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634, Gu Jinmo, Will You Accompany Me?

There were almost no tourists here at night. Gu Jinmo drove the car directly to the top of the cliff. With the headlights, he could vaguely see the sea in the distance.

The wind surrounds the ears and the sea breeze blows on the face. It should have been relaxed and comfortable, but Xiao Yingxi was in a heavy mood. Standing on the fence by the cliff, lowered his head, he could see the cliff where he could not see his fingers. He could vaguely hear the sound of waves slashing at the cliff.

When Gu Jinmo saw Xiao Yingxi standing on the fence in a daze, he felt inexplicably raised his throat and rushed over immediately, pulling Xiao Yingxi away.

"Xiao Yingxi, what are you doing?"

Gu Jinmo's inquiry was full of tension and fear. He subconsciously removed Xiao Yingxila from the fence.

Knowing what Gu Jinmo was worried about, Xiao Yingxi patted his hand, broke free from his restraints, and said softly.

"It's nothing, don't worry, I'm not so fragile that I'm going to seek death. Jin Mo, let me be here for a while, okay?"

"I..." The word "I..." to accompany you has not yet been said, Xiao Yingxi said again.

"Don't worry, I can't do stupid things, I just want to stay alone for a while."

Gu Jinmo was still a little worried, but when he saw Xiao Yingxi's begging eyes, he could only take a few steps back and return to the car.

Xiao Yingxi stood quietly by the fence, not knowing what he was thinking. Her thin back seemed even weaker and helpless in the night and the vast seaside. Even if he could only see a blurry back, Gu Jinmo could still feel the boundless sadness and despair.

Gu Jinmo stood by the car quietly, staring at the thin figure in the night. He would rush over as soon as he made any moves.

"ah……"

Suddenly, Xiao Yingxi shouted to the sea, and her voice resounded across the top of the mountain. Xiao Yingxi was venting the sadness that had been suppressed in her heart for many years. She wanted to burst out all the pain at this moment and stay here. She wanted to say a sacred farewell to her past self and past feelings.

Hearing this heart-wrenching roar, Gu Jinmo wanted to come forward and hug Xiao Yingxi, but he knew very well that at this moment, what Xiao Yingxi needed most was not his hug, but Masnian's response.

"Masnian, you're a big bastard."

"Masnian, I don't love you anymore...I want to throw you away from me..."

Xiao Yingxi shouted at the sea, his voice trembling and his tone was even more swallowed. In the end, he almost finished what he wanted to vent in tears.

"Masnian, I will completely forget you...I will forget you completely...ah..."

The last scream seemed to have used up Xiao Yingxi's strength.

When the sound came to an abrupt end, she had no strength to sit on the ground, her head buried between her legs, like a helpless child, in the pain she felt full of pain.

Gu Jinmo could no longer ignore it, so he walked over quickly, squatted beside him, hesitated, and his hand stretched out shrank back several times, but when he saw Xiao Yingxi's trembling and thin body, he finally plucked up the courage and hugged Xiao Yingxi into his arms.

"Cry, it feels comfortable when you cry."

The man seemed to have no choice but to cry to the woman. Gu Jinmo comforted Xiao Yingxi clumsyly, and didn't know what to say to calm her emotions. He hugged her quietly and accompanied her silently.

After a while, Xiao Yingxi was tired of crying and his mood eased a little, and Gu Jinmo spoke again.

"Is there any better?"

As soon as these words were said, Xiao Yingxi burst into tears and laughed. She had never seen such a comforting person. It was better, but it was better.

Xiao Yingxi smiled like this, Gu Jinmo scratched his head awkwardly and said helplessly.

"What's wrong? Am I doing something wrong again?"

"Jinmo, thank you."

Suddenly, Xiao Yingxi said seriously, at this time, she was really grateful to Gu Jinmo for being by her side.

Just now, standing by the fence, looking at the bottom of the cliff that could not be seen, the sound of the waves below was like a death talisman. For a moment, she really wanted to end her life. Maybe she would die and stop thinking about it, so she could be relieved. But Gu Jinmo's call brought back her only remaining reason.

Suddenly being thanked, Gu Jinmo was obviously a little embarrassed. He smiled embarrassedly and said.

"Hey, thank you between us, as long as you are fine, let's go back."

As he said that, Gu Jinmo wanted to stand up and help Xiao Yingxi up.

But he squatted for too long, stood up suddenly, his feet were sore and numb, and he staggered and knelt on the ground. Xiao Yingxi was slightly stunned. Looking at Gu Jinmo, Gu Jinmo said awkwardly.

"The feet are numb."

At this time, Xiao Yingxi was also ready to stand up. The next second, she fell down in almost the same posture as Gu Jinmo just now, but she had Gu Jinmo's flesh pad and fell directly into Gu Jinmo's arms.

The sudden gravity, Gu Jinmo did not investigate for a while, and could not hold on, so he fell aside, and the two of them appeared in an awkward scene at this moment.

Gu Jinmo was lying on his back on the ground, and Xiao Yingxi was lying in Gu Jinmo's arms, with his posture particularly ambiguous.

The two people looked at each other and immediately avoided them nervously. Gu Jinmo closed his eyes nervously, his hands hanging in the air, and he didn't know where to put them. His cheeks seemed to be able to feel Xiao Yingxi's breathing. As long as he opened his eyes at this moment, he could clearly see Xiao Yingxi's beautiful face.

"I'm sorry, my legs are numb."

Xiao Yingxi explained, which could have resolved the awkward atmosphere at this moment, and then fell to the ground to the side.

