Chapter 940 Selfishness
She liked him, from the first encounter, to the next encounter, to every time he appeared in front of her intentionally or unintentionally, she liked him.
At that time, she was still in love with beauty, and she felt that there might be no development between them.
But later, Song Qingyuan appeared, and he broke the last trace of beauty in her heart, revealing her unbearable life experience and ridiculous existence.
She fled in a hurry, and since then she wandered around the world, cut off many connections and her own delusions about him.
During those years, she would occasionally think of him, but she never dared to think too much.
After all, he is too outstanding and too eye-catching. She has never met a second person like him in her life.
So she still remembers it, especially when facing the dirty and dirty things in reality, and the unresistible darkness, she always thinks of him unconsciously.
But I just thought about it.
The relationship between her and him was too short and had too few interactions, which was not enough to support too strong feelings.
A few years have passed, and she almost couldn't even remember what he looked like, but she just remembered that there was such a person who was so unattainable and looked up to him, who was once so close to her.
She never thought about the reunion, but she did not expect that the reunion would come so suddenly.
In fact, at that time, facing him, she was already in a state of turmoil.
What's more, he is the person Zhuang Yibo likes.
But he broke into her life again and again, so strong, so determined, and so unstoppable.
She originally thought that she had already felt like a steel, but she didn't expect that she could not bear it.
He was the best man she had ever met, but this man still gave her everything without reservation-
He was too warm and too clean, and she was unable to resist when she struggled in the dark for so many years.
But she didn't dare to get close.
They are not people from the same world, they are too far apart, she will dirty him and drag him down-
She can't watch something like this happen.
Absolutely not.
Qianxing looked up and suddenly saw a mansion outside the window. He raised his hand and pointed at it, saying, "I like the house over there too, but what can I do? I am destined to never have a chance to get it in my life, because I know how much I weigh, and I can't remember it."
Zhuang Yibo followed the direction of her finger and looked at the mansion standing on the bustling section of the city. After a while, he withdrew his gaze and said, "I like it is not Xiao Xiang."
"What is it if you like without an economic foundation? "Xiao Xiang?" Qianxing said, "Anyway, I will never have money to afford it in my life."
"You really can't afford a house in Huai City." Zhuang Yibo said, "But Huo Jinbei is not a house."
Qianxing paused slightly when he heard this, then shrugged, "For me, there is no difference. Just like that house, even if I get the chance, I can go in and take a walk, but I am afraid that the people inside will think that I have made their house fall the price."
"If Huo Jinbei thinks that liking you is a price drop, then he won't like you for so long." Zhuang Yibo said.
"That's because he is not sober and rational enough." Qianxing said, "When he reacts, it won't be like this."
"What if he can't react in his whole life?"
Qianxing couldn't help but curl the corners of his lips and smiled, "How is that possible?"
Zhuang Yibo met her gaze and suddenly smiled, "You are not him, how do you know it is impossible?"
When Qianxing heard this, the expression on his face couldn't help but condensed slightly, and then he slowly said: "I just knew..."
Seeing her appearance, Zhuang Yibo gradually restrained his smile and said slowly: "You think you are not worthy of him and will drag him down, so you took the initiative to cut off one possibility between you... Do you feel that you are too compromised and too selfless?"
"I don't feel wronged." Qianxing said, "I can't be selfish, either."
Zhuang Yibo suddenly chuckled again: "Aren't you selfish enough?"
Qianxing's expression changed slightly, and he stared at her again.
"If he recognizes the reality and he willingly gives up, then you will withdraw decisively, and you are indeed not selfish. But now, you are forcing him to give up when you have not given anything yet—" Zhuang Yibo said, "It seems that everything you do is for him, to fulfill him, and to make him better. But in fact, you have never really considered his feelings. Everything you do is just that you think you are yourself- you are touched and self-dedicated, but have you ever thought seriously about what he really wants?"
Qianxing suddenly froze.
"You are doing the most selfish things openly in the name of being good for him. Does he need your wishful fulfillment? His success in this life is destined to be successful. Originally, his life could be very perfect, but because of your cowardice, inferiority and selfishness, he will never be able to embrace the person he loves in this life. There will be regrets in this life, and you owe him in this life! How can you still declare that you are not selfish in such peace of mind?"
Listening to Zhuang Yibo's emotional scolding, Qianxing was a little panicked, a little dull, and a little helpless.
She stared at Zhuang Yibo for a while, reached out and handed over a tissue.
Zhuang Yibo slapped her hand off, took a tissue again and held her eyes.
"Liking someone should be a very simple thing. I don't know why you have to make the relationship between two people so complicated... Do you know how rare it is to meet someone who likes you and you also like? This is something I never dare to think about in my life. You got it, but you disdain it so much, and you still want to push him out... Song Qianxing, do you want to piss me to death?"
Thousands of stars are speechless.
She couldn't even say a word, but she felt that the panic in her heart was gradually expanding.
She seemed to have made a serious mistake, so that Zhuang Yibo, who has always been calm and unrestrained tolerant of her, actually cried and scolded her in front of her...
She was stunned and handed over one piece of paper after another, wanting to help Zhuang Yibo press her tears back, but because she was separated by a table, she couldn't do anything.
"Yibo..." It took a long time to say, "I'm sorry..."
Zhuang Yibo held a tissue and pressed his eyes. When he heard her finally speak, he just laughed coldly.
"Apologize to me, you're so comfortable..." she said, "But do you have any regrets? Who are you sorry for? Do you really don't know?"
Qianxing still lowered his head and his eyes, as if he could not speak.
Zhuang Yibo didn't say anything for a while.
The two sat face to face, but each lowered their heads and remained silent.
It was not until a long time later that Zhuang Yibo finally heard Song Qianxing's voice again: "But it's too late... I have completely hurt him and can't go back."
"Then you dare to act a little bit." Zhuang Yibo said, "I want to see Song Qianxing in the past, I want to see the straightforward and straightforward Song Qianxing, I want to see Song Qianxing who acts recklessly and ignores the consequences... I don't want to see the Song Qianxing in front of me who has his head down and is stammering and unable to speak - look at it yourself, are you still like yourself?"
Chapter completed!