Chapter 56 Heartbroken

He graduated from Xuejun Middle School and spent a year abroad in high school.

The topic that made the headlines because of her secret love quietly appeared in Wen Ciyi's mind. She couldn't help but open Weibo and quickly flipped to the one she had saved before. Fortunately, the blogger hadn't saved that one yet.

Delete.

Wen Ciyi flipped to the reply he was looking for. Someone asked before where the squad leader had gone now. The blogger replied that it seemed to be Peking University, or he might have gone abroad. The words were different, and he hadn't been there for a long time.

Seen it before.

Wen Ciyi's heart trembled. She kept flipping through the information about Xu Simian. There were various assessments of Xu Simian's admission scores. A ridiculous idea suddenly appeared in Wen Ciyi's mind.

She knuckled quickly through the comments that the blogger had previously replied to, and found one about the poster who had read the class again for a year. If she was still in love with her secretly, it should have lasted for 11 years.

Wen Ciyi panicked for a moment. The growing thought lingered in her mind, like a cloud pressing on her heart, but she couldn't tell no matter how hard she looked, Xu Simian seemed to have a crush on someone else.

of people.

She continued to scroll through the screen, but stopped at a message. The poster said that the girl the monitor had a crush on was abroad, and now, the monitor was almost in her junior year.

The poster did not reveal the monitor's name, but Wen Ciyi couldn't care less. She clicked on the poster's homepage and saw that he had updated a video a few minutes ago. If nothing else, it is still online now.

Wen Ci thought about the wording for a few seconds and then sent a hello.

There was no reply for the time being. Wen Ciyi exited Weibo and directly clicked on WeChat and the chat box on the weekend. But for some reason, at this step where she could get the answer just by asking, she suddenly felt a flinch for no reason in her heart.

Meaning.

She suddenly flinched. Wen Ciyi had lived for so long, and she had struggled through life of intrigues and intrigues, big and small, but when she reached this point, even her fingertips were trembling slightly.

But only after a while, Wen Ciyi still opened the input box firmly. She thought over and over what she wanted to ask for a long time, thinking about how to ask without being abrupt. Finally, she sent a message to the weekend: learn from

Brother, do you know that Xu Simian went abroad for a year when he was in high school?

He was staying with Xu Simian on the weekend when he saw a sudden message on his phone. He glanced down at it, and then uncontrollably glanced at Xu Simian, who had always had a cold face.

When Xu Simian saw Zhou weekend looking at him furtively, he frowned and said, "What's wrong?"

Looking at what Wen Ciyi sent over the weekend, he trembled and said, "It's nothing."

He secretly replied to Wen Ciyi: "I know, Brother Xu repeated his studies in his senior year of high school, but before that, he seemed to have taken a year off to go abroad."

Wen Ciyi looked at what he sent and couldn't help but asked: "Do you know why he went abroad?"

Weekend scratched his head, feeling that Wen Ciyi's question was sudden, but then he thought about it, Xu Simian and Wen Ciyi are now boyfriend and girlfriend, if he said it, would it ruin the relationship between the two people?

.

He hesitated for a long time, and finally said it as if he was resigned to his fate. His words were very tactful, as if he didn't want to make Wen Ciyi sad: "Actually, I also heard someone say it at a class reunion. Brother Xu seems to have a girl he has a crush on.

Overseas, Brother Xu seems to have gone abroad to see her."

As if he was afraid that Wen Ciyi would feel alienated because of this, he immediately added: "I heard this too! Don't take it to heart, senior! Just focus on the present!"

When Wen Ciyi saw this sentence, she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. She couldn't explain how she felt now. It felt like she had touched something she had never experienced before, but she was also afraid. There were many girls who went abroad because of their secret love.

There were many boys going abroad, and there was a one-in-a-million chance. She didn't dare to make random guesses, nor did she dare to go to the leader to confirm that Xu Simian had a crush on her.

Maybe I just happened to be in the same high school, and happened to be a junior this year. I happened to fail the college entrance examination and came to Peking University.

However, the phone dinged at this moment and received a reply. Wen Ciyi quickly clicked on Weibo, and the one who displayed a red message happened to be the blogger.

The blogger resumed his warm words and said: Hello.

Wen Ciyi was a little afraid to speak at this time. She thought for a long time before typing out a line of words, using an excuse made by the parties on the Internet today when it was inconvenient to come forward: Well, I have a friend...

The blogger replied:?

Wen Ciyi blinked slowly, took a deep breath and said: You may know the squad leader of the secret love post on your Weibo that was once a hot search topic.

The blogger quickly replied: My friend wants to confirm that they are the same person?

Wen Ciyi replied slowly: Well...but she said that in order not to appear presumptuous, she wanted me to give the English abbreviation of the monitor's name.

Let her bet once, just this time, let her confirm whether it is Xu Simian.

The blogger took a long time to reply: Why can't my friend's Weibo account be logged in? Why don't you confirm it yourself?

Wen Ciyi was almost confused by her question, and then he regained his composure and typed: Well, she just wanted me to confirm whether they were the same person.

The blogger seems to be very talkative: Then give me the abbreviation.

Wen Ciyi typed "X" almost subconsciously, but her thoughts drifted away unknowingly at this moment. She remembered the bizarre bar for the first time. She and Xu Simian looked at each other from a distance through the noisy crowd. She was so surprised just now.

Xu Simian came off the stage and ordered a glass of lemonade, then pretended to have left the lipstick behind.

She typed the letter S and remembered the second time, when she accepted the invitation from her tutor, and then met Xu Simian, who spoke on behalf of the freshmen, in the resting studio. His attitude was still cold at that time, but Wen Ciyi was full of smiles.

He told many classmates to take good care of him.

