Chapter 187 Love You!
In this world, time can dilute everything.
No matter how deep the pain, after the flowing washing, it will be flattened for one day.
What if she hid this injury?
Never mention, nor show people, and even pretend to remember.
Such wounds will never recover, and they will open again one day, dripping as usual, and deepen.
At this moment.
Ye Xi said that when she smiled, she didn't cry very much, as if she was not very sad.
But how could it not be sad?
She is just ... dare not sad.
"Smile won't blame you." Huo Jinxi said lowly, "She wants to blame me."
Mu Qian cried so much that he couldn't hear him at all.
"Give me the old photo of the smile." Huo Jinxi said.
Those injuries and pains she dared not face, he endured it for her.
Even if you know that some pain cannot be divided, two people hurt, it is better than one person's forbearance.
Mu Qian's mood has not calmed down for a long time.
She hasn't collapsed like this for a long time, and this time, she was still in front of Huo Jinxi.
It is not unbearable, but since returning to Tongcheng, the smiling things have been turned out again and again, so that she can not be peaceful in another world.
The guilt in her heart finally had nowhere to hide.
All of this had nothing to do with him, but he said that he was the child's father.
When she laughed, she was only three years old. If she didn't mention it deliberately, she couldn't understand the meaning of her father and mother.
But Xiaoxiao has a friend with the same apartment. Her little partner has dad and a mother, so the little girl will occasionally ask her: "Mom, my dad? Why is Je?
Y has a mother and a father, I only have mom? "
The father she is curious is him ...
Mu Qian gave Huo Jinxi a cloud account, where she laughed all the traces of the past, and she didn't dare to look back.
Huo Jinxi went to the audio and video room alone, and Mu Qian sat alone in his office and lost his mind for a long time.
She didn't know how long Huo Jinxi had gone, until Zhuang Yan carefully pushed the door and walked in, and whispered to her when she changed her cup of hot tea, "Miss Mu, it's almost two o'clock, you haven't eaten yet
Do you want to order some food? "
Mu Qian shook his head.
Zhuang Yan hesitated for a moment before saying: "When Mr. Huo went to the audio and video room, he ordered that he was not allowed to disturb. He was sick and worked hard for several days. We all worried that Mr. Huo would not be able to carry it ..."
Mu Qian did not answer her.
When Zhuang Yan saw her expression, she didn't say much, she could only retreat again.
After sitting alone for a long time, Mu Qian slowly got up and walked out of this office.
There are thousands of employees of Huo's headquarters, and they have specially dialed a layer as a venue for leisure and relaxation of employees. A total of six audio -visual rooms are the existence of the theater level.
Mu Qian pushed open the door of the first five audio -visual rooms, all of which are empty.
She stood at the sixth door for a long time before she finally opened the door gently.
As soon as I opened a door gap, there was a laughter in her memory in it.
Mu Qian wanted to leave subconsciously, but he couldn't get out of his feet, and the hand with the door opened the door could not be returned for a long time.
There was a smile in the door seam. She was laughing, making trouble, screaming, calling her: "Mom! Mom!"
Mu Qian finally couldn't help but looked at it from the gap.
On the big screen, Xiaoxiao ran around happily on the grass of the park, as if he was catching and seeking the aunt who recorded the video, and when the aunt was about to catch her, she suddenly turned her direction and fluttered at once.
Mu Qian, who was sitting under the tree.
Mu Qianwen was looking at the book concentratedly, and was suddenly embraced by her. She could only throw away the book in her hand and hugged her tightly.
Suddenly, she screamed and laughed. The mother and daughter made a group under the tree.
Huo Jinxi sat quietly in the middle position, and occasionally coughing could not be restrained, but looking at the mother and daughter who laughed on the screen, he would still unable to control a smile.
The screens on the screen have been played for more than four hours, and most of them are similar scenes, but he seems to be not enough, always watching at all times.
Until he suddenly had more individuals around him.
Huo Jinxi turned his head and saw Mu Qian.
She looked at the big screen quietly, and she was always calm.
Until the screen appeared again on the screen, a small face that smiled and rounded. The painting outside said that the aunt was saying to her: "Come, mother is going to school, and laugh at my mother a birthday blessing!"
So she sang a birthday song immediately at the camera, and she applauded and beat the shot while singing. After singing, she made up in front of the camera, her eyes widened to the camera, and said, "Mom, happy birthday, every day, every day, every day, every day, every day
Happy, love you! "
After speaking, she raised her mouth, kissed the camera, and a small face was pulled by the camera to deformation.
Mu Qian suddenly laughed at the sound. After laughing, she couldn't control the tears and fell again.
Huo Jinxi stretched out his hand and held her hand tightly.
"She loves you very much." Huo Jinxi said, "Because she knows how much you love her."
Mu Qian raised her arms to block her eyes, but she couldn't help crying again and again.
Huo Jinxi raised the handrail between the two people, and once again hugged her into her arms.
She was cold, and his body was hot, neutralized temperature, and the iron was ironed.
In her short twenty years, she always seemed to be constantly looking for leaning.
Before the age of ten, her leaning was a father;
After her dad died, her leaning was a mother;
After her mother left her, her leaning was Huo's family and grandpa;
After the age of sixteen, her reliance was Huo Jinxi.
Before losing him, she had lost too much. She once looked at him as the only one, so that she could not get out of the predicament of losing him for a long time.
When I first arrived in the United States, I was anxious, scared, and lost the hope of returning to my mother, because of the worries and fear caused by pregnancy, and the strong physiological reaction caused by pregnancy ... She was only 18 years old at that time, and the various situations were added to the situation.
Body, even if there is nothing to do during the day, I still can't help but hide and cry in the middle of the night.
Obviously, he was ashamed, but he would still see him in those night's dreams.
In the dream, he was still her leaning.
But when I woke up, there was only her in reality, and the child in the stomach.
She woke up from the dream again and again, and finally accepted the reality.
After that, the child became her leaning.
However, in the end, she still lost this lean.
She always seems to be losing, and in the end, she has become a habit, leaving only herself.
Chapter completed!