Fang Zhiqiang finally understood the meaning of Huang Wanting's words. Maybe what he just said was right, and his reaction was indeed a bit slow. In fact, Huang Wanting's feelings for him had never changed, but he had never known it.

"Wanting, my current state is really not suitable for thinking about these things. Maybe you are just impulsive. After this period of time, maybe you won't think like this anymore. Let's give each other some time and space. Let's have a good time.

Can you be calm and collected?" After pondering for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang raised his head again, looked at Huang Wanting's somewhat confused eyes, and said.

"Haha..." Huang Wanting revealed a helpless smile, lowered her head, and continued to say softly: "Qiangzi, how long has it been since I said those words to you? If you think I

If I still say these words to you on impulse, then I have nothing to say."

The two of them fell silent. In fact, everyone knew exactly what the other was thinking, but neither of them was willing to compromise at the moment, so they froze.

After a while, Huang Wanting was the first to speak: "Actually, it is precisely because you have been in such a state during this period that I came up with such an idea. Otherwise, maybe I would not bother you at all."

Huang Wanting knew very well in her heart that although she was not a compassionate person, she could not see that Fang Zhiqiang's life was so difficult. Now he did not have a woman to take care of his life, and his career was in a mess. Such a life gave Fang Zhiqiang

The pressure brought by rape is unimaginable, Huang Wanting can't bear it

Seeing him resisting all this alone, it was all these factors that decided that he finally made this decision this time. The funny thing is that Fang Zhiqiang did not think so in his heart, and even felt that he was

An impulsive decision was obviously a big joke to Huang Wanting.

Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Huang Wanting at this moment. After she finished speaking, she raised her glass again and was about to drink it down. Fang Zhiqiang immediately said: "Wanting, you drank too much tonight, don't drink anymore."

Drink."

As Fang Zhiqiang spoke, he stretched out his hand to stop Huang Wanting from continuing to drink, but Huang Wanting reached out without hesitation and shook Fang Zhiqiang's palm aside, and then said firmly: "I didn't drink too much! My own

Can I not know my alcohol level?"

After saying that, she ignored Fang Zhiqiang's mood and expression at the moment and emptied the glass again. She seemed a little drunk at the moment, but this may be the result she wanted in her heart. Some words, when she is sober

It's hard to say it when you're here, tonight

It just so happened that Fang Zhiqiang took advantage of this opportunity to say some words that she could not say in the past, especially looking at the situation in which Fang Zhiqiang came in. If those words had not been said tonight by taking advantage of this opportunity, it would have been difficult for Huang Wanting herself.

It's an extremely uncomfortable thing.

"Qiangzi, can you tell me what kind of person I am in your heart? In other words, where do you put me in your heart?" Huang Wanting picked up the bottle of wine in her hand.

While pouring wine into his own glass, he asked Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang sighed helplessly. He could realize that Huang Wanting was already a little drunk at the moment. Otherwise, she would obviously not be able to say these words at all. However, it was very difficult for him to answer them.

If the problem were normal, I might be able to just talk about it and get over it.

Huang Wanting is also a girl who knows very well about each other. She can understand some words just by nodding her head. But in this situation tonight, she asked so firmly and persistently that if she didn't say it, she wouldn't give it to her.

A definite answer, even Fang Zhiqiang himself felt that he could not pass this test.

After pondering again for a while, Huang Wanting's eyes looked a little confused, but she was already standing firm, as if she was afraid that she would fall. She stared straight into Fang Zhiqiang's eyes, and Fang Zhiqiang had no way to hide.

"Eat the food, it will cool down later." Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a long time, but still couldn't say it. In fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself knew very well what kind of position Huang Wanting held in his heart, and he had told Huang Wanting before.

After several times, Fang Zhiqiang clearly knew at this moment that what Huang Wanting wanted was not the answer in his heart. If what he said at the moment was the answer, it must be an extremely uncomfortable thing for Huang Wanting.

However, Fang Zhiqiang also knows that he cannot give the answer Huang Wanting wants. At least at this moment, he cannot say it. Especially when dealing with Huang Wanting, Fang Zhiqiang will never say a word against his will.

It is even more impossible to deceive her with those sweet lies, because if you really do that, the pancreatic sequelae will be too great. Fang Zhiqiang knows that he does not have the ability to deal with all that, and Huang Wanting also does not have that ability

.

"You really can't say it, can you?" Fang Zhiqiang's prevarication was so obvious that Huang Wanting could see through it at a glance. Of course she would not be willing to just get such an answer.

"Do you really have to say it for me to believe it?" Fang Zhiqiang was also speechless. He knew what Huang Wanting wanted. At this moment, Huang Wanting was just forcing herself, but he had never been a person who liked to be forced.

If he continues like this, Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know what he will say, which may not be good for Huang Wanting or himself.

"Since it's from the heart, what can't be said? In the past, I was afraid of affecting the relationship between you and Xiaoxiao, but now? Unless you still miss her in your heart and want to rekindle the old relationship with her." Huang Wanting continued to speak.

