Chapter 50: 50. Xinling Can't Convince Herself
Chapter 50 50. Xinling can’t convince herself
Ten million……
If he becomes Qin Yu's brother's girlfriend, he will lose 10 million...
Who said money is not important? That is what a fool who has not entered society would say. Back then, Xinling's parents abandoned her because she had no money...
And Xinling herself is more aware of the importance of money. The tuition fees she spent studying all the way, even though she had a scholarship; and the cost of treating her heart...
Money!!! It all costs money!!!!
Xinling couldn't convince herself that she could become Qin Yu's brother's girlfriend with peace of mind, but she knew full well that Qin Yu would lose 10 million or more.
She felt guilty and thought she was not worth the price.
"Why are you doing this to me?"
Xinling stared straight at Ji Nuolan.
Hoarseness.
"Why are you doing this to me? I didn't destroy your marriage to Brother Qin Yu. I swear, during your marriage, I didn't cross any boundaries. Any thoughts I had I would keep in my heart.
"No, no, it's my sister-in-law who was wrong. You will be fine." Ji Nuolan held Xinling's hand and spoke incoherently.
"Hey! What are you doing? Are you acting in front of me? Are you having a heart attack? Don't think I don't know about your heart disease. Qin Yu paid for it and cured it for you ten years ago!
Do you know what I hate most about you? You just know how to act! You are different from what you appear to be. During my marriage to Qin Yu, you were respectful to me on the surface, but in your eyes you wanted to replace me!"
But reality dealt her a heavy blow.
Why can't I? It's obviously brother Qin Yu who I met first."
"Why...why should I be an orphan...why should I meet brother Qin Yu...wouldn't it be better for me to die when I was five years old...that way I would save myself from being hated..."
After all, looking at this situation, it felt like Xinling was about to vomit blood and die.
I reluctantly moved to the dining table, where there was a bowl of crab and seafood noodles that had already gone cold.
During this process, Luobo followed Xin Ling and stayed with Xin Ling without meowing.
Yes, otherwise, why would she be Qin Yu's wife, but not her?
Ji Nuolan wanted to say something else, but he hesitated several times.
Ji Nuolan also saw that something was wrong. She quickly walked to Xinling and looked at it carefully.
Xinling felt powerless just thinking about this number.
Xinling was lying on the sofa alone, holding his chest and breathing quietly.
But now you and brother Qin Yu are divorcing, why can't I?
There was no resentment or smile in Xinling's eyes. She only had one request now. She didn't want to see Ji Nuolan again.
Reason in her mind defeated emotion at this moment.
Alas, two women who were originally kind-hearted poked at each other's sore spots for a man, crying and poking at each other. Now it's better, the winner is decided, and Jinolan wins.
After all, no matter how much she scolded her or tore her apart, Xinling was still the woman she had called her sister-in-law for five years.
She was afraid that if she stood here for a while longer, she would say something that she would regret in the future.
The kitten also felt the sadness, anger and grievance in Xinling's mother's heart.
"Don't scare me, didn't you say your heart disease was cured?" Jinolan said with a trembling voice.
Carrot also walked out from the corner of the sofa and walked around Xinling's feet.
Ten million……
The grievance was as heavy and huge as a green mountain. She could no longer bear it. The mountain of sadness and grievance crushed her...
His face suddenly turned from red to white and then to red again!
But now the expression on Xinling's face didn't look like she was acting. She was really in pain, both mentally and physically.
So she put the bowl of noodles in the microwave to heat it up.
Originally this bowl of noodles was a food for her to celebrate, but it turned out to be extremely ironic.
Turning around for the last time, Jinolan left.
"Sister-in-law, you are right. The people in our orphanage are just muddy bastards. Look at how dilapidated their bodies are."
Xinling's eyes were empty, and his voice was like a cuckoo crying for blood.
It was completely different from the happy look when Jin Nuolan came in just now.
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After a long time, Xinling slowly got up from the sofa. It was already late at night.
Jinuolan, who was sitting opposite, suddenly panicked.
She can't play with her.
"It's cured, but I haven't eaten nutritious food since I was a child, and I haven't been actively treated, so the root cause of the disease is here." Xinling comforted Ji Nuolan weakly.
Jin Nuolan was holding the shoulder strap of the Gucci bag in her hand, and her nails were pinched on the shoulder strap, leaving clear nail marks.
"you go!"
Ji Nuolan stood outside the door of Xinling's apartment and could faintly hear the heartbroken voice of a woman.
He stood up, picked up his bag, and left Xinling's apartment without looking back.
Xinling shouted, his face even more painful.
Xinling murmured to himself, tears flowing uncontrollably.
"Just go, I'll be fine." Xinling murmured.
Brother Qin Yu, whom I have known since I was five years old, is now twenty-five years old, and it has been twenty years.
Of course, she didn't go far and stood in the corridor outside Xinling's apartment for a long time.
"Go away, I don't want to see you again. I just said you are not welcome here."
Xinling slowly lay down on the sofa, clutching her left chest, her face bloodless.
Xinling had no expression on his face the whole time.
She couldn't help but want to open the door and rush in. She wanted to tell Xin Ling that I was just joking. After I divorce Qin Yu, you can take over. That way, Xin Ling won't cry...
"Okay, okay, I'm leaving, I'm leaving. Don't be angry again. Also, my phone number has been set to one-touch dialing. If you need anything, please call me. Qin Yu is not here. I will take care of you if you need anything."
You." Ji Nuolan took Xinling's mobile phone and operated it for a while before saying this.
Ji Nuolan didn't dare to look into her eyes.
She thought that if Qin Yu divorced Ji Nuolan, she would be able to realize her long-cherished wish.
When Ji Nuolan heard this, he just shook his head and said that he couldn't leave at this time.
At that time, I hoped that brother Qin Yu would live well more than you did, even if his wife was not me.
Xinling cried all her tears, and the traces of tears left traces on her beautiful little face.
At this moment, Ji Nuolan was completely helpless.
Xinling picked up the chopsticks and stirred it in the bowl a few times, but the noodles were already lumpy.
But! Please forgive her. Forgive her. Ji Nuolan is also a woman and Qin Yu's wife. She cannot do this if she is asked to comfort other women and say that you will take over after my divorce.
Xinling had been beaten down by Ji Nuolan and lost all energy, and was directly depressed.
"I...I hate you, I hate you, isn't that okay?"
The old habit of feeling sad and sad has returned.
"So this is why you hate me." Xinling smiled weakly on her pale face.
"Of course." Xinling murmured this sentence.
During the heating period, she went to Qin Yu's room and took away all the ambiguous and ambiguous decorations, such as incense and so on.
Xin Ling forced himself to stand up.
After Xinling finished handling the decorations, the noodles had been heated.
Xinling took out the noodles, sat down at the dining table alone, and ate in silence.
While eating, I shed tears.
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Chapter completed!