Chapter 1111 Little Clam Diary(1/2)
From the time I can remember, they all say that I am the ugliest creature in this time.
At that time, I was in the Tianshui Empire, I must have been, because I took my five younger brothers and looked at the superior humans, just like the ants next to me.
It seems that just living is enough.
I keep practicing.
Pooh.
What kind of cultivation, I am thrown into the river every day, and no one even wants to treat me as a meal on the dinner table.
I have lived for a long time, and I have seen human beings killing each other, and I have seen human beings killing their relatives for their own benefit.
At that time, I just thought, just stay alive.
If there is a chance, I also hope that they, like me, can live freely in the nameless river full of filth without thinking about any problems.
I started practicing, and I really practiced aimlessly.
Not for myself, but for my brothers who are still alive among the human race.
At that time, I learned that there was a name called demon.
I have long been accustomed to it. As a monster, I should be despised.
Even if I am stronger than their emperor!
Slowly, one day I became a human being.
I became the Emperor of Tianshui.
I began to be afraid. I was afraid that one day in the future, my people would find out that I was a monster!
When I think of their disgusted eyes, I think of my former brothers who would stay away from me or turn swords on me because of my status as a monster.
I was very scared.
In this way, I spent a hundred years in constant fear.
Then, a thousand years passed.
Ten thousand years have passed.
I had a chance.
He actually sat in the position of Emperor Tianshui.
That guy told me before he died that I was the savior.
How ridiculous, a toad.
How to be a savior?
But what?
I really became the Emperor of Tianshui!
I am not as good as those powerful people, and I have experienced a catastrophe for thousands of years inexplicably.
He also survived inexplicably.
But I’m really scared. I’m afraid that my people will discover my demon clan!!
Yes, I am a monster.
But I don't want to be a monster.
Over time, they all got used to it.
Treat me like an emperor, treat me like an emperor.
I have never been treated as a monster.
I don't understand anything.
I don't know how to be a good king.
I don’t know how to be a good leader.
But I know that as long as people live and work in peace and contentment, it will be fine.
I stole a lot of treasures, and I didn’t know that I would have so many treasures in my mind.
I'm very scared myself, but I've long been used to it and it doesn't matter anymore.
I want to live my life doing nothing, but someone encourages me to dominate the three empires.
After that idea sprouted in my heart, I kept a low profile for who knows how many years.
Ji Shuang and I joined forces and finally waited for that day.
Defeated, really defeated.
I never thought that I lost to the nine blood dragons, but I lost to Lu Yun.
That is a god-like man.
He didn't look down on me, and was even willing to make a blood alliance with me and form a sworn alliance with Jinlan.
He is different from...
Everything I think in my heart, I simply don't dare to do.
But he told me as a matter of course: "All living beings are equal."
Oh my god, how come the demon race and the human race are all equal?
I decided to follow him to explore the so-called equality of all living beings.
However, I know in my heart that there cannot be any equality in this world.
I don't know why I believe him and do what he does.
As if somewhere, my heart told me that I could really succeed.
At the beginning of the war, I was very scared.
However, when I faced that guy, I didn't expect that I would be able to do it without hesitation.
Just like Empress Qin at that time.
The same as everything she did for the Divine Fire Empire.
I have a confused feeling, as if I can do it too.
Obviously, when I first learned about Empress Qin, I was shocked by her greatness. I thought I couldn't do it, but I didn't expect that I actually did it.
If I live in this life, I am destined to live in darkness.
So, Lu Yun is definitely Dawn.
It's hard to imagine that a guy like me, who is neither human nor demon, would subconsciously protect Lu Yun.
Moreover, I not only protected him, I also protected the entire empire.
I can see their eyes.
I also know that they all understood at that moment that I was a complete monster from beginning to end.
But, why, I really don’t seem to be able to be an emperor.
I have never loved this world.
Even, he is resentful of this world.
However, at that time, the millions of creatures behind me were my people.
I seem to be able to do something, but I can't seem to do anything.
But, I am their eldest brother.
So, at that moment I knew that even if I couldn't do anything, I would try my best.
Even if I pay a painful price, nothing can be changed, I will still give it a try.
No matter how my people view me at that moment.
As long as they are behind me.
Just don't let me back down.
Until, I heard Lu Yun's voice.
his question.
He was aggrieved by me.
Although, I don't blame anyone.
But seeing him feel unfair for me like that still makes me moved.
At that moment, I suddenly believed what Lu Yun said about the equality of all living beings.
He believes that there is nothing special about being a human being.
To be continued...