However, as Fang Zhiqiang just said, is what can be seen on the surface really the truth? What does the truth look like? At this moment, Liu Jiaying has no time to think at all. She only knows,

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang felt even more weight in his heart.

Fang Zhiqiang was also staring directly at the woman in front of him at this time. She had often given him the impression of being tough, domineering, and even vicious in the past. However, the more he came into contact with her, Fang Zhiqiang discovered that his previous impressions

It seems that I no longer have such thoughts about her, and I even have a little more sympathy for this woman who pretended to be in the past.

Those toughness, but when she peeled off these tough exteriors, she was actually a weak, loveless soul inside. However, for such a long time, she had never gotten what she really wanted. She wanted a

People who know how to cherish her want someone who is willing to care about her and protect her, but obviously, she doesn't seem to have met such a person.

Moreover, looking at the way Liu Jiaying couldn't stop nodding just now, Fang Zhiqiang also knew that in fact, for her, other people's opinions were not important at all. She just wanted to live her own life and just wanted to make herself happy.

But such a simple ideal is always difficult to realize. This reminds Fang Zhiqiang of himself. He used to be so wavering when facing feelings. He wanted to listen to his inner voice, but always failed.

I can't find what I want.

After so long, I finally know what I want, but I find that the people around me are no longer there. Li Xiaoxiao, who was always clinging to me at that time, and the person who always stuck to me, are no longer around me.

Wang Yaxin, who is mature, steady and rational, looks back now and sees that they have all disappeared into the vast sea of ​​people. If it weren't for

This time about Xiaoyu's matter, Fang Zhiqiang didn't know if there was a possibility of renewed dialogue between himself and Wang Yaxin. Moreover, even if it was because of Xiaoyu that the two people's lives intersected again, Fang Zhiqiang also knew in his heart that

Two people who can't get together, no matter how hard they try, no matter how good opportunities God has arranged for them, they still can't get together in the end.

This made Fang Zhiqiang feel a little confused. Life is a drama without rehearsal. No one knows what will happen before the next moment arrives. But this is also the charm of life.

If a person can foresee his own life and guess his own ending, then his or her life will have no meaning. It will be like a movie. Maybe when you watch it for the first time, you will feel novel and exciting.

, however, when you watch it for the second time, you will lose the original flavor. When you watch it for the third or fourth time, you will feel it is bland and have no feeling at all.

Just like the unknown life, it is destined to be a lonely and long journey since birth. No one knows what kind of people they will meet in their own life, what kind of things they will experience, and what kind of ending they will have.

, until the last moment arrives, everyone's life is a mystery.

…

During his stay in Zangyuan, Li Xiaoxiao actually established a strong relationship with the local Tuye people. After getting along with each other for a long time, Li Xiaoxiao felt more and more that they were full of truth, goodness and beauty, and they were very similar to the people in the big city where they lived.

They are all different. Although people in big cities look more glamorous outside, they can even use '

"People look like dogs," but in fact, everyone puts on their own mask from the moment they open their eyes every morning. When facing anyone, people often put on their hypocritical side.

It seems that not much of what he said or what he did was sincere.

However, the local Tuye people are just the opposite. They will show their true inner feelings on their faces. As long as they feel a little bit of displeasure, they will show it immediately, whether it is the person closest to them.

, or enemies, they will not hide their true inner thoughts. It seems that for them, this is what they call human beings, and this is the life they should have.

Li Xiaoxiao once discussed this matter with the patriarch. The patriarch's answer to Li Xiaoxiao at that time was: "Actually, for our group of people, we have been isolated from the outside world for a long time. I have seen the outside world. It is really scary."

Now, if we are put outside, none of us can survive, so we can only stay here

Our original way of life, only in this way can we get our own place to survive in this world, and this is not a long-term solution, just like you had no intention of breaking into our territory, if

In the future, more people will discover our place, so perhaps our last piece of pure land will not be preserved."

After the conversation with the patriarch, Li Xiaoxiao discovered that among the entire Tuye tribe, the patriarch was the one with the most worries, and he was also the only one who had seen the outside world. On the surface, he only

He is just an ordinary clan leader. What he has to do every day is to lead his clan members to hunt, and then bring back the prey to feed his family and clan members.

After the patriarch told Li Xiaoxiao all this in sign language, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but become more curious about the patriarch. After that, she had a more in-depth communication with the patriarch. Li Xiaoxiao discovered that in fact, the patriarch had originally

I also struggled with whether I should choose to stay.

If they come down, their descendants will be the kind of indigenous people who seem to know nothing. They will never see the outside world, let alone know that there are more possibilities in life. This is for

For them, it is obviously a loss.

But what the clan leader thinks more about is the future of the entire clan and the current security issues, including his wife.

At that time, if you choose to go out and integrate into today's society, it will obviously be a very new and exciting thing for the entire clan. They will definitely be excited because they see things they have never seen before, but the clan leader is very excited.

Being sober is just a temporary excitement. When their lives return to normal, they will find that they are incompatible with this world. By then, even basic food and clothing problems will not be solved.