Seeing this, Gu Jinmo immediately supported his hands, endured his legs and stood up, then reached out and grabbed Xiao Yingxi's hand and asked.

"Can you still stand up?"

Xiao Yingxi nodded, but the numbness on her legs had not yet faded and she could not use any force at all. In the end, Gu Jinmo forced her to pull her up, and then the two limped and walked to the car in a weird posture.

"Let's go back."

When she was about to arrive by the car, Gu Jinmo asked Xiao Yingxi about her thoughts, but Xiao Yingxi didn't want to go back to the hotel now. She came directly to the car, patted the hood, and said to Gu Jinmo.

"Can you hold me and sit on it?"

"ah?"

Gu Jinmo still doesn’t know what Xiao Yingxi wants to do?

"Today's night is so beautiful, you can see the stars here. Let's stay here for a while."

As he said that, Xiao Yingxi patted the hood again.

Gu Jinmo rented an off-road vehicle with a hood a little high, otherwise Xiao Yingxi would have been able to climb up by himself.

Gu Jinmo understood Xiao Yingxi's intention, walked over, supported her waist, and with a little force, he hugged Xiao Yingxi and sat on the hood, then jumped gently and sat on it.

As soon as he sat firmly, Xiao Yingxi's thanks came to his ears again.

"Jin Mo, thank you very much today. I was really sad this day and didn't know how to get through it. Fortunately, you are with you."

"Hey, don't be polite, I've said it all. There is no need to say thank you all the time between you and Masnian... well... what happened between your brother. But I think life always has to move forward, and there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. Look at me, you have rejected me so many times. Isn't you still living well? Are you a human being? You have to experience all kinds of pain and happiness in your life. Do we have to give up the opportunity to live because of a failure?"

As he said that, Gu Jinmo lay down directly, pillowed his hands behind his head, looked at the starry sky, and said with a slightly raised corner of his mouth.

"Look, this vast starry sky, the vast sea, and the world still have so many beautiful scenery. We have not yet appreciated them one by one. Many of the wonderful things in life have not been tried and enjoyed yet. Could it be that we have to give up so many wonderful things because of a failure? In the past few days, if you are willing, I will take you to enjoy life. In this life, there is not only love between men and women, right?"

Unexpectedly, Gu Jinmo, who seems to be careless and careless, can speak such a life philosophy, but looking at his attitude of becoming more and more courageous as Xiao Yingxi can also show his optimistic and positive attitude.

After listening to Gu Jinmo's heartfelt words, Xiao Yingxi felt deeply ashamed.

Indeed, she is only twenty-one years old and has never done many things. She has been in love with someone for so many years, but has not had a serious relationship yet. Do you really want to abandon this world for a man who is not worthy of it?

After thinking it through, Xiao Yingxi turned around and supported his head and said to Gu Jinmo as if he had changed his body.

"Or, you will be crazy with me these days. Will you succeed? In the past few years, everything about me has revolved around him. Now, I also want to live for myself. Gu Jinmo, is he willing to accompany me?"

When Gu Jinmo heard this, especially when he felt Xiao Yingxi's expectant eyes, he felt a little dazed, as if he had an illusion, why did he feel that the distance between him and Xiao Yingxi had become a little further, and even saw a glimmer of hope in her eyes.

Seeing Gu Jinmo looking at him with a dull look, Xiao Yingxi suddenly realized that his attitude might have misunderstood him, so he immediately put his eyes away and said.

"I'm sorry, I forgot that you still have a job."

"No, the work doesn't take much time, so we'll make a decision and we'll go out to play tomorrow."

Gu Jinmo put away his somewhat attached look, and a rational voice in his heart reminded him to grasp each other's degree and distance, and then agreed to Xiao Yingxi with an excited look on his face.

Afterwards, the two of them lay quietly in the car, listening to the sound of the waves, feeling the warm sea breeze, and looking at the endless starry sky.

Time passed little by little, and it was almost ten o'clock in the evening. Gu Jinmo felt sleepy and was about to ask Xiao Yingxi when he would go back. When he looked sideways, Xiao Yingxi was actually lying on the hood and fell asleep.

The sea breeze blew her black hair, her long skirt swayed lightly in the wind, and her slender legs suddenly appeared in the night.

Gu Jinmo looked a little impressed. When he came back to his senses, he thought of his behavior just now, patted his cheek lightly, and then sat up.

Gu Jinmo was about to wake up Xiao Yingxi and then go back to the hotel. When his hand was about to touch Xiao Yingxi's arm, a somewhat selfish thought flashed by and he retracted his hand.

Then, Gu Jinmo jumped out of the car, took out their coats from the car, climbed onto the hood again, covered Xiao Yingxi's body, and lay down gently.

At this time, Xiao Yingxi suddenly turned over and pressed her head directly on Gu Jinmo's arm that had not had time to withdraw. Maybe she felt her head was a little bit, so she adjusted it. Now, she directly treated Gu Jinmo's hand as a pillow. As long as Gu Jinmo hooked her slightly, she could hug Xiao Yingxi into her arms.

As soon as this thought came out, a sea breeze blew, which was not very cold, but it also made Xiao Yingxi subconsciously lean into the warm place and directly penetrate Gu Jinmo's arms. Now, Gu Jinmo was so excited that he lay there stiffly, motionless.

After a long time, I felt that Xiao Yingxi was asleep again. Gu Jinmo lowered his head and looked at the girl in his arms with his eyes nostalgic. Although he knew that this woman had no self in her heart, the two of them could make him excited for several days at this time.

Gu Jinmo carefully covered their two coats lightly and carefully, then turned slightly, and the two of them faced each other, closing their eyes with satisfaction.
Chapter completed!
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