I found a place that was almost clean, built a brick to accommodate a person and sat on it, and then smoked cigarettes one by one to relax.

Yanyue came to me for some reason. She saw a small stool from the warehouse in her hand, and then sat down next to me: "What's wrong? I have something to worry about."

"No." I subconsciously shook my head and denied.

She didn't say much, just stayed with me like this. Late at night, I rarely enjoyed the scenery given by nature, and everything was silent. This was when everything was quiet and my thoughts were wandering in the sky. But my sighs slipped silently. At this time, I could only comfort myself alone and miss someone who was unknown. The memory of traveling through time made this memory seem a bit vicissitudes.

This is not surprising. In the middle of the night, I often lie on the bed or in the living room without lights, leaving myself alone in the darkness. The night is empty, as if there is no boundary. This is what I feel is freedom and stability.

This kind of satisfaction that is not disturbed by worldly troubles gives me a calm feeling of peace of mind, making me want to stay at this moment forever. There is no loud noise of cars and busy typing on the keyboard in my ears, only the gentle warm wind sound and the continuous breathing sound, and occasionally I feel the faint sadness brought by loneliness.

But this dark night made me unable to calm down for a long time. I sat on the bricks, and the cigarette butts scattered around my hand were thrown together. My thoughts returned to reality from imagination, and all the entanglements emerged in an instant. I didn't dare to think about it again, because my life trajectory was chaotic, just like a strong wind blew through a pool of stagnant water, as if all life had come to an end.

Yanyue didn't seem to understand this feeling. She just looked up and admired the beautiful sky, but this was enough for me. I smiled in my heart. My bored day was finally redeemed. So I tried to push her: "Hey, why don't you talk?"

"I don't want to talk, and you asked me to come out. Shouldn't you speak first?"

I thought for a while and felt that she was right. The reason I came to her was because I wanted to reveal all the unpleasantness encountered by the store. Now it was a chance. So I pondered for a moment, then asked quietly: "Yanyue, if, I mean...what should you do if...if someone betrayed you."

She turned her body and looked unexpectedly calm. Yanyue did not answer my question, but stared at me directly. I was suddenly overwhelmed by the sight. Because I knew that I did have something guilty.

"What kind of person is it?"

"Uh... it's that kind of person, that kind of person who is particularly friendly, but it's not family affection." I was afraid that I wouldn't express it clearly enough, and my hands kept gesturing in the air.

Yanyue nodded clearly, then lowered her head and murmured softly: "It sounds more like love."

I don't know if this definition is correct for my relationship with Su Qin, but I still hesitated and did not intend to explain it. I nodded slightly: "That's right, what would you think if it happened to you?"

She thought for a while, and finally shook her head and said, "Sorry, I probably can't tolerate such a thing happening."

Although this answer was as expected by me, I was still in a daze when I heard Yanyue say it in person

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For a moment, it seemed as if I saw Su Qin's hatred gaze. I seemed to ask her or mutter to herself: "Why?"

"Maybe it's because I'm not strong enough, I can't stand the betrayal of my close people, and I will cry for her, but I don't want to turn myself back and face this cruel fate again."

I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but Yanyue seemed to look at me intentionally or unintentionally: “You seem to care a lot about this topic.”

I couldn't help but touch my nose, but I didn't know how to answer.

But she didn't seem to care, just looked ahead and said lightly: "Mu Ming, you seem to have something to worry about. I can feel your heartache, and I can also see the clear helplessness on your face. Are you struggling with something very important?"

As the general manager of Aerospace, I accidentally knew what I was thinking. Compared with that, I didn’t intend to hide it, so I nodded and admitted her guess.

Yanyue continued: "Although you often look indifferent, the more you do this, the more you feel, the more uncomfortable you feel. Maybe you don't know that I also saw your choice from your face, which is obviously a painful decision for you."

I couldn't help but turn my head, and quickly took a puff of cigarette to force myself to calm down, but I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Although Yanyue didn't say anything directly, I knew I could no longer resist her guess. Maybe Yanyue saw something, but she didn't say it, which made me even more distressed.

My face couldn't calm down, and my heart kept trembling.

We are all too close to freedom and deviate from the path of reality. Sometimes we think back to the present, but we still can't help but have a desire for freedom in our hearts. However, freedom is such a fragile and sensitive word. Once hesitation, a life of food, food, oil and salt will make this persistence turn into clouds and smoke and disappear.

