"Sister Yan, I know, don't worry, you don't have to take into account my feelings, just call him Qiangzi, don't be too deliberate about calling him by his name." Xiaoxiao slowly leaned her head on Liu Yan's shoulder, this little bird

Liu Yan couldn't help but feel her heart beat faster because of her sly look. Liu Yan put her arms around Li Xiaoxiao and gently comforted Li Xiaoxiao's shoulders.

"Xiaoxiao, but you know that at that time... Qiangzi at that time didn't have the courage to accept your love. You told him that you were an angel-like figure. He didn't dare to blaspheme you, and he couldn't bear to see any harm to you later.

.I've been thinking recently about what changes happened later that made things more and more complicated."

Liu Yan looked at Xiao Chunzi and Xiao Aili, who were still playing with building blocks obediently, and then said with relief: "I have been thinking recently that his unwillingness to admit defeat and his strong heart have supported him till now. He has always been there.

Change, Lao Bi and I, and you

Xiaoxiao, in fact, our changes are not as big as his. Lao Bi was passively led to grow up. Xiaoxiao, don’t be angry if I say something that shouldn’t be said. Xiaoxiao, in fact, you are still staying in the world before you and have not followed along.

change."

Liu Yan gently lifted Xiaoxiao up from her shoulders and said seriously: "Qiangzi, we have entered the next stage. From personality to experience, and even from outlook on life to values, we are undergoing major changes. But the few of us

It seems that I have always been stuck in the past, and I have not grown up with Hadron. He has always been holding up the sky outside."

Li Xiaoxiao shook her head helplessly and said with a hint of sadness: "Sister Yan, you want to say that I was wrong. It was because I didn't cherish this relationship and I didn't understand him enough, right?"

"No! Xiaoxiao, you completely misunderstood me," Liu Yan firmly held Li Xiaoxiao's hand and said, "What I want to say is that sometimes what suits you is the best. Emotions are not the place to be unreasonable.

It’s not about distinguishing who is right and who is wrong. If I look back now, I think you and Qiang Zi are not suitable. It’s not about who is worthy of whom and who is not worthy of whom. It’s just that the timing of the two of you is not suitable.

.”

In fact, Liu Yan only said half of it. Liu Yan and Wang Yaxin had discussed these topics some time ago, and a large part of the views were actually shared by Wang Yaxin to Liu Yan. It has to be said that Yaxin actually has a deep understanding of Fang Zhiqiang, or rather

For men, they need to be more mature in their understanding. But Liu Yan didn't want to say this out loud today. When it comes to Wang Yaxin, Li Xiaoxiao must have some issues that she can't let go of deep down in her heart.

"The time is not right..." Li Xiaoxiao chewed these words thoughtfully.

"Yes, but Xiaoxiao, none of this is important to us now. Frankly speaking, I can live well without Lao Bi taking care of me. Now Xiao Chunzi is more important to me." Liu Yan glanced at Xiao Chunzi.

, continued: "Xiaoxiao, you

There is no need to deny yourself or doubt yourself because of some unsatisfactory results. Confident women are the most beautiful, and you don’t need to change your personality for others. To use that lyric, you are you, different fireworks

.”

"Thank you Sister Yan. Although I feel a little relieved after hearing your analysis. Normally, I shouldn't say anything more, but Sister Yan, you, my sister Wang Xia, and even all my good friends know me and know that

You, the person who tells me the story of Hadron

Everyone thinks that I am a victim, a pitiful person, someone who needs everyone's care, protection, and even sympathy. Right?" Liu Yan hadn't seen Li Xiaoxiao speak so seriously for a long time, and the Xiaoxiao in front of her looked like this.

It's like a different person.

Li Xiaoxiao did not need Liu Yan to answer, and continued to say calmly: "Everyone thinks that I am too fragile, or that I am too simple emotionally, and they have not even thought about what I want. I am also afraid that everyone will think of me."

The emotional outlook and values ​​I thought were imposed on me.”

"Sister Yan, you said that the time when I met Qiangzi was inappropriate. I'm sorry, I don't think so. I don't think there must be a certain time in love. Now if I choose again, I will still not hesitate.

I chose Qiangzi at that time. Yes, I will still love him deeply. Qiangzi at that time satisfied all my yearning for love. It feels so happy to meet such a person for whom you are willing to do anything.

.But the current hadrons may not be able to do so. It’s not just because so many things happened in the middle, or due to the interference of some other people or things. It’s just that the current hadrons have too many people to take care of, and they have too many burdens to bear.

Too much, and I can no longer be as persistent and brave as I was at the beginning. Sister Yan, you may not understand this feeling. I don’t know, sister Yan, whether you have seen a movie called "The Notebook."

Liu Yan shook her head, thinking that the number of times she went to the cinema with Lao Bi was pitiful.

Li Xiaoxiao's eyes slowly softened, and his whole person was enveloped by a special temperament. A faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth and he said: "I have watched this movie several times, and I like the plot in it. Sister Yan, I passed

Let’s briefly talk about the story of the movie. This movie is about the relationship between Noah and Ellie. The protagonist, Ellie, a rich girl, falls in love with Noah, a young man from a wood processing factory. Noah is very poor, but

He loves her thoroughly and can see through her heart. When the two of them are together, they have sex vigorously. Ellie said, "Look what's good about the two of us being together. We always quarrel." Noah said: "Yeah,

We argue 99% of the time, and you yourself are a headache 99% of the time, but who said this combination is easy? We have to resolve these differences and get along."

"In the end, they were old, shabby, and full of wrinkles. Ellie suffered from Alzheimer's disease and lost her memory. In order to accompany her, Noah lived in a nursing home and read stories to her, one paragraph a day.

Their story before.Noah to Ellie

All the promises were fulfilled, and the two of them hugged each other and left together in the end." When Li Xiaoxiao said this, Liu Yan was also listening carefully. Although she could not empathize with her, and she did not even understand what Xiaoxiao meant by this paragraph, she still

I can feel Xiaoxiao’s emotions.

Li Xiaoxiao took a sip of water and continued: "There was a period in the middle where the two of them were separated by accident, and Ellie was about to marry her other fiancé. Noah said: Don't care what your fiancé thinks or what your mother thinks.

Think, you don’t even care what I think, ask yourself, what do you need? Everyone must constantly ask themselves this question throughout their lives: What do I need? There is no way for others to answer this question for themselves.

.”

Li Xiaoxiao suddenly looked at Liu Yan seriously, and her body straightened up: "Sister Yan, getting that kind of love is a miracle in life; not being able to get it is a sigh in life. What do I need? This question is only mine.
Chapter completed!