Wen Ciyi typed the last letter "M", and then her mind went on to think about how she and Xu Simian had finished eating and said they wanted to send him back to the dormitory, but at the Mandarin Duck Playing Lake specially built for couples at Peking University, someone ran past and ran into Xu Simian's arms.

But it was really strange. What she smelled at that time was a faint scent of cedar, which was different from the rich lavender behind.

After Wen Ciyi finished typing three letters, her thoughts came back to her mind. Her fingertips lightly brushed over the three letters, then landed on the send button beside her and clicked on it.

When the blogger on the other end read the message sent by Wen Ciyi, he replied to Wen Ciyi with five words.

The blogger said: Yes, Xu Simian.

Wen Ciyi finally asked: I would like to ask the blogger if he knows the name of the girl the monitor has a crush on?

It took a long time for the blogger to reply. It took so long that Wen Ciyi almost thought he would not reply. The blogger said: Maybe his surname is Wen. When we got together with the class monitor, the monitor seemed like

We were drunk, and our classmates who were close to us heard the monitor intermittently seem to say the word "wen Ciyi". I don't know if it was written like this.

——But I have also heard that the female CEO of my boss’s company who has been gaining momentum recently also has the same name. She happens to be a graduate of Peking University who returned from overseas. I don’t know if they are the same person.

Wen Ciyi closed her eyes when she saw the reply. She guessed the small details that had nowhere to be placed, as well as the information the instructor handed her. When she went to have dinner with Xu Simian later, Xu Simian asked twice, where did she stand?

Did you think for him from his perspective?

And what she said, she said yes, she was thinking for Xu Simian from her perspective. But when she knew everything in the past, she was given another chance to tell the answer to this question.

She might not answer.

An inexplicable soreness took root in her chest, and finally took root, putting her in a somewhat bad situation with her at the moment, letting her know that Xu Simian had a crush on her.

She thought about the words she used to tease him from time to time. Did those casual words make him feel that she was a very bad person, and would it make Xu Simian think that these sweet words that could be said casually had a negative impact on him?

Have you ever told anyone else before?

Although she told Xu Simian before that she only told him, what about Xu Simian? In the dead of night, he would wonder over and over again whether she had told anyone else.

For the first time, Wen Ci's meaning became uncertain. Although she had never experienced a secret love, she had seen the secret love of her classmates when she was studying. Secret love was a noun, but the classmates around her became a verb. Her classmates would

You will be happy for a long time because of the actions of the person you have a crush on, and you will be sad for a long time because of the unintentional words.

She has seen her classmates full of joy, and she has also seen her tell herself with tears in her eyes that she doesn't want to have a crush anymore, but after the tears are wiped away, she will still carefully manage her emotions as usual, like a normal person.

He continues to watch as a person who is like a ray of light to himself.

Secret love is like a seed destined to bear no fruit, growing wildly in the dark, and only you know all the emotions.

Xu Simian saw Zhou Zhen staring at the screen as if in a trance and asked, "What are you watching that makes you so fascinated?"

"Ah, that's right," Zhou Zi said as he thought about it again. For the sake of the love between his brother Xu and his senior sister, he still had to let Xu Simian know about this, just like when Xu Simian injured his hand, he didn't want Wen Ciyi to know about it.

, so he showed the screen of his phone to Xu Simian: "Senior sister suddenly asked me such a question."

Xu Simian raised his eyebrows slightly when he heard the word "senior sister", but when he saw Wen Ciyi asking questions about the weekend, his body suddenly froze.

As if he didn't find anything during the weekend, he still said to himself: "Brother Xu, I feel like I heard it from hearsay, you..."

Before he could finish his words, he turned his head and did not catch a glimpse of Xu Simian's shadow. A gust of wind passed by his ears at a very fast speed. When he looked up in confusion on the weekend, he saw that Xu Simian had almost crossed two streets.

Weekend was stunned for a moment, and he seemed to be saying in amazement: "...Do you think that I will think too much of my senior sister?"

Wen Ciyi stared at the blogger's reply, wanting to ask something specific, but she felt unable to do so, so she just asked: Do you know how the squad leader had a good year abroad?

The blogger replied: I don’t know about this, but it’s not too bad. Although the monitor’s family conditions are a bit low-key, they are still pretty good.

——Oh, by the way, there is another news that your friends may be more interested in.

Wen Ciyi slowly said: What?

The blogger wrote a very long paragraph: Isn’t it very popular in high school to write the names of the people you like on scratch paper? To be honest, I am shocked when I think about it now, because who would have thought of it?

The proud monitor can actually write.

——How do I know? When I graduated from high school, everyone suggested throwing down all their books, test papers, and draft papers in the corridor of the teaching building, as shown on the Internet, to have a grand graduation.

ceremony, but until some people had finished throwing away, the monitor was still sitting in the classroom and did not move. Someone curious went over and asked the monitor why he didn't throw it away. The monitor gave the books and test papers to the classmates, and then left the scratch paper.

Our draft paper is very thin, and the writing on the front and back has more or less traces of printing. This kind of paper is usually used only twice and then thrown away. Most people are like this. Very few people are recycling it, and it cannot be said.

Recycle it, even throw it away, but the classmate who came back with the monitor's book told us that the monitor was stacking the draft papers one by one and seemed to cherish them.

——It’s unbelievable. The squad leader used to be the proud son of the Xuejun. He was covered with flowers and glory, but the countless draft papers were filled with complicated and unorganized formulas and one person’s name.

Wen Ciyi looked at the news, but her eyes gradually turned red. Her heart seemed to be filled with many emotions at this moment, sweeping through her mind like a tornado, making her a little breathless. She couldn't describe the current situation.

My mood was like walking alone in a long, quiet and narrow dark passage for a long, long time.
To be continued...