Chapter 938: Guilty Person
As for people, once they have feelings, they also have their own weaknesses.
Whenever these weaknesses are attacked, it is often easy to break through the target's psychological defenses.
The power of a domain is a unique power formed by the fusion of personal emotions and soul.
It is equivalent to the embodiment of a person's heart, a power tailor-made for oneself! The power that is most consistent with oneself!
However, this kind of power has both advantages and disadvantages. While it is powerful, it can also easily affect the host's emotions in reverse, and even directly cause the host's character to change drastically! It will become less like itself!
After all, in a sense, the domain itself is what the host has been pursuing but has been missing, and what it cares about most.
This situation is called inner demons entering the brain in the Eastern world, and Shura possession in the Western world. It is a major disaster that every person who advances to the realm of lord will suffer.
The bigger the flaw in your mind and the more obvious the weakness, the higher the chance of being manipulated by the influence of the domain.
This is not a question of mental strength, but a purely test of a person's willpower.
There are many ways to strengthen your will.
One is to live long. As long as you live long enough, you will see more things and experience more things.
The passage of time, birth, old age, illness and death, the separation of relatives, the intertwining of love and hate, these unusual experiences are all a kind of tempering of your own will. After tempering for a long time, your resistance will naturally become stronger.
This method of training, in terms of Taoism and Buddhism, is called joining the world!
And some people who are eager for success and take the wrong approach will choose to cut off their passions and solve the problem fundamentally.
Hey, I don’t have any relatives or lovers, and I don’t care about anything, so naturally I don’t have any inner demons!
Although this method is cold, it is also very effective.
Qin Yu is neither an old monster who has lived for hundreds of years, nor a monk with a pure heart. He is just an ordinary person, as he was in his previous life, and he will be the same in this life.
Therefore, this kid naturally has his own character weaknesses and things he cares about. Even because of his previous experiences, he cares about these things more than normal people.
That's why he lost control before, and was even forced back by the power of his own domain to the point where he completely lost his mind.
Looking at the expressionless Qin Yu in front of him, Emperor Longwu frowned. After a moment of silence, he suddenly asked.
"Little brother Qin Yu, there is a loophole in your will. If you don't fix it, even if you are not counterattacked by the power of the domain, it will be easy for the enemy to break through the defense line from this aspect in the future, so you must learn to face it head-on. You...
...Have you ever owed anyone a debt?"
Upon hearing this, Qin Yu, who was sitting opposite, shrugged slightly.
"No."
"Not one?"
"I retaliate on the spot when I have any grudges, and I find a way to repay those who are kind to me. I, Qin Yu, don't owe anyone anything in my life."
"Hey, is there anyone you can't let go of?"
"Huh? You can't let it go? I meet the guys I know every day and I don't hang them up. Why can't you let it go?"
"It doesn't seem like this is the problem. Is there anyone you feel sorry for?"
As soon as these words came out, before Qin Yu could give a reply, the two princes standing behind Emperor Longwu were the first to burst into laughter.
The second prince smiled bitterly and shook his head.
The kid in front of me is causing trouble all day long, and likes to make trouble for others when he has nothing to do. If he had such a normal mind, he would be so evil and annoying.
Emperor Longwu didn't pay attention to the laughter of his two sons. He just looked at Qin Yu with a serious expression.
Seeing this scene, Qin Yu opened his mouth slightly, but after a moment of hesitation, he still didn't make a sound.
Seeing this scene, Emperor Longwu couldn't help but narrow his eyes.
"This kind of thing must be spoken out. Qin Yu, if you can't strengthen your will, you will never be able to completely control the power of the field, and you are not willing to spend tens or hundreds of years to slowly hone your power.
Will, right, so you have to learn to face yourself, and you have to learn to face the things you least want to face. Is there anyone you feel sorry for?"
As Emperor Longwu asked again, the corners of Qin Yu's mouth trembled slightly, and suddenly he crossed his hands in his sleeves and turned sideways on the chair.
"Let's just say there is one."
"who?"
"have no idea."
"What?"
"I don't know his name. I only know that he is a doctor and his surname is Zhao. I think he always called him Lao Zhao during those two years."
"Then have you done anything wrong to him?"
"I did one."
"What's up?"
"I forced him to kill me. I forced a good doctor who had saved people his whole life to kill his patients with his own hands."
Looking sideways at the wall, Qin Yu closed his eyes and sighed deeply.
"I pretended to be an ordinary person and entered the hospital. I had terminal cancer and was completely hopeless, but he forced me to live for another two years. When I ran out of money, he helped me find a way to apply to the hospital and find a way.
I just don’t want to let go of raising money. How can there be such a good person in this world? You said even my relatives don’t want to take care of me, so why does he insist on taking care of me to the end?”
Looking at the clean walls, Qin Yu recalled the memories of his past life that kept popping up in his mind when he went berserk with power, and couldn't help but sigh again.
"That old Zhao has been practicing medicine for more than 20 years and has saved countless people. The banners he received were hung on three walls. The hand holding the scalpel was as stable as a machine. In the end, I asked him to pull out the scalpel.
When he was using the oxygen tube, his hands were shaking so much... Now that I think about it, maybe I shouldn't have forced him
He shouldn't have asked him to take me on this last journey, hehe, forcing a doctor who was saving lives and healing the wounded to kill a life with his own hands. No wonder I am hated by people here. It is indeed wicked...but he was the only friend I had at that time.
Now, please ask your friends to send you away, you think there should be nothing wrong with that."
Looking at Qin Yu who was lying on the chair facing him and others, Emperor Longwu had a calm expression and just nodded lightly.
"It's a good thing to have a good friend to see you off before leaving. How is your doctor friend doing now?"
"I don't know, maybe he's still trying his best to save people. He's just like that, a good old guy. He probably won't be able to rest for the rest of his life."
"Didn't you go see him?"
"I can't see him. I can't find the road. I don't remember where he lives."
"...It seems that the flaw in your heart can no longer be repaired...Forget it, if it can't be repaired, then it can't be repaired. I have other ways to help you strengthen your will, little one.
Brother, are you willing to give it a try?"
After hearing Emperor Longwu's words, Qin Yu quickly raised his head and looked over after adjusting his mood.
"Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt. In an instant, it feels like a lifetime ago."
"Then let's try it... Oh, by the way, please ask, Lord Longwu Emperor, is there a plane called Earth near here?"
"Earth... I have never heard of it."
Chapter completed!