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Chapter 291 Am I Really Worth It?

"You're here." She giggled and raised her glass, "Do you want to drink?"

The man stared at her for a while, without saying a word, and reached out to grab the cup in her hand.

But Chu Weilan refused and held the wine glass tightly: "Don't rob me, I'm not enough to drink by myself."

Ji Yanzheng shaved her face, rolled the Adam's apple, and then picked her up horizontally. However, a series of clamoring sounds stunned the man.

He looked at the source of the sound and then found the chain locked on the woman's ankle. A deep pain flashed through his eyes. He dragged the chain to send her to the bed, and then squatted down to help her untie the chain.

Chu Weilan was put on the bed in a daze, feeling the whole world shaking. She subconsciously grabbed the palm of her palm, but it was empty.

She suddenly cried: "You are leaving...you really don't want me anymore. I'm so sad. I have a lot of things to say to you, but you ignore me."

Ji Yanzheng's hand, which was unlocking the buckle, trembled slightly.

He pursed his lips, speeded up his movements, threw the chain that was in the way, then stood up straight and reached out to grab the woman in his arms.

"I didn't leave. Why would I bear to refuse you?" He pressed against her forehead, his voice a little hoarse, "Don't you have a lot to say to me, I'll listen."

She instinctively reached out to put her arms around his neck, as if confirming his identity: "Yan Zheng, it's really you..."

The man raised her chin, held her lips and sucked for a while, then smiled in a low and mute manner, "What do you think?"

She blinked hard, as if she wanted to see his appearance clearly, but her eyes were blurred and he still couldn't see the man's appearance clearly.

However, the familiar smell and familiar kiss made her feel extremely at ease.

"Yeah." She nodded vigorously and leaned against his chest. "I think...what I'm going to say...ah, by the way, this morning...I thought you were gone, so I was very sad, so sad...I couldn't shoot the scene, and I suddenly felt that everything was boring, but...but I turned around and saw you, and I was very happy."

The woman was a little incoherent, but Ji Yanzheng listened very seriously. His arms tightened a little, and he said hoarsely: "And what."

"Then..." She frowned, looking a little painful, "Then... I want to talk to you, but you ignore me."

"I'll pay attention to you now." His breathing became a little heavy. "I originally wanted to ignore you, but I couldn't bear to leave."

She listened in a daze, and tears suddenly fell from the corners of her eyes.

"No." She suddenly retorted, "It's not like that."

"What's not?" the man asked patiently.

"It's not that the closer you get, the more painful I feel." She sniffed, "I'm actually very happy with you, very happy and happy. I'm in pain because... it's because I have to separate from you. I feel pain when I think I have to separate from you..."

She choked up as she said.

Ji Yanzheng's eyes were a little red.

"So, is it okay not to separate?" he said hoarsely.

"No," she said softly, "I'm not ready yet...I can't drag you down."

"You're not a burden."

"I am." She retorted seriously, "Ji Yanzheng, you have a strong sense of responsibility, so you hope that I trust you wholeheartedly. I just need to do what I like and accept your favor, and don't worry about anything. I am sick, and you want to protect me even more. But... but I'm just worried... I know, you must say that I don't trust you enough."

"Isn't it?" he asked hoarsely.

"No." She bit her lip, and her thoughts suddenly became very clear. "I trust you, but... I just can't do anything and don't worry about anything. I grew up alone and no one takes care of me to protect me, so this is an instinct, and I can't control myself. Sometimes I feel that you have too much love and protection for me, so it's so much that I can't bear. But every time I think this way, I feel very guilty. I don't deserve your love. If you marry someone else, such as Ling Yutong, there will definitely be no such problem between you."

The man's deep and red eyes seemed to have a huge wave.

"Chu Weilan." His voice was hoarse, "You mean, I can't breathe?"

She blinked and thought for a while in confusion, "No, I'm not worthy."

"It's not that you are not worthy, it's me that I'm wrong." The man dropped a hot kiss on her eyes. "I have been forcing you to fall in love with me, forcing you to have no reservations about me, and even forcing you to give up on yourself... No wonder you can't afford it."

"No, no." She still shook her head, "It's not your fault."

Ji Yanzheng's Adam's apple slid: "It's my fault. I'm too conceited and too selfish. I have been forcing you to be unreserved of me, but I don't want to tell you anything."

"No, no." She shook her head vigorously.

"Chu Weilan, you are too harsh on yourself." He pinched her face, "You always put the blame on yourself. You think I'm giving, no, I'm asking for it all the time. You stupid woman."

She felt a little aggrieved: "I'm not stupid."

"Yes, you're not stupid." The man held her tighter in his arms, "That's why you made up your mind to leave me. You're right."

Chu Weilan's eyes showed a little confusion again, and she didn't seem to understand why he said that.

"Chu Weilan." The man called her name softly, "Do you still love me?"

"Yeah." She nodded without hesitation and murmured softly, "Actually I want you to wait for me to wait for me to cure the disease, but I don't know how long it will take... I can't make such a request to you, it's too selfish."

"You don't have to make any requests, I will wait for you." Ji Yanzheng said in a hoarse voice, "We still have a lot of time."

"No, don't wait." She suddenly began to panic.

"Do you think I want to wait for you?" he smiled, "but I have given you all my feelings and can't be taken back."

The glass in Chu Weilan's hand finally fell on the bed. She raised her head, her eyes full of water: "Why... am I really worth it?"

"I don't know." Ji Yanzheng combed her long hair, "but this doesn't matter."

Her lips moved, and suddenly buried her face in his chest.

"In the past three months, I have been thinking that I must work hard to cure myself as soon as possible, otherwise Yan Zheng will not wait for me." She said in a muffled voice, "I am still thinking that if I recover from the illness and you are not married yet, I will... I will seduce you and secretly give birth to your baby, and I won't let you know."

She said, hiccupping and giggling.

"Seduce me." His voice became hoarse, "How to seduce?"

She shakingly raised her head and tried to kiss him, but her teeth hit the man's jaw.
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