After Wang Yaxin said these words, Zhang Ling was finally stunned. She seemed to suddenly realize that her previous thoughts might be a bit extreme. The woman standing in front of her was also so gentle and kind. On the surface, she might seem a little extreme.

Hard to get close to, even almost aloof, but in fact, when I am with her

After getting in touch with her, you will find that she is actually a very kind-hearted woman. The reason why she had those unconfident thoughts before and felt that she was no longer of any use to Wang Yaxin was all because of herself.

It's just the current situation and has nothing to do with Wang Yaxin himself.

"Lingling, actually, I have never told you about my past. When you listen to my past stories, you will find that you and I actually have such similar experiences. Even, compared to you, I

You are not as lucky as you, but later you will find that in fact, you are not the only unfortunate person in this world. Whose life is not carrying a heavy burden?"

Wang Yaxin said very seriously, and Zhang Ling on the side was also listening carefully. Maybe when she was in front of her house before, she looked at the seal on her door. At that time, Zhang Ling really wasn't in much mood to listen to Wang Yaxin's words.

But now, seeing Wang Yaxin sincerely

After what she did, Zhang Ling realized that Wang Yaxin really wanted to help her get out of the predicament. Moreover, after listening to what Wang Yaxin just said, Zhang Ling did have a strong curiosity about Wang Yaxin's past. After all,

, and she had never heard Wang Yaxin mention it.

"When I was young, I loved a man deeply. At that time, I thought that my whole world was him. I even felt that I would not be able to continue living without him. Of course, it does not mean that I would not continue to live.

The ability to survive, but the feeling that he is everything to me, I simply cannot accept the pain of losing him."

"Later, after we planned a series of marriage matters, I got pregnant unexpectedly. You should be able to understand that this should be a sad thing for a woman, but I didn't feel that way at the time.

I feel that there is a man who loves me so much, and I love him so much, that I am willing to give birth to this child for him, and we will get married soon."

"But what I didn't expect was that he didn't agree to let me give birth to the child. I didn't know why, but I still insisted on my idea. After all, it was a life. I didn't want to let him disappear like this.

Later, another thing happened that I couldn’t even imagine..."

Speaking of this, Wang Yaxin suddenly paused. Although so many years have passed and although he has had so many new experiences, speaking of it, he should have forgotten all those things long ago, but the scars of the past will always remain.

It is a scar, like a mark engraved on the heart, which can never be erased. Whenever I mention the past, I will think of how dark that time was and what inhuman torture I experienced.

, only then can I become who I am today, and only then can I persist until now.

"He disappeared suddenly, just like evaporating from the world. There is no news, no contact, and no trace of where he is. Guess what decision I made next?" Wang Yaxin turned to look at

At this moment, Zhang Ling, although she had tried her best to simplify her experience, she still felt it vividly in her heart. In fact, Wang Yaxin did not want to talk about those heartbreaking details.

Zhang Ling frowned, looked at Wang Yaxin solemnly and shook her head. She couldn't guess that just what Wang Yaxin said made Zhang Ling feel that this was an extremely tragic thing. How terrible it was at first.

Sweet, but how miserable it will be after that. Just imagine that Wang Yaxin was full of expectations for this relationship, but in the end she had to face such a result. How would she feel at that time?

"I still insist on giving birth to the child. I feel that since I brought him life, I have the responsibility and obligation to let him experience everything he should experience. No matter what grudges and festivals there are between adults, no one should be allowed to

Innocent children pay for all of this."

When Wang Yaxin said this, her tone was very firm. Until now, she has not regretted the decision she made. Especially when she saw Xiaoyu who is so sensible now, she felt even more relieved.

Zhang Ling couldn't help but blush as she listened. This time, it was not because of her own situation, but because of Wang Yaxin's experience.

