Fang Ru is also a human being. When he sees an unrelated passerby die tragically in front of him, he will not feel sad, but he will still feel a little emotional.

So in the world where Fang Ru lives, someone has long said that the dead are the most important.

He doesn't want to kill people with his own hands less and less, for this reason, whether it's pretentious or hypocritical.

But he did find that the more he looked at him like this, the more anxious he would become, and the harder it would be to forget it.

Unless those people were really worse than animals and committed something outrageous in front of Fang Ji.

After all, he was not a natural killer. Even if he did it quickly out of anger or self-preservation, I would occasionally think about it afterwards and it would always have such an impact on Fang Ru's mood.

After all, to be honest, someone from the other side didn't just kill the culprits before. Those scoundrels who committed crimes that were not serious enough to die also showed no mercy for the sake of safety.

It's okay at first, and there are many ways to eliminate these effects.

But the memory will not disappear. Once accumulated to a certain extent, there will always be an explosion.

Especially after discovering that he was so weak, his irritability became even more intense.

Because Fang Ru started to be afraid.

He began to fear that one day he would end up like this.

But today, after being reminded like this by Yao Lao, that feeling of irritability showed signs of breaking out.

Xiao Yan, Yao Lao is different from him. The world of Doupo originally puts the law of the jungle on the bright side. If I am stronger than you, then it is natural for me to slaughter your sect and take away your resources.

It can be said that they have been killing people since they were young, and only looking at force is their understanding.

But Fang Ru is not.

He was originally just a salty fish waiting to die in a relatively harmonious society.

It doesn't matter if you quarrel or fight, but in the society he lives in, how many people take a knife to the streets every day and kill people without paying them?

If we treat the characters in other worlds as NPCs at the beginning, it would be easier to start them like spawning monsters.

But if you really bring your feelings into these worlds, you will eventually realize that they are all real people. Except for those with a cold nature, who can really continue to treat them as NPCs who only repeat lines?

But since the world here is not false, should someone from the other side follow the rules here and give up the restraint of the past?

But if you even give up your persistence, what is someone on the other side doing?

If he really gives up and returns to that familiar society, can he still integrate into it and recall the things he gave up?

And after accepting these predators of the weak, murder and arson, such as eating and drinking, will he be killed by some killer?

The so-called thoughts and emotions are like this. They can affect the whole body. You don't know which point or which line will lead to thousands of connections.

When one thought arises, thousands of thoughts arise.

Those memories of the past are pouring out like a tide, and they can't be stopped. The rising tide makes my head hurt.

Therefore, it is better for people to be busy.

If other important matters are involved, these emotions can be suppressed or transferred.

But the bad thing is that he has nothing important to do now, so he has enough time to think about what he has done, and to ask his own heart, what on earth has he done?…

In this case, he cannot deceive himself and ignore these problems. After all, the problems will always exist if they are not solved. He can avoid it this time, but he cannot avoid it next time.

The most difficult thing for people to face is the true and complicated self in their hearts.

When you see your dark self, you will feel guilty, and when you see your kind self, you will feel hypocritical. No matter what, you cannot make him look perfect.

And people's thinking patterns always change as the surrounding environment changes. Just like a hungry person will think about food, but when he is extremely thirsty, he will think that water is a good thing.

In addition to his attitude towards life, which made Fang Ru feel increasingly overwhelmed, he also

Some of them are confused about what they are doing.

Maybe it's because the environment changes too frequently, or maybe someone on the other side doesn't have that strong ability to adapt. In fact, he never thought clearly about what he should do.

Because there was a portal to other worlds, he opened the door, and because he learned this weird clone, his clone appeared.

Perhaps Fang Ru himself didn't realize that he had always been using for the sake of using.

He never thought clearly about the purpose of using it, nor did he make arrangements after using it. He just used it because it was available.

It's like copying words in elementary school, just copying them from the book one by one, but never thinking about what you are copying and why you are copying.

If you think about it carefully, the time when someone on the other side had the clearest purpose was actually during the period of Wulin Gaiden.

At that time, he didn't know anything about the way of heaven or "one". He only knew that he wanted to live and go back alive to see his parents. He still had responsibilities that he had not shouldered.

At that time, how could he care about things that could not be settled?

Before Zhui Feng was rescued by chance, he would make a detailed plan for himself every day when he woke up.

Where should I go today, what kind of harvest may I get, and if it doesn’t meet expectations and is not enough to satisfy my hunger, how should I go to other places to make up for it.

His life was very difficult at that time, and he thought of various ways to solve his survival problem, because if he continued to hang out aimlessly, he would starve to death on the streets that day.

Later, his luck came.

After rescuing that silly boy Zhui Feng with a moment of soft-heartedness, he successfully sneaked into the six gates and became famous by virtue of his extremely high arresting efficiency in order to collect money.

Even Guo Juxia, who has become a human spirit, feels that he is a talent that can be created and is worth cultivating.

Later, after being depressed for a long time, his mentality began to bottom out.

Now that I have a certain amount of force, reputation and status, and I feel that I know the plot very well, I feel less wary in Tongfu Inn. Fortunately, I didn't really fall over.

As his combat power soared, he began to approach his journey with a playful attitude, not caring about what he was doing or what he should do.

Until that fatal threat came to him again.

But at that time, he couldn't adapt to it.

So that little eunuch didn't really hurt him. What hurt him was Fang Rui's own impetuous heart.

After learning that those beings also had their own private thoughts, he became a little scared.

The familiar feeling of suffocation returned, and at the same time I became even more confused.

Fang Rui was not sure at first, whether he should give up when things got better and just stay in the few worlds he knew well and continue to mix in.

Or must you have the courage to go ahead?

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