Now, the young master and the young lady are not interested in her, and she can't escape. She still carries this deadly mother Gu on her body. She will not be welcomed for one day after she lives. What's the point?

Horizontal is also dead, vertical is also dead, and you have to die.

Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, her young woman like flowers will become a corpse.

Thinking of this, Qingwu calmed down inexplicably.

Haha, haha.

In the darkness, she let out two laughs. Anyone who hears this laughter will be sucked.

I saw her expression suddenly become loose and yearning, slowly untied her burden and took out the most beautiful piece of clothing. This clothes was her favorite when she was a thin horse. Whenever she put them on, she would turn them upside down. When she arrived at the Qin family, she dared not wear them.

Now...what are you afraid of now?

She changed her clothes with a smile, put on all the jewelry she didn't dare to wear on weekdays, and even applied her mouth fat carefully...

She thought, since life is so painful, it is better to die, and if you die, you will be fine.

Fortunately, apart from her poor background and a poor identity, she has never done anything that is harmful to the world.

Although I had imagined seducing Qin Muxiu, which powerful man in a family did not have three wives and four concubines. This is not considered a crime?

Those who have never done evil should be able to go to the Pure Land after death and will not go to hell.

Dress up and Qingwu began to think about how to die?

Hanging? Don't, sticking your head out, your eyes protrude, and you're so ugly.

Jumping into the river? You can't get out, you have no place to jump.

I wipe my neck? There is only a pair of scissors in the room. It doesn’t look very sharp. I’m afraid I can’t wipe it all at once. I have to apply it several times in a row, and she is afraid of pain.

Can't you find a way to seek death?

When people want to die, memories of the past will be staged in front of them.

The same is true for Qingwu, and she couldn't help but remember all the things she had when she was a child.

Most of the thin horses come from poor families and must be beautiful and natural. Of course, as the name suggests, the most important thing is to lose weight.

Qingwu was sold to a thin horse dealer by his family at the age of only a few years and received nearly cruel thin horse training.

The thin horse dealer gathered them together, from walking, sitting, lying down, and smiling, all with strict standards. If you don’t obey, you will be beaten and hungry. Qingwu remembers that there were dozens of young sisters who were trained together at that time, but in the end, there were only three who succeeded in becoming thin horses. One of these three people was her.

As for the rest, most of them were sold to the Red Chamber Chu Pavilion.

But what reminded her of this time was not any of these people, but the little sister who died of suicide because she could not stand her mother's discipline.

She died of swallowing incense ash. When she found out, her body became stiff. Qingwu didn’t think of her, she just wanted to learn how to die.

It’s easy to die, but it’s hard to live.

Qingwu had a desperate ambition in her heart and went directly to the woodshed.

No one cares about her when he goes to the woodshed.

He Miao happened to pass by, and it was a little strange to see her here, "Why are you here?"
Chapter completed!