to get acquainted with her,

Fang Zhiqiang, but Fang Zhiqiang will never have the slightest enthusiasm for him no matter what, which is also an extremely uncomfortable thing for Liu Jiaying.

This is the way a woman like her is, she will be very determined about what she wants, and can even be called stubborn.

What's more, Fang Zhiqiang's words completely hit her weak heart. Although she looks beautiful on the surface, in fact, who is not born a lonely person? When she is enduring loneliness alone

At that time, those prosperous scenes of the past were just passing away? Only the loneliness of that moment belonged to oneself.

Loneliness is the most difficult thing for people to overcome, which is why so many people say that strong people can often endure loneliness.

When you realize that from the moment a person is born, he must learn to taste loneliness. After enduring loneliness, he can still choose to live a positive and optimistic life. Isn't such a person the legendary heroism?

For Liu Jiaying, she is not a hero yet and cannot overcome the fear caused by loneliness. Loneliness is also her biggest enemy at the moment.

In the past, she used various sensory stimulations to help herself forget about loneliness, but often late at night, that feeling would still come out as scheduled. Of course she knew how to overcome loneliness, but her past experiences were still there.

Restricting her made her no longer willing to show her true self to anyone.

Because she is afraid of being deceived, afraid of being hurt, afraid of being laughed at.

Liu Jiaying does not deny that this is a kind of cowardice, but she just doesn't want to taste that kind of pain again. Even if she lives another self, even if she is a heartless woman in the eyes of others, it is better than enduring that kind of pain.

But there are unforeseen circumstances. She originally thought that she could go on like this forever. Even when loneliness struck, she would still be at a loss. But as long as she had enough time to forget about loneliness, she could dilute that feeling.

The appearance of Fang Zhiqiang completely broke Liu Jiaying's fantasy, and her original life direction was completely disrupted. Especially after Fang Zhiqiang said those words to her, she clearly realized that in Fang Zhiqiang's eyes,

, he is no longer the person he hoped for. Fang Zhiqiang has seen through his heart and weakness, which is dangerous and painful for Liu Jiaying.

She had worked hard for so long to be a cool person in the eyes of others, but in the end, she was still discovered.

This feeling made her a little panicked and at a loss, but at the same time, her heart was also extremely longing for the long-lost happiness that even existed only in legends.

Such thoughts made Liu Jiaying shake her head instantly. She couldn't believe that she could still be so naive now. In this world for thirty-one years, she had already tasted the ups and downs, which ones were eternal and which ones were.

For a short period of time, Liu Jiaying naturally knew it clearly.

The reason why the so-called happiness is described as "eternal" is because it is too short-lived.

The reason why the so-called pain is described as "it will pass" is precisely because it will actually leave an irremovable scar in people's hearts forever.

Between two evils, Liu Jiaying decisively chose the latter. At that time, she no longer believed in happiness, nor did she believe that she could get happiness. Even if she did get it, it would only be short-lived and boring, because for her,

From the beginning of happiness, she can see the end at a glance. Such a story is unattractive and a waste of time.

How could Liu Jiaying, who has everything figured out, be so stupid as to waste time on those things?

She thought that she had seen through the world of mortals, and she thought that she would spend the rest of her life in "freedom".

What's hateful is that Fang Zhiqiang's appearance broke her fantasy. No matter how hard she tried to forget the word 'happiness' at the moment, all kinds of happy moments in the past still kept popping up in Liu Jiaying's mind.

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She knew that she was addicted to happiness again, and all this was because of Fang Zhiqiang!

For Fang Zhiqiang, what he wants is this kind of effect. He knows that doing this is a bit cruel for a woman like Liu Jiaying. Otherwise, no one has ever said this to her after so long.

words.

But cruel things can often have unexpected effects. What Liu Jiaying did to him made Fang Zhiqiang no longer have the time to take care of it. As Fang Zhiqiang himself said, he is a person who is attacked by everyone every day.

People who are forced by all kinds of things have no time to think about it.

When thinking about how to be happy, he doesn't have time to think about life like Liu Jiaying. Therefore, all he can see is the present. As long as he handles everything in the present, those things that are about to happen, or that have not happened yet,

Just leave it to deal with them when they appear.

This is not short-sightedness, but strategy.

In every period of time, there are things that people must do and things that they can choose to do. If the former is met, we can plan for the future and even plan every step ahead.

However, if the things that must be done are not completed, then everything else will be meaningless.

Of course, Fang Zhiqiang also knows that his approach may lead to two results. If Liu Jiaying can figure it out and do it according to his own ideas, Fang Zhiqiang will naturally be happy to see it. Of course, there is another possibility.

That is, Liu Jiaying was hit on a sore point by herself, which caused her to become angry and her attitude towards herself became even worse.

Of course, everything has risks, and Fang Zhiqiang still dares to take such risks. After all, in the current situation, if he does not make a choice, Huaqiang's next path will be even more difficult.

Instead of enduring Liu Jiaying's methods again and again, it's better to be more direct. Maybe, there will really be a glimmer of hope.

But Fang Zhiqiang had calculated everything, but he had not calculated that Liu Jiaying had already forgotten how to treat a friend sincerely and how to get a friend with whom he could have a heart-to-heart relationship.

Some people say that whoever you want to be, just pretend to be that person. If you pretend for a long time, you will get used to that disguise, so you will really become that person.

Liu Jiaying is in this situation. No one is born a bad person. Those bad people often become bad people because they encounter things in life that are unimaginable and unbearable for others.

However, once a person is bad, it is too difficult to become good again, and Liu Jiaying has truly realized this.

She struggled for a long time. She really wanted to be friends with Fang Zhiqiang. On the one hand, it was because Fang Zhiqiang really made her curious, and most importantly, because Fang Zhiqiang could see through her heart. This feeling was like her most

Just like friends who have a tacit understanding, you don't have to say a word, but the other party already understands everything in your heart.

However, when she had this thought, she discovered that she had already forgotten how to get along with friends, let alone how to make others become her friends.

This feeling made Liu Jiaying almost crazy. She was hovering on the edge of collapse. The calm and calm she used to be had long since disappeared. In this private room where she was the only one, she showed her truest self and her most authentic self.
Chapter completed!