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Chapter 231 Remorse

Gu Yimo nodded gently: "Yes. I guessed it, and I told Lao Ji too."

"It's a pity that your phone came too late. If it were a little earlier..." Chu Weilan choked up.

If she had known this was the result, she would never have eliminated her birthmark. In a sense, her birthmark was also exchanged for her by her parents with their lives. They wanted to protect her for the rest of their lives, but unfortunately she did not cherish it.

Ji Yanzheng said, you should trust your parents.

Yes, what he said was always right. Although he didn't know the existence of the second personality at that time, he still instinctively realized something, so he was unwilling to let her eliminate her birthmark, but he couldn't resist her soft and hard blister.

"So... Lao Ji was injured by your second personality?" Gu Yimo was silent for a while and asked.

Chu Weilan suffocated his breath, and nodded slightly for a while.

"When the birthmark was just removed, I didn't think of anything important, so I gave the second personality an opportunity to take advantage of it." Chu Weilan murmured, "She came out once, and it reminded me of everything."

Gu Yimo said: "What I found out is that when you were a child, you were kidnapped by a human trafficker and almost sold to the mountains. That human trafficker was killed by you with your own hands."

"That's right." Chu Weilan clenched his hands and his eyes widened. "He didn't abuse me much. He probably planned to sell me for a good price, but he was very cruel to other children. I was frightened. Once, he bullied a teenage girl. I was so angry that I happened to see his knife landing on the edge of the bed, so I grabbed it and rushed towards him. He was unprepared. After being stabbed, he fell to the ground. Although his hands and feet were tied, he still took the opportunity to pounce on him and pressed his limbs, and let me kill him with red eyes. At that time, I was already timid, but I couldn't get rid of the tiger, and I poked him several times with trembling... He died of too much blood loss and failed rescue."

As she said that, she trembled, not only because she recalled the terrifying scene, but also because... she lost too much blood and failed rescue. She was so afraid that such a situation would fall on Ji Yanzheng.

Gu Yimo looked at her pale face and could almost imagine that scene.

At that time, she was just a seven or eight-year-old child after all, so how could she have become a murderer by herself?

Chu Weilan calmed down for a while and continued, "I grew up being spoiled by my parents since I was a child. I have never seen any dark side. I didn't expect that I would become a murderer. Even if the person who killed a bad person, I couldn't accept it. Therefore, I refused to admit this fact and pretended that I didn't do it."

"So, she appeared." Gu Yimo said softly.

"Yes, then she appeared." Chu Weilan bit her lip tightly, "She also hurt my father. But at that time, my father didn't know that I had made another personality in fear. He thought I was just accidentally and comforted me. I was young at that time and didn't understand what was going on. Later, every few days, my parents would say why I was naughty again, and the small animals near my house were all tragically damaged by me... I gradually realized that there was another devil living in my body. Later, my parents also realized that they neither wanted me to be locked in the hospital as a mental illness nor to be imprisoned in the future for killing people."

"So, they will take you abroad." Gu Yimo intervened.

"Yes, they applied to go to Country Y. Before going, they tried to destroy my previous experience. Country Y has a mysterious tribe, and there is a secret method that makes people forget everything that happened in the past. My birthmark comes from this." Chu Weilan pursed her lips, "My second personality arose because of my murder. When I completely forgot about this and no longer feared and blamed myself, the second personality would not have the opportunity to appear."

"But now the birthmark is gone." Gu Yimo looked at her smooth face.

"Yes." Chu Weilan smiled miserably, "At that time, the leader of the tribe told my parents that if they didn't want the secret method to fail, they would never touch men. So their parents asked them to stamp the brand on my face. This method was obviously very useful. But..."

Because of the birthmark on her face, she has almost become an insulator of the opposite sex over the years.

But she didn't expect that she would meet Ji Yanzheng and such an accident happened.

If it was just an accident, that would be fine. But this man didn't mind the birthmark on her face at all, and even... he was still very interested in her, although he never expressed this.

This is what happened later.

"Why did your parents stay in Country Y alone?" Gu Yimo continued to ask after a while of silence.

"There was war in Country Y. They couldn't leave, so they had time to send me back." Chu Weilan bit her lip with a sad look. "At that time, I was unconscious because of the secret method of amnesia, and was sent onto the plane and returned to Yangcheng. Not long after I woke up, I received the bad news of their deaths, but I didn't remember anything. In order to protect me, they didn't tell anyone about my personality disorder, and even Chu Wenhua and his wife didn't know."

Gu Yimo nodded: "Yes, they only know that your temperament has changed during that period."

"Mr. Gu, I'm telling you all this, just hope you can help me." She looked at Gu Yimo with a firm and sad look, "I hope she will disappear forever."

"Sister-in-law, you said that because of your fear and self-blame, she appears." Gu Yimo pondered for a while and said, "If you want to defeat her, the first thing you have to do is to defeat your own inner demons. You need to accept the fact that you have killed someone, and at the same time you must realize that it is not your fault. The most important thing is that Lao Ji's injury has nothing to do with you."

Upon hearing this, Chu Weilan trembled for a moment and closed her eyes.

"You are now adults, and when you were a child, I believe it is not difficult for you now. After all, your second personality has been sleeping for so many years, and she may still retain the little girl's mind." Gu Yimo said, "But the trouble is that Lao Ji's incident... you must not blame yourself. Your self-blame and guilt are her nutrients. If you cannot accept from the bottom of your heart, 'This matter has nothing to do with me', she will still appear."

Chu Weilan's lips moved and then smiled bitterly.

"You're right, but..."

But how could she not blame herself? If it weren't for her stubbornness and persistence, Ji Yanzheng would not have compromised. In that case, the second personality would not have appeared at all, and he would not have been hurt, lying in the operating room with uncertainty of life and death.

"I know it's hard." Gu Yimo grabbed his hair, "but if you want her to disappear, you have to do it. You can't be controlled by her. In a sense, she is also a part of you, and you need to accept that the not-so-great side of your human nature is nothing to be ashamed of, and each of us is not perfect."

Chu Weilan looked blankly at the red light at the door of the operating room.

The man's deep and firm eyes appeared in his mind again, and the gentle smile hidden under the depth... Why, why did she not understand until now?
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