You may have heard about Xiao Ran in many people, and even you have asked me in person.

At that time, I seemed to have only told you that the relationship between her and me was not what you thought.

Now that I think about it, I didn’t know what we were like at that time. I just subconsciously thought and explained it subconsciously. It was only today that I realized that maybe I should explain it to you seriously.

I have liked Xiao Ran, and I cannot avoid this.

When we were having fun together, we always felt that she was the most unique and thoughtful girl in the circle. It took me about four or five years to appreciate her to slowly fall in love with her.

As you can see, I am actually a very slow-tempered person and a person who doesn’t like to force.

Although I liked her at that time, she didn't have that meaning to me, so although everyone in the circle could see that I liked her, I didn't express anything until she went abroad.

It is undeniable that after she went abroad, I was still lost for a while. So when she came back, my heart was still fluctuating.

Perhaps it is because I have been thinking about it but have never obtained it, so I can't help but feel a little uneasy.

But in addition to being unable to calm down, some things are gone.

From her return to her showing her feelings to me, I didn't actually think about how to reunite with her or have any new developments.

Time is the reason for one thing, and on the other hand, it is because of the Xiao family. She was too sensitive when she came back, and the change in her attitude caught me off guard. Perhaps it was because she had already been prepared for me since she asked me to meet.

Although it is hard to say, I have indeed doubted her motives. The real purpose behind her may be just to help the Xiao family.

You also know that I handled all the problems at that time very poorly, whether it was for you or her.

So later when Xiao Taiming was so crazy about my name that their father and daughter had a conflict and she had a car accident, I realized that she was actually Xiao Ran from the past, and I thought of her too much.

I feel very guilty. I used the greatest malice to guess a girl, let her down, and indirectly caused her to be seriously injured in the car accident...

This guilt made me feel at a loss. I felt that I was extremely guilty and I felt that I should do my best to make up for her.

I'm not afraid of you making jokes. I haven't experienced such a thing. I didn't expect that I would make such a mistake, but I couldn't make up for it because I can't give what she wants.

So I was confused.

How confused was I at that time? I was so confused that I thought that the regrets and guilt that I could not make up for were because I still had her in my heart...

I was so confused that I didn't even know that I was making a bigger mistake...

And I made such a mistake again and again in you.

This is my true sin.

All the things between us are something I never expected.

From the time you appeared in front of me, to the three years of peace, to the encounter in your school, and to the many things that happened later, I could not predict.

Your pregnancy is the biggest accident and the most panicked accident that makes me feel.

I never thought about taking on the responsibility of being a father so quickly, and I had no way of imagining how two people without emotional foundations could form a complete family and be a pair of competent parents.

Sorry, I took it for granted again.

I thought you, like me, were caught off guard and at a loss for this marriage.

That's why I suggested that after giving birth, I could send you to school or do other things.

I thought this was the best arrangement for both of us.

I thought we could keep going like this until Mu Qian woke me up and let me know that you might have expectations for me.

It turns out that the only person I am responsible for is not just a child.

Yes, at that time, what I thought about was to be responsible, to the children, and to the girls I teased.

But such responsibility is not a burden to me.

After that, everything I did was willing.

I am happy to be with you.

It's just that I'm stupid.

I seem to be making mistakes, making wrong decisions, and always causing you to suffer.

But you always say nothing.

Even if you break up with me, you are tired of playing with this reason.

When I looked back and saw all this, I realized how unbearable I was.

There are many things about me and you, I cannot explain them.

But there are only two things-

1. I want to be with you and give my children a complete family. For me, it is never forced or forced;

2. I have never really understood your past and present. But my understanding of you has begun from the moment you appeared in front of me, from the time you met at your school. You said that it was all false, but in my opinion, it was all true. I did not understand the past comprehensively and carefully enough; but now, I know you, whether it is the past you or the present you.

In fact, there are still many things to say and many words to write, but it is almost dawn.

If you get up and see me, you will be displeased again.

If I go back, I may be able to win you for days of joy.

I will tell you the rest of my life.

...

She knew every word in the letter and read every sentence quickly, but after reading this letter, it took nearly half an hour.

When Luan Bin came to deliver breakfast to Gu Qinger, he only saw Gu Qinger preparing cat food.

The letter he had gotten up early and placed on the table was gone.

"Miss Gu, breakfast is here."

Gu Qing'er responded softly, poured the cat food into the food tray that contained milk, and poured the milk into the food tray that contained cat food.

Without waiting for Luan Bin to remind her, she had already reacted and stared at the two food plates with the same style at hand for a moment of excitement. Then she fed them to the cat.

Seeing this, Luan Bin said again: "Mr. Fu has left early in the morning and should be about to land in Tongcheng now. Mr. Fu told us to take good care of Miss Gu, so if Miss Gu has something to do, just tell us."

This time, Gu Qing'er did not respond anymore.

In just a few days, Luan Bin was already used to her condition, so she didn't say anything more and quickly retreated.

But before leaving, he couldn't help but look at the empty table again, and then look at Gu Qinger, who looked down at the cat eating carefully, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart-
Chapter completed!