Suddenly, my arms were empty. When I looked closely, Xiao Yingxi's face showed a completely different alienation from what I had just seen. Masnian's heart skipped a beat, and the joy and excitement just now instantly turned into a strong loss.

"Lolo, you..."

Masnian looked at Xiao Yingxi at a loss. Could it be that everything that just now was his own hallucination?

"Enough, Masnian, what are you thinking? Do you think this will make me forgive you? Do you know that second brother and others are worried about you? Do you know that you may die when you come here now?"

The tension and worries just now turned into strong anger. She was angry that Masinian ignored her body. She was angry that Masinian threatened herself in this way. In fact, this time, Xiao Yingxi misunderstood Masinian. Masinian only realized that she could not come to such a cold place a few hours ago.

Facing Xiao Yingxi's anger and questioning, Masnian hurriedly explained.

"Lolo, listen to me, I never thought of asking for your forgiveness in this way. I only found out after I returned to the hotel in the evening."

As he said that, Masnian walked towards Xiao Yingxi. Without any defense, Xiao Yingxi hugged her into his arms, touched her head in a doting way, hugged her tightly, and said gently.

"Lolo, I'm really happy to see you appear so nervously just now. You have me in your heart, right? It's not that you don't love me, but you just can't accept what I did to you a year ago, right?"

Masnian carefully tentatively. He lowered his head and stared at the woman in his arms passionately, afraid of missing any expression on her face.

Xiao Yingxi was quiet for a long time. Faced with Masnian's strong questioning, she didn't know how to answer.

Just now, when she learned about Masnian's physical condition and couldn't make the phone call, she was really scared and didn't even dare to think about whether she could hold on if Masnian really had an accident.

But now that Masnian is standing in front of her, she is a little contrary to her truest feelings.

Just think of her as a person, but Xiao Yingxi just couldn't do anything that happened. After all, the harm that was originally real.

Masnian was very smart, or he had already seen her conflicts and struggles on Xiao Yingxi's face.

Masnian smiled pamperingly, lowered his head, and said gently with his face against Xiao Yingxi's forehead.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it now, Lolo, I said it. This time, I will chase you, I just want you not to refuse me thousands of miles away, okay?"

Faced with such a deep love confession, a woman would fall, and Xiao Yingxi was no exception. At least she could no longer say those cruel words, but she could not respond to it.

Seeing Xiao Yingxi silent, Masnian was not in a hurry. He still hugged Xiao Yingxi gently and pamperedly, telling the whole passion in his heart affectionately.

How hard it was to hide it at the beginning, how urgent it is to let the woman in her arms feel his passionate feelings.

"Lolo, listen to me, I can't remember when I had a relationship with you that was beyond my brother and sister, but I only loved you from beginning to end. Ou Qianyi is just an excuse for me to escape your relationship. I never thought that these would cause such great harm to you. If I had known today's ending earlier, I wouldn't have made such a stupid decision."

"Lolo, when I was sure that I fell in love with you, I was very panicked and scared. I was not afraid that my feelings for you were despised by the world. What I was afraid of was only your eyes. But on your 18th birthday, when you shouted like everyone present, do you know how excited I was? But at that time, I already knew that I had incurable diseases. In addition to being excited, I was more afraid and unable to respond, so I chose to escape."

Masnian hugged Xiao Yingxi, his head lies on Xiao Yingxi's shoulder, and whispered softly in her ear. At this moment, he just wanted Xiao Yingxi to feel all his love. He told Xiao Yingxi without reservation that he had panic, escape, cowardice and reluctance over the years.

"Lolo, I am not as strong as you think. I am also a human being. I have to make a choice between love and not love. At that time, the only thing I have to measure in my heart was how much love I can give you and how long I can spend with you. I am more afraid of the sympathy and sad eyes that all you send when you all know my illness, and I don't want to see you crying sadly because of my departure. All the twists of my life, starting from my mother taking me back to Luocheng, what I need to do is to be kind to you. As the boss of the family, what I want to do is to protect you and Yingze for a happy and smooth life, rather than worrying about my illness."

"Don't say it, Masnian, do you think that because your father and mother adopted you, you must repay their nurturing kindness, and take care of all of us emotions. Isn't this a sign of selfishness? You keep saying it for the sake of our own good, but the final result is not to worry and feel sad for you."

Hearing this, Xiao Yingxi suddenly became angry. She hated Masinian the most. She didn't think that his father and mother adopted him, so he should just think about others. In fact, his approach itself is also a kind of harm to everyone.

"Masnian, do you know how annoying you are, and you always think about others' self-righteously, but have you ever thought about whether we need it or not, and you don't give it to what we really need, and now I'm asking us to forgive you here, are you going to have all the truths to you?"

Xiao Yingxi expressed her dissatisfaction with Masinian. She felt sorry for Masinian's concerns, but she also hated that he always lived with such caution.

They are a family, and her dad and mommy never asked Masian to repay their Xiao family. If this is true, then they could have threatened Masian with kindness to allow Masian to accept Xiao Yingxi's love, but in fact, everyone respects Masian's choice.

Facing Xiao Yingxi's questioning and dissatisfaction, Masnian accepted it all, and he also knew that this was a shortcoming that he was about to become a habit. He cared too much about that sense of measure in his heart, which led to the situation today.

Looking at Xiao Yingxi's angry expression, there was a hint of unbearableness in his eyes. Masnian lowered his head and said dejectedly.

"I'm sorry, Lolo, because I cared too much, and finally hurt all of you, but now I figured it out, I want to be with you and give me another chance, okay, this time, I will never hide anything from you again."

As he said that, Masnian approached Xiao Yingxi carefully. Just as he was about to hug her, Xiao Yingxi avoided Masnian again, and she said with a tangled look on her face.

"But once some cracks are formed, how can they be repaired? Masnian, I can't think that nothing has happened."

As soon as Xiao Yingxi finished speaking, Masnian pulled into his arms, and Masnian's firm and affectionate voice came to his ears.

"It's okay, Lolo, you just need not ignore me. Leave the rest to me. OK, okay, I will make you forget all the unpleasantness you have ever had. I will make you accept me again, just hope you don't push me far away, okay?"

Speaking of this, Masnian suddenly stopped, gently caressed Xiao Yingxi with his big hands. Finally, the two of them looked at each other affectionately. Masnian looked at Xiao Yingxi with a burning look, and spoke with an extremely firm expression.

"Xiao Yingxi, I love you, I love you very much, I want to be your boyfriend, your husband, I want to guard you and take care of you all my life, I want to participate in all your happiness and sorrow, I want to be the man who will accompany you to the end of your life, Xiao Yingxi, let me enter your life, okay?"
Chapter completed!