Of course, the patriarch’s understanding of the outside world is also very limited. After hearing his statement, Li Xiaoxiao immediately began to refute him: “Chief, although the outside world is very different from yours, it is not as you imagined.

It's so bad, I believe that if you choose to go out, you will be able to get help from many people, and they will provide you with the food and even all daily necessities you need, and you will be able to survive smoothly."

But before Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, the patriarch waved his hand and said: "I know this, but what do you think is the difference between it and the walking dead if it really turns out to be like that?"

The patriarch's words made Li Xiaoxiao stunned again. She realized once again that her understanding of the patriarch was only at a very shallow level.

"Maybe our life is not the best now, but each of us is flesh and blood. As you can see, none of us will hide our emotions in our hearts. Everything is shown on our faces.

, don’t you think that this is the most real thing?”

"Actually, talking about the beginning, I also had my own selfish motives. At that time, my wife was about to give birth, and I was shaken. I also wanted my child to be able to see the outside world from birth and become like the outside world.

But then I thought about it, if that were the case, my wife would lose the feeling of being a mother. She would no longer be able to give her children the help they deserve, and she would not be able to feel their children's admiration for her.

and love, children will be exposed to things from the outside world

It doesn't matter to me that he learns knowledge from the outside world and starts to resist or even hate his family of origin, because I know clearly that all I do is to change my children. But for my wife,

It's completely different. She worked so hard to give birth to this child, but in the end she became a person from the outside world, as if she had nothing to do with her. This is obviously a huge blow to a woman, and I don't want it to happen.

My wife took that kind of blow."

The patriarch's statement completely shocked Li Xiaoxiao's heart, because Li Xiaoxiao could feel that the patriarch and his wife were not actually very affectionate, and even his wife seemed a little submissive in front of the patriarch, but

After listening to what the patriarch said at that time, Li Xiaoxiao realized that the appearances he had seen had once again deceived him and once again allowed him to miss the truth.

"Haha, maybe you are confused now? You think I am not very affectionate with my wife, right?" The patriarch at the time also noticed Li Xiaoxiao's mood, so before Li Xiaoxiao could speak, the patriarch took the initiative

He continued, "Actually, I did this on purpose. This is the tradition of our ethnic group. Men play a leading role in life, while women are only responsible for taking care of their own men and children. If I let my wife experience

get there

If this kind of treatment is different, then the entire ethnic group will rush to follow suit. At that time, not only the status relationship between men and women will be disrupted, but also the ethical issues of the entire ethnic group, as well as changes in lifestyle. The most important thing is,

My wife will also become the object of jealousy and even hatred of all women. They themselves do not get such good treatment, but only my wife is the only one. Naturally, they will not be balanced in their hearts, and I do not want to bring trouble for my wife.

To cause such trouble."

"So, have you told your wife about this?" Li Xiaoxiao was still confused. She felt that the patriarch had many secrets of his own, as if he had never shared them with anyone.

And such a clan leader should also be very tired, right? Because no one can understand his inner difficulties and thoughts, he can only spend his time alone.

"No." The patriarch waved his hand very firmly at that time, and his move immediately made Li Xiaoxiao even more confused. Since he loves his wife so much in his heart, why doesn't he let her know? Why should he hide it from his wife?

Woolen cloth?

The patriarch continued: "A person is already accustomed to the original way of life, and he will not think there is any problem. But if one day, when he sees a better way of life, he will have expectations and expectations.

Longing for it, but if such expectations are never met, then he will begin to feel lost and even suffer."

The patriarch's statement seemed to directly hit Li Xiaoxiao's heart, causing her heart to tremble violently. She couldn't help but think of her past days. Wasn't it just like what the patriarch said?

It seems that in my relationship with Fang Zhiqiang, I have always only known to ask for what he can give, or even what he cannot give, and all of this is just because I am always full of expectations and all kinds of things.

Such expectations, I hope that I can have a happier life, and I hope that my husband can give me sweet love and a happy life.

But back then, I never thought about what I gave to the other person in that relationship?

Just like the patriarch, he knew everything in his heart, but he still loved his wife in his own way, worked hard to create the best living environment for his wife, and carefully took care of all her feelings. But what about himself? At that time

Are you only complaining and dissatisfied every day? Interfering with the other person's life, affecting the other person's choices, and challenging his patience and bottom line over and over again...

After thinking of this, Li Xiaoxiao's eyes immediately became moist, but she realized that she had now lost the man who always loved her, and no one was willing to wipe away her tears.

, so she did not let her tears flow down in the end, but her heart could not stop bleeding.

She realized:

The most regretful thing in a person's life is not missing the person he loves the most, but missing the person who wants to be good to him the most.

Perhaps for Li Xiaoxiao, she has been lucky all her life. She was born with a golden key. Even though her childhood living environment lacked some of the love from her parents, she has never worried about her life.

When I grew up, before I had a mature view on relationships, I met a man who cherished me. No matter how willful and reckless I was, he would never leave me. He had been caring for me for so long.

I care about myself, but I still maintain my original appearance unchanged. I have never thought that in fact, I may be the one who needs to change.
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