When he said the last sentence, his eyes couldn't help but

Subconsciously looking at the ground, she didn't know what she was thinking at the moment. Thinking of Fang Zhiqiang's helpless expression just now, Huang Wanting even really thought that the person who went too far was actually herself, and she was the one who kept forcing him.

It was him who made things so difficult for him.

"Wanting, what do you mean by this? Do you think I, Fang Zhiqiang, am the kind of person who will look back easily?" Fang Zhiqiang frowned immediately and said with a solemn face.

Indeed, for Fang Zhiqiang, he has never been the kind of person to look back easily. After his marriage to Li Xiaoxiao ended, Fang Zhiqiang never thought about getting back together with Li Xiaoxiao in any form or at any opportunity.

When we get together, just like what Li Xiaoxiao said when he left, if two people in this life

If the personal fate is not over yet, we can get back together no matter when. Of course, this is beyond the control of anyone. Whether it is for Li Xiaoxiao or for herself, that day is extremely special.

It is so far away that no one can see when that day will come or in what form it will come.

However, at this moment, after Fang Zhiqiang said these words, his heart immediately skipped a beat. He had indeed never thought about getting back together with Li Xiaoxiao. However, now, it is really uncertain. Li Yonggui's affairs are constantly unfolding.

Fang Zhiqiang's mind was spinning. If it hadn't been for that incident, maybe he would have been with Wang Yaxin now, but life is like this, there are too many unpredictable things, too many accidents and surprises.

Looking at Fang Zhiqiang's gradually changing expression, Huang Wanting seemed to have realized something, and then the corner of her mouth curved again, lowering her head and saying softly: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you really want to get back together. After all, we were together once.

After a long time, with such a deep emotional foundation, this is not something unacceptable."

"Wanting, that's not what I meant. Hey... I can't explain this to you..."

"So in other words, you yourself don't know who you will be with next, but I have never occupied that position in your heart, right?"

Huang Wanting seemed like she couldn't bear it anymore. She knew this in her heart, so she said so much to Fang Zhiqiang today, but looking at Fang Zhiqiang's embarrassed look, Huang Wanting still couldn't help but feel sad, and Fang Zhiqiang

We have known Qiang for such a long time, but he is not even qualified to be a spare tire. In Fang Zhiqiang’s heart, how can he

How do you view yourself? Is it really just an ordinary friend who can't be more ordinary? Huang Wanting doesn't believe this. She can feel that Fang Zhiqiang actually has great emotional fluctuations when facing her.

Although the relationship between them did not reach the level of soul mates, they were definitely more than just ordinary friends.

But now, looking at the expression on Fang Zhiqiang's face, Huang Wanting seems to understand this. Maybe she has really overestimated her status in others' hearts.

"Wanting, you don't have to torture yourself like this. Everything is not what you think. I can explain it to you slowly..."

"No, actually I just want an answer today. I don't feel ashamed. Even if I am hot-faced but cold-butt, even if it is my wishful thinking, even if I am self-sentimental, no one can be sorry for such things as feelings.

Yes, forceful melons are not sweet. Of course, I can't force you to make a decision you don't like. Just like me, if I hadn't been willing to say these words to you today, if someone else had forced me to

I would not be willing to say these words myself."

After Huang Wanting said these words, she emptied the wine glass again. At this time, Fang Zhiqiang also had a sad look on his face. Looking at Huang Wanting's unhappy look, he really wanted to persuade Huang Wanting, and really wanted to make Huang Wanting get better.

But listening to Huang Wanting's words at this time, which may or may not be angry, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he was powerless and helpless.

"The matter between Xiaoxiao and I is rather complicated, and I can't explain it to you clearly for a while. As for what you just asked about your position in my heart, I can answer you with certainty. To me, you are more than just

An ordinary friend, you are like my spiritual support many times, and the feeling you give me is something that Xiaoxiao and even Yaxin cannot give me."

"Haha... Really? I actually still have such a lot of energy? I never realized it myself!" Huang Wanting said with a self-deprecating smile.

After all, she is a girl. Although what she just said was so beautiful, in fact, after hearing those hurtful words from Fang Zhiqiang, how could she feel calm in her heart?

Therefore, no matter what Fang Zhiqiang said at this time, it was difficult for Huang Wanting to feel happy.

"Wanting, I have never told you that your courage, your determination, and your freedom are beyond the reach of many women and even men. Sometimes, when I am hesitant, think about it.

You were so decisive when you made those decisions, so I really mean it when I say you are my spiritual support."

Fang Zhiqiang continued: "However, I have never thought that I can have other relationships with you. Of course it is not your problem, it is my own problem. Sometimes I even think that I am simply unworthy."

Anyone who gets happiness, anyone who is close to me, will become particularly unlucky, and their life will get worse and worse. Moreover, I do still have a lot of things that I can't figure out in terms of relationships. Before that, I don't want to delay you.
Chapter completed!