I deeply knew how much energy Su Qin spent to overcome one difficulty after another before she could open the store, but everything seemed to be in a bad direction. God seemed to want to test her for the last test, but this test was too heavy. I don’t know how to speak to her, nor do I know whether Su Qin would forgive me, maybe she would have the same choice as Yanyue. Thinking of this, my heart became fragmented.

We didn't talk about anything in the end, but when I stood up and left, the whole box of cigarettes had been smoked clean by me. The bright cigarette boxes on the ground stimulated my eyes, as if they were mocking my incompetence in disguise, but I couldn't refute anything, so I could only stop looking at these things that bother me.

"Let's go back." I let out a breath, then said to Yanyue, and then turned around and wanted to leave the place.

But I didn't expect Yanyue didn't go with me. I turned around in surprise and saw her bent down and pick up the cigarette box on the ground, then turned to look at me.

"What? Are you trying to tell me the best principles for protecting the environment?" I wanted to laugh a little.

Unexpectedly, she shook her head, then frowned and handed over the cigarette box: "I just don't think you need to disperse all your resentment on the cigarette. Although I don't object to men smoking, a whole box at a time will not be good for you. You should face your own choice."

I was speechless. I was already worried that I had used smoke as my spiritual pillar and I still cared about its harm. But at this time I no longer had the strength to argue with her.

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I admitted helplessly: "Dede, Dede, you noble people are all noble, I am the only one who is vulgar, it's really..." I shook my head with a tsk.

Yanyue didn't say anything else, but followed me and walked towards the house. When I arrived at the door, I took out the key and was about to enter the house, but suddenly she stopped me.

"You just smoked a lot of cigarettes. Going back and drinking more hot things is good for your health."

The sudden concern caught me off guard. I was stunned for a moment and said with a dry smile: "Uh, it's actually okay. I didn't feel anything uncomfortable." Although I said this, I was still a little moved by her concern.

Unexpectedly, Yanyue snorted with disdain the next second: "Stop talking, listen to your voice, you can kill people with hoarseness."

My previous touch disappeared instantly, and I couldn't help but feel a little cold sweat. I looked at Yanyue with my beard and stared at me: "What a metaphor for you, I can't say anything nice."

"Whatever you do, I just kindly reminded you. If you don't listen, forget it."

She no longer paid attention to me and shook her hair and headed upstairs.

Looking at her leaving behind, I sneered my lips in a boring manner, not caring about what she said, I opened the key and entered the room.

After a simple wash, I threw myself on the sofa and wanted to rest for a while, but I couldn't help but floated over what Yanyue had just said. I quickly shook my head and told me not to fantasize about these things.

I seriously suspect that she was just holding back her bad thoughts to scare me. She had to wait until I finished smoking a box and started talking. What is this not a joke? I was proud of my reason.

But as the saying goes, my heart is tight when I say it. When she gets fucked by this, I feel a little nervous. When I cough my throat, the more I feel uncomfortable my throat, is it really correct that Yanyue tells me? I was shocked by my own thoughts.

But just in case, I still couldn't sit still and got up and poured myself a glass of water and heated it up. After drinking it, I felt that my throat was much more relaxed. I held the cup and was surprised.

Suddenly I thought of something fun, so I quickly took out my cell phone and sent a message to Yanyue.

"I just finished drinking hot water, and I felt much better than before." In order to prevent her from not believing, I took a photo of the empty cup and sent it to her.

After a while, Yanyue replied to me: "Well, that's right, I'm right." She praised herself by the way.

"You're really narcissistic."

"This is learned from someone, you don't seem to be qualified to talk to me."

The lines of Yanyue were filled with disdain for me. Through the screen, I could see her face with her nostrils facing me.

I complained a little, and smiled unconsciously on my face, but didn't want to say anything else. This was already a very fulfilling night for me, so I took the initiative to end the topic: "Okay, take a break early. Staying up late is prone to acne, and no one wants you."

"If you don't want it, you don't have to worry about it. You'd better take care of yourself."

I didn't reply to the message. After putting down my phone, I looked out the window. Yanyue seemed to be in a little emotional, but it seemed to be not. I knew this was something we hadn't had in the conversation before.

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