It is true that everyone has different experiences. Zhang Ling has never been exposed to Wang Yaxin's experience. She has never had it herself, and she has never been exposed to anyone who has such an experience. Therefore, after Wang Yaxin finished speaking,

She felt both novel and distressed. After all, such a thing would be a huge tragedy for any woman.

"I originally thought that I was strong enough at that time. Even if I was alone, I could successfully raise my children to adulthood. As long as I could watch my children grow up healthily, no matter how wronged I was, everything would not matter."

"But later I discovered that what I was about to endure was completely different from what I had imagined. When you raise a child, you can't help but want to give him the best. Naturally, you need to improve the quality of life, so I need to work hard.

Of course, it is not that difficult for me to do all this. What is even more unbearable is that I have to bear the infamy. Others point at my spine and call me a morally corrupt woman.

People, scolded me for getting pregnant out of wedlock, scolded me for being shameless, etc... Now that I think about it, these are nothing. They are just comments made by those who don’t understand themselves. There is no need to take it to heart.

, but at the time, those words really caused great harm to me. I couldn’t figure out what I had done wrong? Why should I bear these infamy? Why didn’t anyone mention the person who deserved the scolding?

"

"It doesn't matter. Once you make one choice, you have to give up other choices naturally. I brought this child into this world. No matter what difficulties I encounter, I can't forget my original intention and can't choose to give up. But as the child gradually...

As he grew up, he began to have his own thoughts, and he began to think about why he didn't have a father. How do you think I should explain it to him?" Wang Yaxin looked at Zhang Ling and asked.

However, Zhang Ling still shook her head with red eyes. At this time, she seemed to be staring at Wang Yaxin more seriously than ever before, as if she didn't want to miss every word Wang Yaxin said next.

"At first, I lied to him and said that my father was on a business trip and would need to work for a long time before he could come back. But how long can such a lie last? In school, all the children have their own fathers, but he does not.

How did he face the ridicule and teasing of other children? Later, I found a solution for him

A fake father made him feel that he was also a child with a father. Compared with other friends, he was no different. But I also knew at the time that this would only have a temporary effect. After a while,

, everything will still go back to how it was before, and this lie cannot last forever."

"Sure enough, even in a shorter time than I expected, everything ended. With the end of it all, he suffered from depression. A ten-year-old child suffered from depression. At that time, he would never be the same again.

He lost his former liveliness and cuteness, and looked sad every day. The world is so big, but nothing seems to be worthy of making him happy. Do you know how I felt at that time? If I could replace him

I will not hesitate to accept all this."

"You have seen my life until now. Do you think my life is good?"

Zhang Ling did not rush to answer this last question. She slowly lowered her head. After thinking for a long time, she looked up at Wang Yaxin again and said softly: "Yaxin, I'm sorry. I know these must be things deep in your heart."

You must rarely mention your scars to others. In order to comfort me, it must be very painful for you to tell me these past events again, right?"

Zhang Ling did not answer Wang Yaxin's question, but what she said made Wang Yaxin feel a touch of warmth. Sometimes, the kind of tenderness that a woman can give is something that a man cannot do, because women

, are born to be careful species, they can always find the root of the problem and find the key points in a seemingly normal conversation, just like Zhang Ling at this moment.

An indifferent smile appeared on Wang Yaxin's face, and then she said: "It's already an old thing. Now that I mention it, it's no longer as sad as before. After all, everyone is no longer what they were before.

, on the contrary, after I said it, I felt more comfortable. Maybe, no matter what happens, it is like this, little by little, slowly and completely let go."

"Well, Yaxin, thank you for telling me this. I never thought you would have such an unfortunate experience before. Now after listening to it, I even feel that compared to your experiences, mine are not worth it at all.

Don't worry, I will be able to adjust my mentality and work hard to get out of this haze!"

Zhang Ling's determination made Wang Yaxin nod her head happily. As long as it can help Zhang Ling cheer up again, what does it matter even if it means rubbing salt on her own scars? At least, apart from making her heartache, this scar will also make her feel sad.
Chapter completed!