Am I the kind of person who has to sell my brother for a meal? Qiangzi, brother, can you just sit here and have a meal in peace? What? You look down on your brother so much? I am not qualified to treat you to a meal

Okay? Am I supposed to eat in small food stalls all my life? Bi Luochun said and became excited again.

I said, why do you like to get into trouble so much? Is that what I meant? Okay, okay, I said the wrong thing, okay? I won’t fucking ask, okay? But if you invite me here to eat, you have to give it to me.

What's the reason? You asked me to come over for dinner so unclearly. I feel uneasy. Fang Zhiqiang asked speechlessly.

Bi Luochun did not answer Fang Zhiqiang's words, but took out two packs of Zhonghua from his pocket, threw one pack to Fang Zhiqiang, opened one pack himself, took out a cigarette and lit it.

Seeing Bi Luochun like this, Fang Zhiqiang frowned again, but didn't say anything. Instead, he took out his half-smoked five-yuan pack of cigarettes and took out one to light.

superior.

Qiangzi Bi Luochun looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and said after taking several puffs.

Tell me, what happened? Fang Zhiqiang asked calmly.

I'll leave later. Bi Luochun said calmly.

Gone? Where to go? Have you found a new place to live? Fang Zhiqiang asked strangely.

I am leaving Shanghai and will go home later, back to my hometown. Bi Luochun said again.

Leaving Shanghai? Going back to his hometown? Fang Zhiqiang stood up suddenly and asked in surprise.

Bi Luochun nodded and said: Yes, I have bought a ticket to go back to my hometown. The train will leave at 1 o'clock tonight. After dinner, I will go back to get my things and go to the station. I have packed my things.

Asking for leave or...

Bi Luochun shook his head and said: I have resigned today. I...maybe...never return to Shanghai again.

No...why are you doing this? Why are you leaving all of a sudden? What are you doing for? Isn't the job at Sammy International bad? Fang Zhiqiang is completely dizzy.

It's not that this job is not good, but... but in this city, I have lost my dreams, and I can't find my sense of belonging. After Liu Yan left, I felt like I was just a stranger in this city.

Like a walking dead, I can't even find the meaning of my existence in this city.

At the beginning, Liu Yan and I came to this city with dreams. We had many dreams, and we worked hard for our common dreams.

Our original dream was that one day we would be able to own a house that belongs to us in this city, a house that truly belongs to us. The house does not need to be big, it just needs to be able to accommodate the love between the two of us and our marriage.

Then the two of us fell in love with each other in this house that belonged to us, and lived our whole lives like this until we grew old.

However, after so many years, we have been working hard and trying our best, but we found that the distance between dreams and reality is like the question we often did in school.

Relationship is like two trains running in opposite directions.

One walked forward at a speed of two hundred yards, and the other walked back at a speed of a hundred yards. In the end, the distance between dreams and reality not only did not get closer, but opened at a speed of three hundred yards per hour, the distance became wider and wider.

The farther you go, the farther you go, not only that you can't catch up, but you can even lose sight of it.

Up to now, there is no trace of the house, no trace of marriage, and even no trace of love. For me, dreams just stay in that distant yesterday. Now I have no dreams, and the love in my heart

, Shanghai without dreams is not Shanghai, so this city has no meaning of existence for me. Bi Luochun smoked a cigarette and slowly said to Fang Zhiqiang, Fang Zhiqiang could see Bi Luochun

When Luo Chun said these words, there were tears in his eyes.

After listening to Luo Chun's words, Fang Zhiqiang fell silent and just smoked quietly.

Dreams, dreams are too important to people in this city. There are too many young people in this city who choose to survive and work hard in this crowded city because of their dreams. This dream may be about the future or it may just be about love. Once

Without dreams, how many people are willing to stay in this city that is prosperous on the surface but full of bitterness on the inside?

At this time, the dishes began to be served one after another, and then the wine was served.

You go down, we can do it ourselves. Bi Luochun waited until the food was served and said to the waiter, then he unscrewed a bottle of wine and poured it for Fang Zhiqiang.

Do you really want to leave? Don’t you have any nostalgia at all? Fang Zhiqiang asked Bi Luochun calmly.

I have to leave. When it comes to nostalgia, the only person in this city that makes me a little nostalgic is you, my brother. I came to this city because of Liu Yan. For me, this city is about Liu Yan and love.

It is equated with marriage, and now that Liu Yan is gone and love is gone, this city is dead in my heart.

I want to leave this city to find my new dream. I want to work hard for my new dream, even if in the process I may be accused of betrayal or even be imprisoned.

, but I don’t care, even in the end

If I lose this life, I will accept it. Wealth is gained in danger. If a person has no dreams, what is the difference between him and a salted fish? If I continue to live like this, I would rather die. Piro

When Chun finished speaking, his eyes shone with light again.

Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang felt more and more strange. He felt something was wrong and asked: Lao Bi, why are you going back to your hometown? Let me tell you, you must not do anything stupid?

Bi Luochun shook his head and said: When I go back to my hometown, my father and mother are old and in poor health. I am the only son. There is an old saying that parents are not far away, and there is another old saying that unfilial piety is the most serious.

, I have taken care of both of these things, so I want to go home, and my parents will give me a blind date. I am already so old, and it’s time to get married and not let the two old people worry.
Chapter completed!