Chapter 29 The future is too heavy for her to bear
"At that time, Mr. Qin was extremely satisfied with you as his granddaughter. I can also see that he had high expectations for you."
"But when Mr. Qin passed away, I didn't see you at his funeral, and your resume was blank for a year before you found a new school to resume your studies."
Qin Muxue frowned slightly, "Are you investigating me?"
"Yes." Chu Tingxiao admitted frankly.
He didn't think there was anything wrong with admitting it.
"If that wasn't the case, how would I know that you have such a high talent in fashion design."
"It only took two years to make up for all the missed courses. Not only that, I even graduated early."
Chu Tingxiao stared into Qin Muxue's eyes, "Don't you want to go back to the road of design?"
Qin Muxue pursed her lips and said nothing.
think.
Of course I did.
She loves design so much, how could she give up if she wasn't forced by life.
But liking is one thing, life is another.
Qin Muxue is a girl who is very proud from the bottom of her heart. She cannot and will never allow her good hands and feet to continue to accept relief from her aunt.
Although my aunt often says that a family does not need to be so clearly divided, Qin Muxue does not think so.
Only when they stand on the same parallel line can they be considered truly equal.
Otherwise, even if her aunt doesn't think so, Qin Muxue will still feel inferior in her heart.
She didn't like this feeling, so even if she gave up her favorite design, she had to go to work first and pay off the debt she owed her aunt over the years.
But she never expected that her aunt still owed Chu Tingxiao a large sum of money before she could settle her debt!
Seeing that Qin Muxue was silent, Chu Tingxiao was not anxious.
"The registration deadline for the 'Nice Dress Award' is until six o'clock tomorrow afternoon. Do you want to live in a muddle for the rest of your life? Or pick up your paintbrush again? Qin Muxue, I hope you can think about your future..."
"who do you think You Are?"
Qin Muxue interrupted him in an indifferent tone.
Chu Tingxiao was slightly startled. This was the first time he saw Qin Muxue's expression of such indifference and rejection.
"Chu Tingxiao, who do you think you are?" Qin Muxue repeated it again.
Chu Tingxiao frowned slightly, feeling inexplicably panicked in his heart.
"Do you know what kind of life I have lived these years? Do you know how I lived after I was kicked out of the Qin family?"
"What are you talking about about your future with me now, huh..."
Qin Muxue laughed softly, not knowing whether she was laughing at herself or the nosy Chu Tingxiao.
"You want me to pick up the paintbrush again? Then what? Let me know that Qin Muxue who left the Qin family is actually very good?"
Qin Muxue lowered her head, her bangs hanging down covering her eyes, and her voice trembled slightly.
"What happens next? Will my grandfather be able to live again? Will I be able to live the life I want from now on?"
Chu Tingxiao looked at her and wanted to say something, but couldn't.
“If you don’t know anything and don’t understand anything, don’t stand on the moral high ground and think you’re dictating other people’s lives!”
The car door was slammed hard.
Chu Tingxiao stared blankly as the pretty figure walked further and further away.
He just felt that it was a pity that Qin Muxue gave up the design, so he wanted to help her, but he didn't expect that it would turn out like this.
Could it be that he really did something wrong?
Chu Tingxiao opened the door and got out of the car, following Qin Muxue from a distance.
He knew it was impossible for Qin Muxue to get lost in this neighborhood, but he just couldn't let go.
Qin Muxue, who was running away angrily, didn't notice anyone following him, and kept walking forward with his head lowered.
She was very angry.
But he was not angry at Chu Tingxiao for being nosy, but angry at himself for being weak and incompetent.
Nishang Award?
Design major Qin Muxue certainly knows about this award.
In fact, Qin Muxue had already signed up to participate before Chu Tingxiao mentioned it.
For nothing else, just for the first prize of 100,000 yuan.
This bonus is nothing to people like Xiang Wan.
But for Qin Muxue, whose life is already as chaotic as chicken feathers, it is different.
This 100,000 yuan can be the tuition fees of Nan Nan and Chuan Chuan, or it can be the living expenses of their family for half a year.
Qin Muxue could even be liberated from Chu Tingxiao's debt five months earlier.
Originally, she just went for the bonus, but now, this award has become Chu Tingxiao's future.
The word "future" is too heavy for her to bear.
What Qin Muxue wants now is to work hard to make money, take good care of her two children, cure Nan Nan's illness, and live a good life of her own. This is enough.
As for other things, she had never thought about them, nor did she dare to think about them.
She was afraid that she would waver in her current decision and regret her original choice.
When she first found out she was pregnant, her aunt had persuaded her to have an abortion. It was Qin Muxue who insisted on giving birth to these two children. She stubbornly believed that this was the last gift her grandfather gave her.
Later, when life was exhausted, Qin Muxue regretted such a decision, and even considered abandoning her two children.
But fortunately, with the company of her aunt and Aunt Hu, she survived.
Qin Muxue, who survived, secretly vowed that no matter what happened, she would never give up her two children, and she was willing to give up her temporarily unrealistic dream for them.
When Qin Muxue felt a little tired and stopped, she realized that she had walked back to the Qin family villa without knowing it.
The door of the villa is closed, and it can be seen from the rust on it that no one has been here for a long time.
They probably hired part-time workers, or maybe the property management company sent someone to clean it. The yard was clean, with only a few fallen leaves that had just fallen and hadn't had time to be cleaned up.
Qin Muxue thought about her return more than once, but she never imagined that one day when she came back, her former home would look like this.
"That's Qin Muxue! Oh my god, Mr. Qin was so angry with her that she actually has the nerve to come back."
"Qin Muxue, get out of here! You don't think it's embarrassing enough, do you? Your grandfather is already mad at you, what else do you want! Do you want me to be mad at you too?"
"Xiaoxue, tell me, you are serious. How can you be so ignorant? Go and apologize to your father and say that you will never dare to do it again."
"Qin Muxue, you are really my good sister. Because of you, my reputation has become bad. If you want to find a cowherd, can't you go somewhere farther away? You have to be in front of grandpa.
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Chapter completed!