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Volume 1, Qianlong Scroll, Chapter 16, Catharsis

Ling Zhengfeng looked at Zhao Shu in a flash, and said slowly when he heard this, "Then let's talk about it."

Zhao Shu took two steps forward and lowered his head and said softly, "Master is right, I am really unwilling to accept it. When I was in the Tianci Palace that day, I looked at the colorful light displayed by the test spirit stone. I thought it was really a blessing to the heavenly way, so that the disciple could regain a new life in a difficult situation. But when the disciple learned that the five spirit bodies could not practice, he realized that these five spirit bodies were useless bodies. Why? Why! Why can someone like Zhao Hulian practice me but not me!"

Zhao Shu's voice gradually became louder, and his head also raised: "My mother died early. I was neglected in the Zhao Mansion before. Not to mention my father, even the servants didn't look at me directly. They also had to be wary of Han Yingying's open and secret arrows day and night. They were frightened and scared for so many years. They thought that the spiritual roots were the day when the flowers were dark, and they didn't want God to joke with me like this. I want to practice and have the power to protect myself. I want to compare Zhao Hulian and let my father look at me directly once, at least not looking at me like that."

The more Zhao Shu spoke, the faster he spoke, the louder he spoke, and even he did not notice it himself. "I am eager to practice, not to become an immortal, but to prove it to those who look down on me and bully me. I want them to know that I can not only do it, but will be stronger than them in the future!"

After saying that, Zhao Shu gasped heavily, and his resentment that he had suppressed for a long time completely burst out, and his heart was extremely comfortable.

Ling Zhengfeng laughed, and laughed very happily, "Okay! Well said! People who practice cultivation are afraid of the inner demons, but they don't know how to go further if they don't face the inner demons. People who practice cultivation must point directly to their original hearts. If they cannot face the darkest corner in their hearts, they can just avoid them. They just avoid them. They can cross those levels of realm. I have seen you be careful in your words and do things these days, and they smile, but the depression between your eyebrows has never been opened, which means that you have an unfair heart and have been secretly suppressing and unable to vent. In the long run, this will become an obstacle to your path to cultivation. Now that I can't speak all the words in my heart, although I can't completely open the knot in my heart, I don't feel much more comfortable."

Zhao Shu slowly recovered from the excitement just now. He has always been a person who has never seen his emotions. Since he went to the mountain, he has been with these senior brothers for more than ten days and has felt the warmth he had never felt before. He has gradually removed his heart and felt the feeling he had never felt before. Now he also knows that the master deliberately did not let him go to Wendao Hall to continue practicing in order to understand the shackles and shadows in his heart. He was moved in his heart. Is this feeling of relying on him? Zhao Shu likes this feeling very much and cherishes the hard-earned warmth.

He solemnly bowed to Ling Zhengfeng, "Thank you for your good intentions. Disciple... Disciple cannot repay you, and will do everything you need to do in the future and not let your master down!"

"Don't thank me. Since you have joined me, I will have the responsibility of teaching. Today I will regard it as the first lesson for you. Remember, to cultivate your mind first. If your mind is not perfect, you will be in vain in the end. From today on, you can continue to go to the Wendao Hall. You are also on the peak during this period of time. If you have any unknown thing, just ask the teacher directly."

After walking out of Master's house, most of the resentment accumulated over the years was venting. Zhao Shu only felt relaxed and his steps became lighter. The cold wind outside the house was not so cold when he hit his body, because his heart was warm.

The next day, Zhao Shu stood up early. Today was the day to go to Wendaotang. He ate some food casually and rushed to Tiandu Peak. Han Cangbi didn't say anything after not going to Wendaotang several times, but he just looked at him slightly, but Zhao Hulian turned his head frequently, looking at Zhao Shu with malicious intentions and extremely fierceness.

It seems that after the elder brother put pressure on him that time, he indeed remembered his hatred to himself. However, Zhao Shu didn't care. The elder brother had taught him a lesson last time and learned from his mistakes. I think he wouldn't dare to cause trouble for him. Moreover, he is in a good mood now and is calm, and he is unwilling to let him ruin this hard-won state of mind.

Today's class passed very quickly, mainly because he talked about some tips for breaking the acupoints. Zhao Shu was still satisfied with listening. Although he could not study it, he listened more, as if he was one step closer to his practice. Even if he missed some courses, he wouldn't care. Anyway, he could ask the senior brother when he went back.

Since his master allowed him to come to Wendaotang again, Zhao Shu cherishes his current time very much. He vaguely remembers that his father arranged for him to teach his teacher when he was young, but he was too young and had a bad heart at that time. He sat in class for half a day, which was very painful. In addition, Zhao Hulian was looking for trouble every now and then, and Han Yingying always blamed him for the blame. His father refused to let his husband teach Zhao Shu again, and the study was abandoned.

Later, once at the dinner table, my father studied Zhao Hulian's homework. Zhao Hulian answered it fluently and glanced at him arrogantly. His father praised him a few words rarely. Zhao Shu was very envious. From that time on, he changed his temperament and no longer had to resist reading. However, he was embarrassed to ask his father to find him a husband, so he could only secretly take some books from his father's study to study by himself.

He read it very seriously. After reading one book, he picked up one book after another. The more he read it, the deeper he read it, and he couldn't extricate himself. After a few years, he had finished reading all of his father's collection. I think his father should have known that he was reading books secretly, but never pointed it out, nor did he ever ask about his talent. But every time Zhao Hulian was stumped by his father's question at the dinner table, Zhao Shu could always give appropriate answers in his heart.

However, at that time, he no longer learned for his father's praise, but because he really liked it. Seeing that he learned more and understood more, the more he felt fulfilled, which made him happy. Now Zhao Shu's calm temperament was also thanks to his patience and careful reading at that time.

On the way back, Zhao Shu had already begun to imagine what Han Cangbi would teach tomorrow and when would he talk about the practice method related to Nianhai Lingjue. He didn't pay any attention to the following several people. Until he approached the wooden bridge, Zhao Shu realized that there were more footsteps behind him that would not be there on weekdays. He didn't have to look back and knew that it must be Zhao Hulian and his brothers who followed him all the way. Zhao Shu didn't want to have trouble, so he speeded up and rushed forward. After walking a few steps, he saw a man in front of him walked out of the bamboo forest next to him and blocked the middle of the road. When he looked closely, Zhao Shu thought to himself that it was Qin You.

Qin You stood there calmly, with a sarcastic smile on his lips. Zhao Shu wanted to retreat, but the people behind him had already followed him, with wolves in front and tigers behind. He had to grit his teeth and say, "Senior Brother Qin, I'm still rushing back to ask the senior brother for some of the problems I've encountered in my studies today. This is also my habit. If I go back late, the senior brother is afraid that he will come out to find me. He also asked Senior Brother Qin to give me a gift and allow me to go."
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